[color=#993300]It's normal to have ups and downs in life, it's scientifically proven actually. But in darkest points, it is good to talk to someone else about how the feelings are affecting you and where they are coming from. I know how it's like, recently coming out of that feeling and only coming out when I received some good news, extremely marginally good news mind you, but that is besides the point. Try to enjoy the little things and find hope in life. Things may be hard, but they always get better.