I guess I start chemotherapy again

Apparently I have to go to daily chemotherapy next week and then weekly. I guess since I wasn't hospitalized this time I have to start with a smaller dose everyday it's kind of sucks because I have to find rides since I can't actually see anymore. I'll get to figure that part out tomorrow.

I totally feel like crap and it's just a low dose of leukemia chemo I'm not sure if I'm going to survive it.
do me a favor

How you holding up?

(also yo, it's been 10,000 years)

Meh. I'm used to feeling like crap just last time I was in the hospital so I had access to some good stuff. At least this time I didn't have to take the pills that almost killed me and made my eyes dissolve so much. I used to be able to read books among the now I can't nor watch anime with subtitles which sucks more than you actually would ever know there's several seasons and series I haven't been able to watch because I can't understand what the fuck they're saying.

Which I've been getting by with audiobooks of the light novels and the doves for the most part aren't horrible. I finally started listening to mushoku and Overlord light novels and are pretty entertaining but now I can't fill out forms so I always have to have someone to fill out my forms or drive me to doctors so Hey Brother be able to see and do normal stuff then read like novels.

Hope you get better big man.

Sorta. My white count is now low. More than an average person's butt less than it usually is. Still if anyone looks at my white count they are still think I have a major bacterial infection.