I do not have education in the area of reproductive chemistry or prior knowledge to the topic.
Applying myself to the scenario is where I can find a dopamine relief, that may or may not excite in a certain fashion-fetishes I do not need necessary requirements to masturbate. In passionate moods, I always felt like jerking in class and throwing the small dose of white kiddie milk energized by unhealthy foods like candy. I remember I was aroused by destructive motions, some things children are enticed by are grand crashes or accidents part of childhood don't you think? So being very anxious at young age because of emotional stress and type of needs neglected, you will go to extensive lengths to relieve yourself.
Guro, loli, slime, but I do enjoy masturbating to inanimate objects. I also think the environment, threats also change in traits and plugs of the horny child. I move towards the other perceptions of myself to others, anxiety pushes the limits of perception as does any hysterical attitude does. So doesn't masturbating to inanimate things work by my anxiety and threatening neglect if someone disowns me, as non-politically immersed as I am. I find feminist have the spear in both directions, a metaphor that means I think feminists social image has failed and being part of any group or circle needs trust.
If trust is brought by a healthy responsive positive reactions to me, I might've been a better person.
Memory is hard to catch. (forgets everything he did and continues righteous journey)