MY DREAM

i want to find a new world and start a new life there.

A new world as in a new planet? Or in the old sense, meaning to find a new land? Or maybe you mean to move to another place you are not familiar with? Any way you spin it, that is an admirable goal! A new life can be a hard thing to come by, and starting over can be a great challenge.

why would you want to ditch your current life? i love my life

Destroy someone

It's not a perfect sollution, but have you thought about moving to Poland? It's such an illogical country that it could be considerd a 'different world' ;)