100% Failure Unrequited Love

Chapter 1

13 years Ago
I confess to a Girl and that girl say yes but on the Next day she........
Didn't remember that i confess to her and she Didn't remember me at all
I run away and Cried in the Park then a Girl cried to Cheer me up and Gave me a Candy
I told her everything she hug me and said Don't Cry anymore.....

On the way home we notice that we were Neighbors
she smile and said See you tomorrow
i Smile and Said Let's Play Tomorrow

after 10 Years
I never talk to her again ever since i began to go to the Province during Vacation
and on Holidays i never get a chance to Talk to her again..........

After a Few Years
When the Time I remember her again.......... It's Too Late already
by the time i knew she already had a Boyfriend on that time i completely gave up on her well that's what i thought.............. I decide to go Outside to get some fresh Air then i Notice that A Girl Crying in Front of my Neighbor house
i gave my Handkerchief and Don't cry please A Woman Shouldn't Cry in front of a Man
I sit Beside her and Said if you Need a Arm to lean on i can offer my Arm to you
she keep Crying i thought she Ignoring me so I decide to Go back now
then she hold my Hand and said just stay here please... Stay Until My tears Stop Flowing... * Shit she soo Cute and Vulnerable somehow it remind me of Someone i Knew *
I stay With Her till she stop crying..... I ask her why are you Crying *Although I know it's too Late to ask that but * She Said that Her boyfriend Cheated him and He wants to Break up with Her she couldn't let him go she was Soo Hurt then she Punch the Floor and Keep Punching. I Hold her hand she was Shaking from her Tears and Said Please forget About him That Kind of Person Isn't Worth it.....
Please forgot Him and Give your self a Chance to Love your self for once
After i said Those Words she smile and Thank me for Comforting her
and Said My Name i Kinda Surprise that she knew my Name...
She Said Im Going to sleep Now. when she Open The Gate Next to my House I just remember that she was the Girl Who Cheer me Up 13 Years Ago..

End of Chapter 1

Chapter:
12/27/09
My funny love story continues
For Some reason i feel somehow
Being use by her
Every Request she made i immediate respond
and Complete that her request
i guess im a Fool who can't say no to her
hmmmm probably i am since
i never tried it to say no to her
but when will i able escape from here
and able to take the path of romance
( Im really a Fool for doing this in terms of love
i guess i was not really that Lucky )
i able to meet her this Morning but we just talk as Usual
it's the same Routine will always do when ever we see each other...........

Chapter:
I'm Back
ill write my RL Funny Love story
12/28/09
Again we saw each other
and Talk like we usual do
when we see each other
now when i Talk to her
i notice that the Time Seems
Getting Slower and Slower
then one her Classmate Text her about their Thesis
and She almost forgot about that so she ask Help
about their Topic so i end up staying for 3 more hours
when helping them about there Thesis i just notice that
were the only ones in her House since her Mother go out for a while
my Heart beat Faster and Faster
while im Writing there Introduction
then i notice that our faces getting Closer and closer
every second
when we notice that our faces was close and almost we can feel each other Breath
i back a little and Look away a little
then i notice that it's already late so i told her
that im going home now
so i left her that night alone in her House..........

Chapter:
Here another Love story
12/31/09
My Dance group
is having a Practice
right now
as there Manager i have to Watch them Practice
(The Reason why their Practicing because My Group Gonna dance in the Opening of New Year Party in my Subdivision)
so while there Practicing i walk around for while
and i saw her texting to someone?
anyway i secretly Gazing at her
in her Expression of her Face
it's seem that she was Sad
for some reason
my heart ache while watching her
when she open her light i run back
and when i comeback my dancer
was teasing me peek at her house
so i forcefully Denied it....
right now im thinking that maybe i should end this
i guess my 6 years unrequited love
was maybe a waste
or should keep hoping that she would
but she rejected my thrice
and i promise to myself that im going to support her.....
maybe im really torturing myself.......

Chapter:
Here's My RL Comedy Love Story
12/31/09 - 1/1/10
3 more Hours before
the Year Ends
still i haven't seen her
and the program is about to start now
since im the host in this Program
i can't wander around waiting for her
so i start the program
while the program is going well
i can't help thinking if i can Celebrate this new Year with her
because still she inside of her House
then my Dance group is about to Start now
i saw her Watching in the Corner so i sneak up
and try to Surprise her though
i thought that she was alone watching there but she with her Cousin
so instead of surprising her. her Cousin was the one who surprise though
so while we watching we talking about what happen to her Thesis
while am in the Province
then we began to talk
then i didn't notice that the new year Countdown has ended
then she Began Jumping so she can Grow taller (she was Short but at least she was CUTE)
i laugh i little and tease her a bit then she Punch me in Shoulder while im laughing hard


then a lot of Fireworks Flashing from the Sky
so i ask her to go to the Rooftop to watch the fireworks with them
of course i invite her Cousin also
while we watching the Fireworks
she was trying to talk to me but it was sooo loud
we almost couldn't hear each other
when the Bigger Fireworks Sore up from the sky
i look at her and say that i love you
it was soo loud that she didn't hear me
and look at me and said huh? did you say anything?
then i look up in the sky and said Nothing and Smile Happy new year...
when the Fireworks gradually decrease we decide to head down now when she tried to get down
she became a little dizzy cause it was a Little high though
she was so Cute while she's holding the antenna and said i can't get down here
then i lift her to get down there then another Fireworks sore to the Sky in one more time
it was a Huge Boom and said her i Love you again while am Lifting her
well i don't know if she heard that but when i put her down she seem to be frozen a bit and probably thinking did he said something or maybe it's just my imagination then
her cousin decide to head home now and eat
so we eat for a while then after we finish eating we go out and wait for each other to come out
then my friends ask me to Drink so i said okay sure but we have to wait till my parents sleep so while we Waiting we Play Cards
while we Playing she seem fell asleep on the chair
while am Gazing at her she look like she's sparkling
gently and feels like my time suddenly stop the moment i set my eyes to her it's like that were the only ones there..... i can't Focus to my Cards but i win without Concentrating playing on my cards......
then our Parents done drinking and decide to head home
and she start cleaning in front of her house while am
Lifting the Components that they use in the Program and Cleaning the Terrace
then i said to my Parents that I'm gonna stay outside
for a while they Said okay we won't gonna lock the door but lock the gate and take
the keys with you
then i run merrily and said i love you
she almost thought that I'm gonna run towards to her but
i grab the Liquor and said I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH
then she began to Punch me in the Shoulder

then we start drinking but she didn't Drink cause she's afraid if her mother see's her Drinking when my Friends asleep now only the two of us was still awake here
we Walk for a while looking up in the sky
there's not that much stars but it was beautiful though and this
Time i Said it to her That i Love you then a Strong cold wind came from may back
and a Shooting star sore from the Sky...
she was Speechless and when she about to say something i said you don't have to Answer that
i just want you to Know my feelings one more Time
when we came back one of my friends awaken
and were did we go i said we just walk around
then the two of them decide to go home
while we three stay up and watch the sun to Rise
while the sun Rising from the Sky
I said it's a New Year and another
new life head Towards to us
right M**
then she look at me and Nod
then we decide to head home and get some Shut eyes
and eyes was burning Red
then her Mother Woke up and Invite me to had a Breakfast with them
so i eat with them and Chat a Little
then i said I'm gonna Go home now Thanks from the Meal
then she walk with me to the Gate and i said to her Happy New year.......
So my Year ends that
(A new Beginning)

Chapter:
1/2/09
I was Listing to my MP3
on my room..... i was sooo bored
then i decide to take a shower
then she Text me that she need Help
on her Assignment i text her im in the Shower ill be go there
right after im done
while im in the Shower im Thinking
Maybe i should Stop Since there's no chance
of Repaying her Feelings to me
but when i began to think on it
i suddenly Stop Breathing and think Deeply
i Pour water on my head to Clear my thoughts
i keep pouring till i Cool down
then she replay to my text and said
ill be waiting on your House
^_^ sunako chan ^_^

i thought she was kidding but
when i got out she was Sitting on the chair near from the door of
the bathroom......
i was holding my Dirt clothes to put to the Laundry basket
then she said How many Years should take your time to Shower
i was Surprise that i ALMOST drop my towel
my Towel Slowly slip down then i grab it just in time before it got down
she already closed her Eyes
then i Pretend that didn't happen
and got dress quickly and said i said that im going to your House right after im done
taking shower
she said but am waiting for 3 hours im tired of waiting for ya
i thought that you tried to avoid me
then i said Sorry Quietly.......
then we go to her House to do her assignment
while we doing her Homework i got Stuck
on the middle then her Cousin came
she ask help in her Assignment
she said that she has the Same book and it's already answered
Sooo i Left them in the House again since
there's nothing i can do to help her
Before i left She Said Goodnight
i just said Night
when i walking i look back then i saw her Looking at me
i didn't think that she would be still there
looking then i said Goodnight
then i receive a text from my Former Classmate in College......

Chapter:
12/27/09
My funny love story continues..
For some reason,
I felt somehow ...being use by her.

Every request that she made,
I responded and completed immediately.

I guess I'm a Fool who can't say no to her.

Probably because,
I never tried it to say no to her.

When will I be able escape from here,
to take the path of romance.

( Im really a fool for doing this in because of love,
I guess I am not really that lucky )

I'm able to meet her this morning but we just talked as usual,
it's the same routine that will always repeat itself whenever we see each other...........

Chapter:
I'm Back,
ill write my RL Funny Love story

12/28/09

Again, we saw each other,
and talked like we used to.

Now when I talk to her,
I noticed that time seems to be getting slower and slower.

Then one of her classmate text messaged her about their thesis, and she forgotten about that,
so she ask for help about their topic so I end up staying for another 3 more hours helping them about their thesis.

I just notice that,
we are the only ones in her house, since her mother gone out for a while.
My heart beat faster and faster....
While Im writing their Introduction,
I suddenly noticed that our faces are getting closer and closer
every second..

When we notice that our faces was too close,
we can almost feel each other's breath.
I backed a little, and looked away a little,
then I noticed that it's already late,
so i told her that im going home now.

So i left her that night alone in her House..........

Chapter:
Here another Love story
12/31/09
My Dance group is having a practice right now.
As their manager, I have the responsibility to watch them practice.
(The reason why their practicing is because my group is going to dance in the Opening of New Year Party in my subdivision)

So while they are practicing, I walked around for a while,
then i saw her texting to someone...?

Anyway, I secretly gaze at the expression of her face.
It's seem that she's sad for some reason.
My heart ache while I watch her.

When she opened her light I ran back,
and when I came back my dancer was teasing me for peeking at her house,
I forcefully denied it....

Right now I'm thinking that maybe I should end this...
I guess my 6 years of unrequited love,
was a waste.
Or should I keep hoping that she would....
but she rejected my thrice,
and I promised to myself that I'm going to support her.....
maybe I'm really torturing myself.......

Chapter:
Here's My RL Comedy Love Story
12/31/09 - 1/1/10
3 more Hours before
the year ends.

Still I haven't got to see her,
the program is about to start now.

Since I'm the host in this program,
I can't wander around waiting for her.
So i started the program.

While the program is going well,
I can't help thinking if I can celebrate this new year with her
because still she at her home.

My Dance group is about to start now,
I saw her watching in the corner,
so I sneak up behind her,
and try to surprise her.

I thought that she was alone watching,
but she with her Cousin.
Instead of her being surprised, her cousin was the one who was surprised by me.

While we watch, we talked about what happen to her thesis
while am in the Province.

We began to talk,
I didn't notice that the new year countdown has already ended.

She began jumping so she can grow taller or so she thought. (she was Short but at least she was CUTE)
I laughed and tease her a bit,
she punch me in shoulder while im laughing hard.

Quote:

she look like this when she punch me
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A lot of fireworks are sparkling from the sky.
I asked her to go to the rooftop to watch the fireworks with them.
Of course, I invited her Cousin too.

While we watch the fireworks,
she was trying to talk to me but it was too loud.
We could hardly hear each other.

When the biggest firework sore up to the sky,
I look at her and say that I love you.
It was soo loud that she didn't hear me,
and look at me and said "huh? did you say anything?"

I looked up in the sky and said "nothing, smile Happy New Year"...
When the fireworks gradually decreases, we decide to head back,
when she tried to get down from the stage,
she became a little dizzy because the stage was a little high.

She was so cute while she's holding the antenna and said "I can't get down here".
I lifted her to get her down.
Another Fireworks sore to the sky in one more time,
it was a huge boom and said to her again I Love you while am lifting her,
well I don't know if she heard that, but when I put her down she seem to be frozen a bit and probably thinking did he said something or maybe it's just my imagination.
Her cousin decide to head home now for supper,
so we ate for a while, then after we are done, we went out and wait for each other to come out.

My friends ask me to drink so I said okay sure but we have to wait till my parents sleep.
While we wait, we played cards.
While we played, she seem to be falling asleep on the chair,
she was sparkling in my eyes as I gaze at her.

Gently, it feels like my time suddenly stop at that moment when I set my eyes to her,
it's like that we are the only ones there.....
I can't keep focus to my cards but I won without even concentrating....
then our parents done drinking and decide to head home,
she start cleaning in front of her house while I'm lifted the components that they use in the program and cleaned the terrace.
Then I said to my Parents that I'm gonna stay outside for a while.
They said okay, we won't gonna lock the door but lock the gate and take
the keys with you.

I run merrily and said I love you.
She thought that I'm gonna run towards to her but
I grabbed the liquor and said I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH
then she began to punch me on my shoulder.

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she punch like this well almost
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We start drinking but she didn't drink because she's afraid if her mother found out.

My friends asleep,
now only the two of us were still awake here,
we walked while looking up in the sky.
There aren't that much stars but it was beautiful though
and this time I said it to her,
that I love you.
A strong cold wind came from my back and a shooting star fell from the sky...
She was speechless and when she was about to say something,
I said you don't have to answer that,
I just want you to know my feelings one more time.

When we came back, one of my friends was awake.
He asked where did we go, I said we just walked around.
After that, the two of them decide to go home while we three stay up and watch the sunrise.

While the sun rise towards the sky,
I said it's a New Year and another
new life is heading towards us,
right M**?
She look at me and nod,
then we decide to head home and get our eyes shut as we been awake for too long.

Her Mother woke up and invited me to have breakfast with them,
so i ate with them and chatted a little.

Then I said I'm gonna go home now thanks for the meal.
She walked with me to the gate and I said to her," Happy New year......."
So my year ends there...
(A new Beginning)

Chapter:
1/2/09
I was listening to my MP3 in my room.....
I was sooo bored,
so I decide to take a shower,
then she texted telling me that she needed help on her assignment.
I texted her saying that Im in the shower and Ill go there right after Im done.

While im in the shower, I thought.
Maybe i should stop,
since there's no chance of her replying her feelings to me..
But when I began to think furthur,
I stopped breathing and fell into my sea of thoughts.

I poured water on my head to clear my thoughts,
I keep pouring untill I calm down.

She replied to my text and said
"Ill am waiting in your house
^_^ sunako chan ^_^"

I thought she was kidding,
but when I got out she was sitting on the chair near from the door of
the bathroom......
And I was still holding my dirty clothes to put to the laundry basket.

She asked how many years did I take to shower.
I was Surprised to the extent I almost dropped my towel.
My towel slowly slipped down then I grabbed it just in time before it touches the floor.

She already closed her eyes,
I Pretend that didn't happen and got dress quickly.
I said that I'm going to your house right after I'm done taking my shower.
She said "but I'm waited for 3 hours and I'm tired of waiting for you,
I thought that you tried to avoid me."

I apologized quietly.......
After that we went to her house to do her assignment.
While we did her homework I got stuck in the middle of a problem.
Her Cousin came, so she ask help for her assignment.
Her cousin said that she has the same book and it's already answered.
Sooo I left them in the house once again,
since there's nothing I can do to help her.
Before I left she said Goodnight.
I just said Night.

When I walked, I looked back and saw her looking at me.
I didn't thought that she would still be there,
I said goodnight again.
then i receive a text from my former classmate in college......