Look, I'm the one who can't justify what's my dream...
everything in this life is "VANNA" yet we still chasing the glimpse of dream? why? what makes you proud of achieving your dreams? you could get happy or hysteric if you achieve it? no, tears exist much a lot in our life than our joy, but that's not mean I don't have any dreams, I do have, but it'll turn into memories in the afterlife, It's completely just some "shame formed after the joy" thing...,