When I first met him… I don’t remember. It was the day I was born.
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This world’s sense of morality was changing dramatically. Once it was considered unthinkable for anyone to have sex with a child: now it was becoming commonplace. The reason is because monster girls had far fewer morals than humans. The mamono were hardy, fully compatible with any man, and both wanted and were capable of enjoying sex from birth. As if that wasn’t enough, mamono weren’t driven by “morals” so much as “instincts,” and those instincts told them that there was one good that took precedence over any other conventional morality: love (which, for them, was the same as lust).
Do you love multiple women? That’s fine. Do you love a little girl? That’s fine. Do you love your own uncle or aunt or cousin or mother or father or sister or brother or even your grandma or grandpa? That’s fine too. In a world ruled by Succubi, there were practically no restrictions on sexual morality.
But there were still a few things mamono were expected to abide by—certain “evils” that went against a mamono’s instincts. Mamono never married more than one man or cheated on their husbands. Mamono never had sex with underage boys—they wouldn’t be able to extract semen from them anyway. They viewed homosexual relations between men as evil, unnatural, something to be replaced with a healthy lust for women—a man’s semen existed to be consumed by his wife or wives. With that one exception, no mamono would ever stand in the way of “true love,” even if it meant accepting a rival into a polygamy. Mamono never resorted to bloody violence except as a last resort for their husbands’ sakes. Mamono never remarried or even lived on past the deaths of their husbands.
When I was 8 years old, reading the
Monster Girl Encyclopedia I my father had given me, I believed the book when it said that all mamono followed these rules because they were ingrained deep within them by the Mamono Lord, and I believed the book when it said that no mamono would ever do anything that broke one of these rules.
The book was wrong.
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Kal’lra, Sava, Spring, Tinkler and Ava stood before me, mostly at attention save for the incorrigible gremlin. “What’s up, hairless chest? You got another job for us?”
The Ratatoskr poked the gremlin in the side, earning a squeak from the green-eared loli in the hovering mechanical chair. “Don’t tease him like that! You know he doesn’t like it.”
“I’ll do as I please,” Tinkler countered, using her throne’s tentacles to snatch up the white-pawed chipmunk by the wrists while she started tickling her armpits. “I’m not a pet like you lot. I’m a wife of equal standing.”
“When you’re quite finished,” I said through gritted teeth, “I do have a few things to discuss with you.” Reluctantly, with me, two pink-and-black orcs and a harpy staring her down, the little scientist in the bikini and lab coat released Spring and crossed one of her not-really-bare feet over the other. With a nod, I continued. “First off, I realize there’s no point bothering to deny this anymore, so I’m just going to say it out loud: yes, I do plan to have more wives of other races in the future.”
Sava looked down for a moment and mumbled, “Ah thaw so.”
“Master,” Kal’lra added, “why do you want even more wives? Are we not enough for you?”
“Honestly, no, you’re not.” The orc with the x-shaped patch of black skin over her right eye seemed taken aback that I had answered so bluntly in the negative. Did she think I would spare her and her sister’s feelings if she appealed to my conscience? If so, she thought incorrectly. I was becoming more and more aware with each passing day where the line I should not cross with the orcs was, and this would not cross it. Not so long as I reminded them of their place. “I do not mean that in the sense that you cannot satisfy me all on your own sexually, of course. But I need more aid for my goals to realized. There are things that other mamono specialize in that no one in this room can offer me. So no, you are not enough: you are necessary, and I value you all, but more is required. Which leads me to the first order of business.”
Picking up the
Monster Girl Encyclopedia off my desk, I put on my reading glasses, turned to a specific page and showed it to them. “This monster, I need. There are many races I’d like to have and far more I wouldn’t, but this one in particular (or its sister race) is absolutely necessary before I can proceed to phase three of my plan.” The monster pictured in the book I was showing them was a Mimic, a chest demon.
While Kal’lra and Sava pouted, Spring and Tinkler raised their voices in curiosity. “A Mimic? What could you do with one of those?”
“Yeah, all they do is drag men into their little pocket dimensions and keep them there. They almost never even come out of their chests.”
I couldn’t help smiling. Truly, my intellect was superior if they couldn’t understand the full value of a Mimic’s power at a glance. “Mimics,” I said slowly, educationally, “are, as you said, a race that create their own pocket dimensions outside the laws of time and space. …Just one of them would make the perfect storage compartment for all of our equipment… and our prisoners. In particular, I plan to have a few… especially troublesome and difficult to transport prisoners in the future. A Mimic is the key to containing them, as well as lightening the load so that we can travel more quickly and leave the Order far behind us.”
“Oh,” Sava suddenly said with a start. “So watcha mean is, if we gets a Minic, i’ll †˜elp th’ tribe †˜scape from †˜ere alive! We cud ditch all th’ carts an’ travul ligh’er.” I hesitated for just a moment before nodding in agreement. She wasn’t wrong, that was certainly one of the reasons I wanted a Mimic. Not the main one, but I didn’t see any reason to say that; let the orcs continue to believe I had their best interests at heart and they’d cooperate more readily.
Ava raised a pink wing in the air politely before asking a question. “Um, I have a question. How are you going to find a Mimic?” For the record, the harpy was no longer scared of me all the time, and as a result she no longer stuttered as much as she used to. She was still cautious and polite around me, but I’d heard from Kal’lra that she’d started to integrate into the tribe well, conversing and having fun with the other orcs any time she wasn’t running errands or indirectly asking for sex.
In any event, I lifted a finger in response to Ava’s question and emphatically yanked off my glasses and slammed them down on the desk with my book. “Yes, exactly, that is the question! How
will I find a Mimic? They’re not exactly the most outgoing, easy-to-find race in existence, now are they?”
“Oh, oh, I can help!” Spring yelled, waving around her tail and one of her hands emphatically. “I’ll use my contacts to look for local sightings wherever we go until we find one.”
“Us too,” Kal’lra threw in, doing a complete 180 from her jealousy a moment ago. “If you need a Mimic, we’ll get you one. We’ll look everywhere!”
“That is more or less the idea,” I concurred. “However, we need not look
everywhere. Mimics only appear where treasure chests are likely to appear, so we should focus our searches on any towns or ruins we pass through.” I pointed to Ava and added, “Unless of course you happen across one during one of your supply runs; in that case, inform me immediately and we will go to fetch it, even if it takes us a bit out of our way. Also, don’t limit your search to just Mimics; a Jinn of the Jar would work just as well, if not better.” Here I lifted up the MGE and turned to another page to show an example of a Jinn of the Jar.
With a frown on her face, Tinkler crossed her arms. “And where do I fit into this? How am I supposed to help, and what do I get for it?”
“Well,” I said with a shrug of my shoulders, “I was hoping you might me able to create some sort of contraption to detect a Mimic’s mamono mana. Was I wrong?”
But the frown on the gremlin’s face deepened. “You’re… not wrong, but… it probably wouldn’t help. Any scanner I invent wouldn’t be able to pick up on Mimics hiding in their pocket dimensions. And if I tried scanning for the pocket dimensions instead, all I’d manage to confirm is that this whole world has been distorted beyond recognition. With all the Gates and the Demon Realm transformations and all, there’s… too much white noise for me to pick up on any specific spacial disturbances.”
Well, that’s unfortunate. I didn’t understand everything she said, of course, but I knew that if Tinkler said it was impossible, it probably really was impossible. “All right, I understand. In any event, I would still like your help… ah,
persuading her to join us when we find one.”
“You mean torturing her †˜til she marries you,” the gremlin said, scrunching up her toes and looking away with her mouth pulled taut.
“Huh?” Both Ava’s and Sava’s head snapped around to look at the mad scientist. “What? Torture? He wouldn’t, would he?”
With a nervous chuckle, Spring stuck her hands in her armpits and nodded. “Oh yes he would. He can be…
extremely persuasive when he wants a new wife.” Then, throwing up her hands and waving them reassuringly, she added, “Ah! But don’t worry, he won’t hurt her or anything. It just… tickles a lot.”
Sava, Ava and also Kal’lra all let out sighs of relief. Honestly, even you Kal’lra? What did you think I did to those two to make them marry me? “And to answer your question,” I responded to the gremlin, “yes, I would like your help with that. And not only for the Mimic, there’s also her to consider.”
I gestured over to my trunk, then quickly walked over and opened it. Sava let out a shriek of surprise when she saw the angel in the sleeveless green dress inside. The angel in question wasn’t gagged anymore, but it refused to make eye-contact with any of us and wasn’t speaking. I suppose she’d decided there was no point in begging for help from the enemies of the Chief God.
Continuing where I left off, I added, “Do you think you could make some… appropriate adjustments to your throne in preparation? If you help me process this angel, I’ll give you an hour of sex.”
“Make it six hours and you’ve got a deal.”
“
One hour.” Tinkler pulled back in her throne at the intensity of my refusal. “I am not as desperate for your help with this as I was for the soundproofing.”
Tinkler bit her lip for a moment, put a hand on her chin, and hummed a bit. “…Two hours, take it or leave it. You’re asking me to change my throne for you; this thing is my pride and joy. It has to be at least two hours.”
I wonder if the others sensed tension in the air as the gremlin and I, the former Hero, stared each other down for several seconds. “…Fine, two hours. We have a deal. The rest of you as well; after the angel has monsterized, I want your help with this.”
“Wait a minute.” Spring raised a hand in objection. “You mean she isn’t a monster yet? Then why don’t we just have sex with her? If we pour our mamono mana into her-”
“No!” This time, everyone jumped in surprise as I slammed down the lid of the open trunk to emphasize my rejection. “This angel must not be monsterized artificially. It must happen naturally, as a result of absorbing too much mamono mana from the atmosphere or my plan won’t work.” Yes, this next step was critical; it was the reason behind the three questions I started asking the angel the other day. When her answer to the third question changed—when she claimed her divine purpose was to reward moral men with pleasure through sex—only then would I know for sure that she was a monster. Raising a finger and gesturing to each of my wives in turn, I added, “Let me be perfectly clear on this: there is to be no sex with that angel, either from me or any of you, now or in the future. It’s as I told Kal’lra before: I’m not going to marry her. I have… an alternative plan for her. One which I look forward to showing off. But we can’t start with that until I confirm that she’s been monsterized, so for now, just be aware of the fact that I’ll be calling on you for aid with this soon.
“Well, then, I believe that’s everything I wished to discuss with you all tonight. You should all head back to your tents and get some sleep; we’ve got another long day of travel ahead of us tomorrow.”
My wives turned toward the exit one by one, Spring and Tinkler already starting to bicker and mess with each other even before exiting. However, right as she was about to leave, Ava the harpy stopped and turned around. “Actually,” she said, “I-I would like to suggest an idea, if I may.”
The others were already gone. This could be nothing more than an effort on her part to get me alone for sex. But if so, it was surprisingly bold of her. It roused my curiosity, so I gestured for her to speak. “Um, I was thinking… it would be nice to have scouts to… ah, warn us if the Order was nearby. A-and if there’s any species that make good scouts, it would be W-w-w-werewolves.”
I crossed my arms and frowned. “Granted, I too have thought that adding Werewolves to our ranks would be useful, but right now I only have one.”
And, I added silently,
I still have no idea what to make of her. That Grava girl is… very strange.
“B-but, one is all we need,” Ava said quickly, waving her wings to draw my thoughtful gaze back to her. “B-because W-w-w-werewolves can infect women and monsterize them with just one bite. If G-g-g-grava were to bite a couple of the female prisoners, they would turn into Werewolves really quickly.”
I raised my eyebrows in surprise. After a few moments of slightly awkward silence, I slammed my right fist onto my left palm. “Why didn’t I think of that?! Yes, that could work out nicely. I would need to be careful about which prisoners are turned, but… Yeah, and I would have to work out the details about how to control them… Still though…” After another moment of mumbling to myself, I realized Ava was still in the tent awaiting praise. “Uh, yes, yes, I thank you; you have done well, Ava. I will definitely speak to Grava—see if she is willing to lend her aid with this. And you—you will be rewarded for this when next we have an opportunity.”
With a beaming smile she fluttered her wings and hovered off the ground for a moment. “Eek! Y-yes! Thank you, sir!” Then she literally flew out of the tent.
After she left, though, my mouth twisted into a frown. “Grava… Yeah, I knew I’d have to try speaking to that girl eventually, but…” I shook my head to clear out my doubts. Regardless of how bizarre she was, any difficulties with her could wait until morning; right now, it was time for bed. Walking over to my mattress, I reached down to pet the Shetland Sheepdog already lying down comfortably on top of the sheets. Then I lay down next her, and though I knew she couldn’t listen or understand, I spoke kind, reassuring words to her until I drifted off.
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A few days after the Hero and his wives had their little party, the killer came to me asking for help. He said he wanted more Werewolves to help him escape the Order of the Omniscient. It was annoying. Why was he running away? This guy could stay and fight if he wanted; I’d seen him do it before. Damn it; this was Hero? He was just a coward!
When he finally stopped talking, I didn’t know what to say. So I didn’t say anything.
“Um, so, should I take your silence as a yes? Or-”
“…No.”
The Corman guy looked surprised. “No? Why not? You do understand that in this tribe, those who desire sex must-”
“I don’t care. You’re not my-” I stopped there. I couldn’t say it. Not to this guy. Instead, I said, “You’re so… disappointing.”
Suddenly, I was afraid. If I stayed there, it would all come out. So I turned around and walked away.
Damn him. Why would I want sex with him? That murderer wasn’t the one I loved.
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“Wow, so you noticed it too, huh?”
“Yeah, the first time it was… kinda like a melon, I guess? But the second time, it was more like… like an apple, and then… more like… like a raspberry.”
“I see, melon flavor huh? I didn’t experience that flavor, but I did get the other two, along with… something more tangy… like an orange!”
In the cart next to where I was riding, Spring and Tinkler were petting Regina and apparently discussing the flavor of my semen and the way it apparently changes from time to time.
Huh, I wonder if this has something to do with why I’ve always been a mamono magnet, I thought, but I was barely interested in the conversation. I had… other things on my mind. Specifically, one thing Grava said to me—“You’re so… disappointing,”—rang familiar in my ears. I thought I vaguely remembered hearing someone say that when I was still high on sex three days ago. But… why? What did I do to disappoint her?
The more I thought about it, the less I understood it. What expectations did she have of me? How had I betrayed those expectations? With someone as quiet as she was, it near impossible to figure out anything based only on her words, so I tried thinking about it back from the beginning.
She became interested in me after I saved her and her Werewolf tribe from the Order… That was odd by itself, wasn’t it? We did slaughter the whole lot of those men, after all. After that… she observed me a lot, but always had that blank look on her face and never acted like a Werewolf at all. Ava is scared stiff of her… And now that I think about it, this morning was the first time I ever heard her speak. …She didn’t seem interested in working for sex. No, hold on, it’s more than that: she didn’t seem interested in sex at all. What were her exact words? “You’re not my-”? Not her what? Not her husband? Not her love? Is she interested in someone else? But then, why would she be traveling with me?
My head spun around and around in circles, but I didn’t feel like I was making any progress. Something was missing—some important piece of the puzzle was completely slipping my notice. Until I figured out what that was, I suspected I would never understand or command Grava.
“Aha, so that’s how it works! The taste changes depending on what species of mamono had sex with him last! …Ah, dang it, that means I’ll never get to taste the melon flavor!”
“True, I got him first, so no one else gets to taste his original flavor. But think about this; the more wives he gets, the more flavors we get to taste.”
“Oooh! …But wait, how do we know you got him first? Corman’s a master at keeping secrets; he may be lying ab-er-I mean, he may be
loopholing around the fact that you weren’t first.”
“He is not! Darling, darling, tell her that I was first!”
Suddenly dragged into the conversation, I hesitated for a moment before admitting the truth. They were going to find out eventually anyway. “No, Spring, you weren’t the first person I married.”
“What?!”
“My first two wives were a pair of Automatons I found a few years ago in Saharad. I wasn’t ready to leave the Order at the time, so I told them to wait there for me to return for them. They’re still waiting for me there.”
“So the melon flavor was… Nooo…” Spring looked as deflated as a ship’s sales on a windless day.
“Ha, ha, looks like you just lost your bragging rights!” Tinkler accented her perceived victory by lifting a bottle of sticky white liquid up to her lips. …I tried to convince myself that it was just holstaur milk, but considering what happened the other night combined with the blissful look on the gremlin’s face, I was pretty sure I knew who’s “milk” was
really inside the bottle.
…Perhaps it would be best to send a master of information-gathering to talk to Grava next…
“Spring… if you’d be willing to do me a favor, I’d like to try and make it up to you tonight.”
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Later that evening when Spring came to deliver her report, I could sense the gravity of the situation radiating from her. Her eyes were downcast, her hands fidgety, one of her paws scratched at her other leg and both her ears and tail were droopy. Whatever she’d learned had disturbed her greatly.
“Um… well, first off, let me say that Grava doesn’t talk much, so I wasn’t able to get a lot out of her directly. B-but by piecing together bits of my conversation with her with some things she’s told the others and some things her mother said when she introduced Grava to us, I think I’ve got a good general idea of her past. She, uh…” The information broker trailed off for a few moments before revealing Grava’s secret to me.
When she finished, I nodded in understanding. No wonder she was so difficult to figure out; I was approaching this problem all wrong. But now… yes, a new idea was forming in my mind. I thought I knew what to do next, so I smiled at Spring and congratulated her. “Thank you, my furry little dear. This helps me a great deal. Now then, I do believe I promised you a reward for a job well done?”
I rolled up my sleeve, and the Ratatoskr shrieked and clutched herself with a nervous smile. “Eek, wait, wait, could we maybe skip the armpits this time? Please…? No…?”
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That night, the murderer changed his usual pattern. He didn’t have the orcs guard his tent this time. Instead, he had them guard the greedy girl’s tent. Did he think she was the only dangerous person? I waited a few more nights to check. Nothing changed.
My hunter’s instincts told me it was time. I snuck into Corman’s tent one night and found him asleep in his bed. The dog was there too, curled up near his feet.
Damn dog. Before I saw him hold it, I thought he was strong. But he wasn’t. He was weak.
I walked over to the bed and reached out one of my claws. If I… If I could just…
“Why are you hesitating?” I stopped breathing. He was facing the other way. How did he know I was here? “Why are you hesitating?” he asked again. “If you want to kill me, you won’t get a better chance. I appear to be defenseless: I have no armor, no sword, and my movement is hindered. It might be possible for you to stick that claw into my throat or heart.”
… … …No, this was wrong. I put my hand down.
“You’re not going to strike?”
“…I smell metal. You’re holding a knife.” He was expecting me. He was prepared to kill me if I attacked. There was… no point trying.
“I see, so that’s your excuse.” He turned around in the bed. He was smiling at me. “You’re so… disappointing.” His face twisted, and he jerked in the bed.
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Okay, okay, fair enough, that was a little too much of a stretch to be true. My wavering vision and nausea told me well enough that I shouldn’t have repeated her words back to her: I was far too interested in this girl to be disappointed. Damn my love for the dramatic!
Oh well, if I could just hide my physical reaction to my own words, this would work to my advantage. Fortunately, I was already lying down, so I didn’t need to worry about collapsing from the trauma. And besides, this was far too much fun not to gamble with a little lie.
I’ve got you all figured out, Werewolf cub. Now, let’s find out if I can twist you to my advantage.
Slowly sitting up in my bed, I said, “Come, let’s go for a walk. We have much to discuss.”
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What else could I do? Once he was up, I knew I couldn’t fight him. So I watched him pick up his sword and pull a pair of vials out of his desk and stick them on his belt. Then I followed him. I followed him out of his tent and out of the camp.
Now what? Was he going to kill me? …But maybe that was fine. I should’ve already died anyway.
“For the record, I’m not upset that you snuck into my tent, nor do I plan to kill you for it.” …Damn it. I was starting to hope he would. “Why would I be? I know why you did it.” Wait… what?
“That’s right; I know your husband died. Or should I say your father?”
…You curly-haired bastard!
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The look of utter shock on her face as she ground to a halt was most satisfying. It would appear that Spring’s deductions were spot on. But I couldn’t bask in this for too long; I needed to keep my eyes and ears open for my target. So I resumed walking through the demonic woods under the light of a neon-blue moon as I continued my one-sided monologue.
“It wasn’t too hard to figure out. Your mother happened to mention that she was going to find a place to die after leaving. The only reason a mamono would say something like that is if her husband died. Then there were other things—little clues here and there. You were a human until quite recently, but right after your mother was monsterized, she bit you. You and she both became your father’s wives and lived happily with the rest of the Werewolves for a few weeks. But then, the Order of the Chief God invaded the Animal Country, and your father was killed in one of the raids.
“I can’t honestly say that I understand what if feels like to lose a husband or father that way, but… let me tell you a little story. When I was six years old, I had two human parents, just like you. We lived in a monster-friendly state and both my parents were thinking it might be a good thing for my mother to be monsterized. But they didn’t know what monster they wanted my mom to turn into.
“Then one day, a group of witches came to our house while my dad wasn’t home. They tried to convince my mom that being a witch was the best thing in the world, but when she told my dad later that day, he didn’t like the idea. Witches are all lolis—child monsters—like you. My father didn’t want me to grow up thinking that it was okay to have sex with kids.” I couldn’t help chuckling a bit. “Ironic, isn’t it? I’ve got two loli wives now, but my father never wanted that for me…
“Anyway, they argued about it off-and-on for two years. My father won the argument each time, and mom promised she wouldn’t let the witches monsterize her without his approval. But she lied. When I was 8 years old, I watched them bring her before a Baphomet and perform the rite of lolification. She became a witch, and when my father found out, he went crazy. He couldn’t resist her magic and his lust, but he wanted to keep me safe from the perceived danger. Then one night when my mother was off somewhere learning the ways of the witches, my dad kicked me out of the house and told me never to come back. That was the last time I saw either of them. Not long after, our hometown was attacked and I was kidnapped and taken far away from there. I don’t even know if they’re still alive.”
I stopped talking here and waited to see if Grava had anything to add to the conversation. Something I said must’ve struck a chord with her because she responded. “…Why are you telling me all this?”
“Good question,” I said, turning my gaze back onto her for a moment. “I’ll answer if you can answer this question first: why are you here?”
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Why am I here? I’m here because… because… “Because… Daddy’s… dead. And you… you… killed the men who killed him.”
“Yes, that’s what happened,” he said, waving a hand, “but why are you here? What do you want?”
I… I want… “I… want my Daddy.”
The first day I met him… I don’t remember. It was the day I was born. He was always there, always kind, never mean, never cruel. I loved my daddy, and when I became a Werewolf, I loved him even more. But now…
“But now… now he’s dead.” I felt tears in my eyes. “Those men… killed him!” I felt tears on my cheeks. “And I… I wanted to… I wanted to die! But then… you… I saw you kill them… and… I thought…”
“Thought what?” he interrupted. “That you wished you’d done it? That you hated me for stealing your revenge from you? Is that why you came here?”
He looked right into my eyes. I felt like I had to tell the truth—like I would die if I didn’t. “…Yes. I… want to kill, like you do. I want… to kill the people who killed Daddy. But… I can’t… because of you…”
He nodded and his face got softer. “I see, I see. I understand—I also want revenge—but you’re basically wrong: I didn’t steal your revenge from you for two reasons. First, because you’re too weak: you couldn’t kill me when you had the chance and you couldn’t kill those soldiers for the same reason. And secondly… I didn’t kill everyone responsible for your father’s death. Because your Daddy wasn’t killed by a person so much as an organization—by the Order.”
The Order… Yes, that’s true. This was all their fault!
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She didn’t say anything to contradict me, so I assumed I still had her attention. Still, this was the tricky part; I was officially walking the tightrope and I still didn’t know if there was anything worthwhile on the other end. Still, I pressed on.
“If you want revenge on your father’s murderers, there are many, many more soldiers in the Order of the Chief God. Not to mention priests, cardinals, angels, Valkyries and gods. They are
all to blame for your father’s death. I am somewhat to blame too, I suppose. I was a member of the Order myself for years, and if I had come just a few hours earlier, your father might not have been killed. However… if you think that killing your enemies is the same as getting revenge on them, you’re so very wrong.”
I paused for a moment before deciding how to proceed. “Let me ask, why were you disappointed in me before? I’ll answer that question for you: because you wanted to see me as a bloodthirsty killer. I
am a killer, but I’m not bloodthirsty; that is a misunderstanding. I don’t want my enemies dead, and I don’t kill when it’s unnecessary to do so. Do you know why?”
“Because you’re a coward!” was her immediate response.
“Oh? And what does that make you, the girl who couldn’t kill a man when she had the chance?” I glared at her accusation, but then waved it off and said, “No, wrong, I don’t kill more than necessary because death… is much too quick. I don’t want my enemies to simply fade out of existence: I want them to live—to live and suffer and know that I caused their suffering the same as how they caused mine. I want to punish them forever:
that is true revenge. That said…” I trailed off and then quickly threw my face directly in front of red-furred Werewolf’s. “…I’m still willing to kill anyone if they get in my way. Or if I find it useful. Or better yet, both at the same time. Now I ask you, can you do the same? Would you do anything to avenge your father?” Suddenly I heard a sound nearby and marveled at the perfect timing. With a malicious smile, I said, “Why don’t we find out?”
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His position—I recognized it. He was stalking some prey. I followed his lead and we snuck up on a nearby mamono, a Werecat. It was sniffing the ground and moving toward the orc camp. I heard the killer hiss and say, “You see that? That Werecat has been following us since we released it from captivity over a couple weeks ago. Do you know why?”
I shook my head. I didn’t even know we were being followed. How did he f
ind out?
“I absolutely hate Werecats,” he continued. “Werecats, Sphinxes and all other cat-monsters. Do you know why? They’re selfish and arrogant. They think they’re the masters of the world. Basically, they remind me too much of me:
dominant and uncontrollable. And most of all… they always, always try to eat Regina.”
Wait, they do what? “…That’s stupid. No one would eat a dog.”
But he shook his head and jabbed my forehead with a finger. “Nope, wrong, cat-monsters do. And there’s a reason for that: feline and canine races are historical enemies. When the Mamono Lord came to power, the Werewolves and Werecats stopped fighting each other, but on some instinctual level, they still don’t get along. Werecats still kill and eat normal dogs whenever they see them. I’ve seen them try it with Regina several times before. One Sphinx in particular gave me a really hard time in Saharad. So, you know what has to be done, right?”
…What has to be done… Wait a minute… “You’re… going to kill her?”
Slowly he nodded and then shook his head. “Maybe, that depends… on whether or not you do.” And then he pulled one of the vials out of his belt and held it out to me.
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I watched her make a face at the vial, and before she could ask what it was, I explained. “This is poison, at least for you mamono. It’s a mix of Rage and Purify potions. The Order uses this stuff to help its soldiers ignore lust and fight. But for a mamono… Purify clears out mamono mana—your life force—so too much of it can kill a mamono. Too little, however, and a mamono cannot overcome her lust with anger. I’ve been experimenting with the quantities for a long time, trying to find a balance so I could give it to my wives someday—so I could help them fight for me. But… experiments require… expendable test subjects—people who I can kill off without worrying. Who better to test this one on than that Werecat?”
I paused and pushed the vial into Grava’s paw. “And you… I want you to do it. Force the Werecat to drink the potion. If it kills her, so be it. If it doesn’t, I’ll analyze the results and then… you must kill her with your claws.”
“But… she’s not in the Order. She’s… like me.”
“No, she’s not. That Werecat is consumed with lust; she doesn’t understand the desire for revenge. And you need to learn something; if you
really want to avenge your father, you need to able to kill
anyone whenever necessary. Not just humans in the Order: monsters too.”
The cub looked down at the potion in her hands and looked up at me trembling a little. “…What if I don’t?”
I fixed the evilest grin I could conjure on her and touched the pommel of my sword. “If you refuse… I’ll kill you
both myself. You know too much now. You’re either useful to me… or you’re in my way. And I kill people who are in my way. So, you have to make a choice. You can follow me, learn my ways and seek your vengeance, or refuse, fight me here, and die. …What do you want to do?”
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“CHAIN BIND!”
The Werecat was caught in chains before it even saw us coming. She screamed and called for help. “I’ll keep a lookout for any witnesses while you do your job,” the bastard said before pulling out his sword and turning around.
My job. Yes. I needed to… kill the Werecat. I swallowed and looked at her. She was beautiful, with cute ears and a cute tail. I couldn’t tell much about her besides that; it was too dark out here.
“W-what’s going on?!” she yelled at me. “What is that?! …Oh… Oh wait… you’re a monster girl. Oh, okay, ahhh, I thought I was in trouble. What are you doing kid?”
“…I’m… going to kill you.”
She stopped smiling and screamed again. “What?! What do you mean? Oh, wait, haha, this is a joke. Right?”
Behind me, Corman spoke again. “Don’t talk to her, just kill her. The longer you take, the harder it will be.”
I nodded and walked over to the Werecat. I grabbed her face and opened her mouth. All I needed to do was put the poison in her mouth. That’s all… just… put the poison in.
“You won’ do id.” The Werecat spoke calmly. She sounded weird because I was holding her mouth. “You won’. You’re a †˜onster girl. You’re detter than dat.”
Corman spoke. “’Better’ is just a polite way of saying †˜weaker.’ This girl is nothing but an obstacle. You’ll never avenge your father unless you kill her.”
“Father?”
He’s right. If I don’t kill her,
he’ll kill
me. So I… have to do it. I have to.
“I don’ know what hattened to your dad,” the Werecat said, and I started to let go of her mouth. “But he wouldn’t want this. He would want you to be a good girl and-”
“You don’t know that!” Corman yelled and I shuddered. “You don’t know what he would want! I don’t know what he would want! And it doesn’t matter anyway, because he’s not here! He’s dead! What he wanted doesn’t matter anymore! What matters… is what you want. Your Daddy died—are you going to die too?! Will you let him die for nothing?!”
“Listen-”
“Do you even care?!” He didn’t let her speak. “He died like a dog! And his killers would’ve gotten away with it if I hadn’t stepped in! When I got there, you were running away with your tail between your legs! Coward!!! Maybe you can’t do it after all! You couldn’t kill to save his life: maybe you can’t kill to avenge it either!”
…What? What are you saying?? It’s… not
my fault. It’s not… my fault!
“You won’t kill me,” the Werecat said. “I believe in you.”
“I agree,” he said. “I believe in your cowardice too. It saved you once; maybe if you run now and leave this girl to die, you can escape again… just like you did when your father died.”
“SHUT UUUUPPP!!!!!” I smashed the vial down the Werecat’s throat.
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The sound of glass shattering and wet coughing alerted me to the fact that I may have gone a bit too far. I stopped watching the woods and turned around just in time to parry an attack from a red-haired beast flying through the air claws outstretched. “TAKE IT BACK! TAKE IT BACK, YOU BASTARD!”
Oh, yeah. I definitely hit a nerve.
“
CHAIN BIND!” With Grava effectively immobilized, I ran over to the Werecat. But there was no point trying to analyze her response to the potions now. Her throat had been sliced open by broken glass from the inside. She was thoroughly dead. “Oops. …Well, that was a waste of a good potion!”
“Take it back.” I turned back to the Werewolf to see her face twisted with grief, her eyes overflowing with tears. “It’s not… my fault. I-I didn’t… Daddy…”
I turned around and faced the other way. “Very well, I acknowledge that you are not a coward. You are strong enough… to kill. Now go ahead and cry as much as you need to. The gods know I did when I was your age.”
Some time later the weeping stopped. I was beginning to wonder what I should do next when I heard her speak. “-you.”
“What’s that?”
When I turned back to face her, her eyes were fixed on me, glowing red and full of hate. “I’m going to kill you.”
“Ah,” I said with a shrug. “Maybe so. I admit that you’re
brave enough to do it. However…” I lifted my sword and held it in front of her nose. “How are you going to do that all chained up with no way to move? Face it: you may not be a coward, but you’re still weak. You can’t do anything…” Her glare weakened and her eyes turned down. “…Not yet, anyway.
DEACTIVATE CHAIN BIND!”
The chains suddenly glowed and dissolved, and the child looked up at me open-mouthed and confused. She quickly bounced to her feet and put some distance between us, watching me warily. “Are you that afraid of me?” I said with a chuckle. “Good. You should be. You cannot possibly hope to defeat me even in a fair fight. But…” I let the word hang in the air for a moment before sheathing my sword. “As I told you before, I don’t kill unnecessarily. Don’t give me a
reason to kill you, and
I won’t kill you.”
The Werewolf didn’t let her guard down. She shifted her stance a bit and muttered, “…But I just said I would kill you.”
“Ahahahaha, yes, you did. So what?” In response to her suspicion I held my hands out to the sides. “I don’t need you to
like me for you to be
useful to me. And you don’t need to like me to use me. I just taught you how to kill. Come with me, serve me, and I will teach you more about how to get your revenge.”
“Why?” Grava asked slowly. “I want revenge on
you.”
“And the Order,” I corrected. “And that’s my point: we have a common enemy. I hate the Order. You hate the Order. Let’s work together, at least for now. And if you betray me along the way, so be it. May the best man survive.”
Grava wavered a bit. After an awkwardly quiet moment, she finally said, “You haven’t answered my question yet.”
I couldn’t help tilting my head to the side and raising an eyebrow. “Pardon? What question?”
“Why did you tell me? About your parents?”
Oh, that. “Ah, yes I suppose I did promise to answer that question, didn’t I? Well, there are two reasons. One is because I wanted you to understand why I sympathize with you. We both lost our parents because of a bunch of arrogant pricks and we both want revenge. I see a lot of myself in you, and a part of me wants to guide you down the same path I have chosen.
“And yet… the second reason… I also wanted you to understand how I feel about you.” I hesitated a bit and then decided I’d already come this far; I might as well put all my cards on the table. “I… want revenge on you just as you want revenge on me.”
Grava shuddered and dropped deeper into her guarded posture. “What do you mean? Why?”
“Because… most of the bad that’s happened to me in my life… is your fault.” I got this far and then added an addendum. “Oh, not you
personally. You
mamono. You monster girls took away my parents and everyone else I cared about. You see, I hate the Order for being an organization of liars and idiots, and yes, the Chief God is partially responsible for my suffering because she’s a lousy tyrant, but the people I want revenge against… are mostly your kind. In fact…” …Aw, hell, why not? All cards, on table. It’s not as though anyone else could hear us out here anyway. “In fact, do you want to know how I really feel about you? I’ll tell you in my real voice.”
I took a deep breath and dropped my
fake fancy accent. And then… I let loose. “GO TO HEEEELLLL!!! Every last one of you! I can’t stand to look at your face, you father-fucking bitch kid! You sex-happy jackasses stole my parents from me! And then, you destroyed my hometown—not the Order,
you mamono did it! You took away everything I loved! And did it stop there?! Fuck, no!!! It wasn’t enough to ruin my life, you just had to do it over, and over, and over! Every time I found some happiness, you stole it from me! You know what I want to do right now?! I want to come over there, tie you down, and fuck you †˜til you cry for your dead daddy! That’s right; I went there! I would force you to know that you were having sex with someone
other than your dad,… and then maybe, just maybe, even you might actually begin to understand what it feels like to have sex WHEN YOU DON’T WANT IT!!!!!”
My breath caught in my throat, and I choked back any more words I might’ve yelled. I’d said too much; I didn’t need her knowing about that part of my story. Besides, judging by how she was shaking all over, I thought I got my point across. “So yeah, I hate your guts. But… that doesn’t mean I’m gonna kill you. Like I said, you remind me of me a little. I don’t hate you as much as most others. And more importantly…” I winced and righted myself. I took a deep breath, cleared my throat, and spoke in the refined manner I usually use. “You are more useful to me alive than dead, and not only you—all the others too are extremely useful pawns to me. That’s why I attempt to treat them kindly and fairly: not because I don’t hate them but because I need them to cooperate. And you… you could benefit greatly from traveling with me. The Order has marked me as a traitor—they want me to die. If you come with me, opportunities for revenge will present themselves to you.”
Grava, her jaw wide open, shook her head slowly. “You… you’re… evil!”
I rolled my eyes and snidely declared, “I don’t want to hear that from
you. Or have you already forgotten?
The Werecat you just killed? You had no good reason to do it. You’re evil too.”
“You would’ve killed me if I didn’t do it!” she cried out with a snarl. “I had no choice!”
“There’s always a choice!” I countered. “You could’ve chosen to run while my back was turned! Or you could’ve chosen to call out and warn her, then sacrificed yourself to let her escape! You chose to kill because you wanted revenge; there is no justice or goodness in you anymore. You’re an avenger now, just like me.”
She stopped and looked at her claws. Her blood-soaked claws. Then she started laughing and crying at the same time. This went on for a few moments and then she yelled, “You tricked me! I’m a murderer… but I… I’m not sad about it! I’m not! I didn’t do anything wrong! I… I would do it all again! Ahahaha, I killed someone! I
can kill someone! Ahhhhhhh, it’s not my fault! I just…!”
I grinned and reached out my hand to her. “Follow me. I will teach you how to ignore that… annoying conscience of yours and do whatever is required to fulfill your desires.”
The girl quieted a bit and stared at my hand. She sniffed at the air a bit, as though checking for some sign of a lie. Then she asked one last question. “If I refuse… will you kill me?”
I nodded.
After a moment, the girl’s ears and tail drooped and she let out a long sigh. The air around her changed as she lowered her hands, stood up straight and said, “I… don’t want to die. I… want revenge. …Take me with you.”
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“Lesson 1: Your talents are your tools; learn to use them. In your case, as a Werewolf, your greatest talents lie in your speed, your superior senses, your innate hunting skill, and of course, your ability to transform other women—adult and child alike—into Werewolves by biting them.”
“…Biting… You just want me to make you more Werewolves.”
“Haha, good observation! You’re not wrong. Which leads me straight into Lesson 2: The people around you are tools; learn to control them.”
I wasn’t really listening as he led me back to the camp. I kept trying to think of a way to leave. Run? No, he would catch me and kill me. Tell the orcs the truth? …Maybe, but I wasn’t sure they’d listen. And if they didn’t… he would catch me and kill me. Even if they did… it probably wouldn’t distract him enough. He would still catch me and kill me. Damn it.
“Ah, the guard!” He put a hand on my shoulder. I shrugged him off and looked where he was pointing. We were back in the camp. An orc—What was her name?—was watching over the prisoners at night. “Allow me to demonstrate lesson 2.”
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Okay, now what was this orc’s name…? Uhhhh, Rolbech, that was it! Praying that I got that right, I called out to her. “Hail, Rolbech!”
The pig-girl, who was starting to nod off a bit, literally jumped, looked around and stood eagerly at attention when she spotted me. “Sheif! There ain’t no problums tonigh’! All quie’!”
I raised a hand for silence. “Excellent, excellent. I’ve come in search of a prisoner. I would appreciate—and reward—your help finding one who is male, unmarried and generally angry. Do you know anyone who fits that description?”
Rolbech’s eyes lit up. “Rewa’d?! I me’n, yeh, yeh, I know a foo.” Then she turned around and walked into the penned off area.
I started to follow her when I felt a tug on my sleeve. “A man?” I didn’t need to hear the full question to know why Grava was confused, but I didn’t answer her right away. Instead, I simply gestured for her to follow and walked inside the confinement zone.
The number of humans in this area was dwindling bit by bit. Over the weeks, several men had incubized and many women had monsterized as a result of prolonged exposure to the corrupt atmosphere of the mamono realms. Most of the women who transformed were succubi and thus useless, so they were released. But the holstaurs and Weresheep were kept along with their husbands, and we were milking and sheering them almost daily. Ava would take the milk and wool with her to various towns, sell them, and buy other food and equipment we needed. Overall, it was still a net loss, but we were losing money more slowly this way.
“Now lessee †˜ere…” Rolbech looked around at the various still-human men. “Uh, no, no, uh… Thi’ one es perty an’ry. Annnn’… Thi’ one too… No, no wait! Thi’ one. Yeh, yeh, thi’ one. Defernat-defen-defil-… uhhh, thi’ one fo’ shore.”
I looked at the man in question. He was tall—taller than me—and wore a simple tunic. He had a full beard and unkempt black hair and he looked fairly dignified even while sleeping on the ground chained up. Nodding in approval, I responded, “Thank you, I’ll take him with me now.
RESTRUCTURE CHAIN BIND!” The chains around the man glowed, but rather that outright disappearing, they simply changed forms. Now the chain connected his neck and wrists to my right arm rather than the ground. “…Would you mind waking him up for me? I’d prefer not to drag him along the ground the entire way.”
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“Lesson 3: the key to controlling people is controlling their emotions; use the emotions of others and learn to coexist with your own.”
We were in the killer’s tent with the angry man. Why did Corman ask for a man? I thought he wanted me to make Werewolves.
He took another one of those potions and forced it down the angry man’s throat. “Anger is the emotion of power and recklessness. It makes people strong and stupid. That means, they are easy to trick and useful to fight with.” After throwing away the glass, he pulled out his sword and held it at the man’s throat. “You, sir, must now choose; obey or die.”
The angry man spit at Corman. “I won’t do anything you say, you tr-”
Blood. I felt it splatter on me as Corman cut off the man’s head. “Then you are more useful to me dead.”
I heard a bark nearby. The dog on the killer’s bed was awake and watching us. Her hair was standing on end. “Oh, oh, Reggie…” Corman dropped his sword and ran over to her. He started petting her. “Shh, shh, calm down, there’s nothing for you to worry about. I’ll take you over to… uhhhh, Rolbech, and she’ll watch over you until we’re done here.”
“…What would you do if I killed that do-”
He grabbed my throat. He moved so fast I couldn’t see him. “…I’d never let that happen. You’ll die before you get close enough to even cut her hair. Understood?” …I nodded.
A little later, we had a different man in the tent. The first one was still there, still dead. The new man stank of sweat. “Fear is the emotion of weakness and caution. It helps people know when it’s smart to run or submit. That means, people who are afraid are easy for the strong to command so long as they aren’t paralyzed or more afraid of something else.” The killer put his sword next to the new man’s throat.
“W-wait, wait! What do you want? I’ll do it, I’ll do it! I don’t want to die.”
Corman smiled at me. “You see? Easy.” He took his sword away from the man’s neck and knelt down in front of him. “Now then, it’s your lucky day, good sir; you’re about to get a harem. You’re welcome. Grava, bury that body.”
“…What?”
“Bury the body. It would be… troublesome if anyone outside this tent saw it. I’ll cover up the scent with a deodorizing potion, so you make a space for it while I train my new comrade-in-sex how to tame his soon-to-be wives. …Oh, and be sure to wash up afterward; you’re a bloody mess and the nighttime darkness isn’t going to cover that up forever. I’ll have to do the same.”
I looked at the headless man for a moment. “…What would you do if I called over the orcs instead. Would you kill me?”
“No,” he said. “As frustrating as it would be, I would have to kill them.
As for you… I would capture you and keep you as a slave for as long as I could afford to. That would be my revenge for interfering with my plan. Besides, I wouldn’t let you get that far in the first place. You would have to escape from this tent before they could hear you, and before you did that, I would catch you and torment you until you submitted to me. So if you don’t want to betray your father by begging to have sex with me, I suggest you obey, for now.”
…Damn him. I looked down at my bloody claws for a moment. I decided to lick it a bit. …It was a little sweet…
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After retrieving six women from the prison area, I had Grava bite them. Honestly, I would’ve preferred to grab six children—they would’ve been more easily influenced than grown adults—but I didn’t want Grava to sympathize with them too strongly lest her feelings of guilt overwhelm her. Incidentally, I couldn’t help noticing that she bit the women deep enough to draw blood each time. And she was also licking it off her lips. It was an ominous sight, but I decided not to comment on it yet.
As we waited for the women to transform, the cub looked up at me silently for several minutes. She had returned to her blank, unnerving expression, but the way she tilted her head made her look curious. After waiting for her to ask her question until well after the silence grew awkward, I finally spoke first. “Is something on your mind? Trying to discern the best way to kill or escape from me?”
The cub shook her head… then a moment later she nodded. “Yes, but… I want to know why. You marry a lot of women… Why not these ones? Why give them to him?” She gestured to the sniveling, red-haired, freckly-faced teenager behind me.
My answer began with a sneer. “What I did with the others, I did to gain subordinates, not wives. Up until now, the two have gone together. But a wife needs sex, and sex takes time. I don’t have unlimited time; the more time I spend on sex, the less I can spend on my revenge. So I can’t have too many wives. So… if I see a way to make a mamono work for me
without marrying her, that’s an option I’m more than happy to consider.”
Grava nodded slowly. “I… understand. …I think. But… how will you control them?”
“Patience,” I responded with a widening grin. “Just keep watching and listening; we’re getting to that part.”
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“Lust and love. For humans these are two separate emotions which are all about desire and devotion. In mamono, they are the same, and that makes it even more malleable. If a mamono desires someone, they become devoted to him, will do anything for him to a point. Of course, there is some variance on this, but…”
They were having sex now. Or… they should have been. But Corman kept stopping them. The Werewolves were tied up, and the man was… tickling and messing with them one at a time. Corman kept stopping him before he listened to their begging for sex. It was so mean. And… I was getting wet watching it.
“Are you turned on?” The murderer said it real quiet. “I know you’re devoted to your father, but… you’re also a mamono. I find it hard to believe you don’t still feel lust.”
I didn’t want to say it. But I was afraid to lie to him. So I answered. “Yes, I am.”
“Then masturbate. That’s what I’m doing.” I turned to look at him. He was holding his own penis and moving it. “Lust is a treacherously uncontrollable emotion, especially for us: men and mamono. So cut a deal with it. Give yourself a little satisfaction. It’s not a betrayal of your father to—Hey!” He suddenly lifted his sword and held it in front of the red-haired man’s neck. “What have I been saying? Do not have sex with her until she begs you for marriage.
”
The man whimpered like a dog. “But I want her so bad! I can’t stop now!”
“You’ll never have sex at all without a head!” Corman yelled real loud and the man shut up. “Now get back to denying her! You have sex only when I give you permission; not before.”
The man moved back to where he was: holding a feather on the girl’s special spot. She was laughing and begging. It sounded like it tickled. …My Daddy used to play tickles with me, before I was monsterized. I wondered what it would’ve felt like… to be tickled by Daddy like that…
I licked a bit more blood off my claw and reached down to touch myself. But then Corman interrupted. “Does it taste good?”
Does what taste good? …Oh, the blood.
“…Yes. It tastes… bitter… and sweet… like my Daddy but… more sad.”
“That’s a scary thing to say,” he added, and I saw him shiver. “You sound like a vampire… or one of the monsters of old. Yeah, if there was any doubt left, that settles it: you’re not a Werewolf.”
…What?
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“You’re not a Werewolf. Or at least, you’re not a
proper Werewolf. You’ve mutated. Backwards.” I was practically talking to myself by now. My voice got lower and lower until it was barely above a whisper. “You’ve killed an innocent person. You outlived your husband. You enjoy the taste of blood. There’s no doubt: you’re a Regressive mutant. Probably a completely new species.”
Around this time, I realized the Werewolf in front of me was officially begging to marry the cowardly man at my sword’s tip—Franklin was his name. “Oh, yes, you may proceed now.” Franklin wasted no time jumping onto the woman, slamming his penis into the very wet and ready vagina. And I in turn pumped myself until I came. “…Ahh, damn it, it’s not as good as actual sex anymore. How frustrating.”
Stuffing my member back into my pants, I turned to look at Grava again. Her fur had darkened a bit to match the color of blood and her eyes were also turning bright red, as though she were finally coming alive at last. I wasn’t certain if it was a side-effect of her finding a new purpose in life or if this meant she had mutated just earlier tonight, but whatever the reason, her new “daughters”—that is, the other mamono—matched her new color scheme. She was fucking herself to the sight with one hand and licking some blood off the other. It was so twisted it made my stomach churn. I never enjoyed the sights of blood or gore even after I got used to killing. And yet, seeing the contrast of sex and death together here in this girl…
“You really do mirror my past far too much…” I barely said this out loud, an almost silent whisper. Even so, judging from how quickly she snapped her head around to look at me, I suspected she’d heard that.
Perhaps I should be the one to name this new race?
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“I believe it’s almost time to see the fruit of our labors. But first, we’re going to need another unsuspecting accomplice or two. CHAIN BIND! Now, follow me.”
Leaving the sweaty, stinky prisoner chained up behind us, Corman led me out of the tent. The sun was rising and the orcs were waking up. I could smell the chef, Swedilishin’s, cooking already. It didn’t smell as good as those women’s blood had.
“Kal’lra!”
I looked over to where the murderer was yelling. I saw the orc pirate run over and ask, “Yes, Chief, what is it? You’re up early this morning. Do we have time for sex before we leave?!”
Corman held up his right hand. “Maybe. But first, we have… an unpleasant job to do. And I need your help. Do you trust me?”
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In my tent once again, I secured Franklin in a crucifix behind me then ordered Kal’lra and Grava to stand on either side of him. I’d already told Kal’lra to go along with anything I say, no matter how scary it sounds. Now would be a test of both her loyalty and her subtlety at a critical moment. …This might prove to be the riskiest part of this whole endeavor.
I stood in front of the Werewolves, or whatever they were now, and said, “
DEACTIVATE CHAIN BIND!” The chains on the wolves disintegrated, and they cautiously rose. They didn’t try to run because they didn’t want to leave their husband behind—their instincts wouldn’t allow that. But they didn’t attack either because my air of confidence instilled the belief that I was too dangerous an adversary for them to defeat—which I was. “Now, for the final phase, I present this ultimatum: do whatever I command… lest your husband be killed.”
A chilling atmosphere filled the room as eight people had three different reactions to my statement. Grava raised her eyebrows in realization of my little control scheme. Kal’lra stiffened and struggled not to move or open her mouth. And the wolf-girls (aside from Grava, of course) eyed me warily and backed up without letting down their guard. “Y-you wouldn’t,” one of them said.
In my mind I said,
Lesson 4: never overestimate your enemy's morality; there is no limit to what an evil person will do. I stopped myself from saying it out loud, though, because I didn’t want Kal’lra asking me why I said “Lesson 4” later on. Instead… “Grava… draw some blood, but don’t let him die just yet.”
Kal’lra’s gasp was drowned out by the word, “…Sure,” followed by a scream of pain. I had been uncertain if she would do it, but I had a sneaking suspicion that her infatuation with blood was getting stronger by the minute. Besides, if there was one thing I had decided about Grava by now, it was that she was a cautious girl who would not disobey me carelessly; she was intelligent enough to seek the right timing rather than recklessly tick me off.
I motioned to Kal’lra as subtly as I could, hoping she’d understand that I needed her to stay in character, before speaking once more to the red-furred wolves. “Let this be a lesson to you: don’t underestimate what someone is willing to do. Every one of us has killed before, even Kal’lra. It would be… unwise of you to assume we won’t do it now.” My words seemed to catch Kal’lra’s attention as she immediately shot curious look over at the loli wolf. But now was not the time to let Kal’lra’s faltering demeanor push me off the tightrope—not now when I’d almost reached the far side. “The bottom line is simply this: obey me and everything I tell you to do, and not only will your husband live, but he will be kept safe and you can each have sex with him daily. If you will not obey, however… then I have no use for him.”
Come on, come on, accept the offer before someone on my side breaks. The wolves started to circle me. I wasn’t going to allow that, so I dashed in front of the one who looked the most confident and pushed her back. They stopped moving again, marveling at my speed. Kal’lra seemed surprised too. That was only natural; she’d never seen me run full tilt without my armor on before. Moving without that excess weight made quite a difference.
After another tense minute, the man chained up in a crucifix said, “Please,… just do what he says.” That was all it took to break their will to fight. Of course it was: I had set him up as their alpha by teaching him how to utterly sexually dominate them. If
his will was broken, so were theirs. So, one-by-one, they sat down on the ground and bowed low before me.
Almost there, almost there. Next to deal with Kal’lra’s wavering faith in me. “To start, go to the Ratatoskr, Spring, and await her instructions. She will be your direct superior and you will be her eyes and ears. Go!” The women stood and left the room as if fleeing.
After a moment, Kal’lra opened her mouth to yell. “WHA-mph!” But I cut her off by running up to her and placing one hand over her mouth and the other on her left breast.
After I had her too overwhelmed to speak or resist, I released her bosom and put a finger to my lips before letting go of her mouth and turning around. “Kal’lra, I need to speak to you now privately. Please wait here while Grava and I return the prisoner to the pen.”
The orc hesitated for an awkwardly long minute but finally nodded her assent. I then turned and left the tent with Grava and the slave behind me, but not before staging a little accident with the injured man to inconspicuously turn off Tinkler’s soundproofing device next to the tent flap.
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“…I don’t think she’ll listen to you anymore.”
The killer was calm. He didn’t smell afraid when he asked, “Why do you think that?”
…Was I wrong? “She knows you’re evil now. She won’t listen to you anymore.”
But Corman chuckled and said, “Oh ye of little faith. It’s true that she knows I’m evil for now, but she doesn’t want to believe it. Denial: the emotion of sanity and sheer stupidity. A person in denial will listen to a crafty excuse rather than accept the obvious truth because to do so would break their spirits. All it takes is a few carefully chosen words, and they’ll believe because they want to believe. The fact that she knows I cannot technically lie makes her even easier to trick. You’ll see what I mean when we get back.”
“Which reminds me…” Corman turned his head a bit and spoke to the coward the other Werewolves had accepted as their alpha. “You had better not say anything too… classified… to anyone. If I discover that you’ve been saying things about me when I wasn’t listening… Well, your usefulness does
have limits. And I do have other prisoners that I could turn into newly-wed wolf-girls… with a different husband.”
The coward swallowed real loud. “I-I understand… master.”
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A few minutes later, I re-entered my tent without Grava, and immediately, Kal’lra almost knocked me down (as on guard as I was, I was a little slow to react because my caution was directed toward Grava and my arms were full). “Wha’ are ya’ doin’?!! We can’t… ya’ can’t jus’…” Her accent was slipping. She must’ve been extremely disturbed. I couldn’t blame her: if I were in her position, I probably would be too.
Okay, step one: make her back off a bit. “Woah, hey, easy! I’m carrying a dog here!”
“Wha’?” Kal’lra stopped shaking me and looked down to see the somewhat disturbed Regina being squashed between my arms below and her boobs above. “Oh. Oh, sorry!” she exclaimed, finally letting go of my shoulders and pulling away. I thanked her with a nod but didn’t put the dog down; as much as I loved Regina, I knew she would make a good meat shield right now.
While Kal’lra was still flustered from accidently smothering the Sheltie, I began my nefariously planned argument. “I understand why you’re disturbed. This is… quite distressing.”
“Distressing?!” she yelled, “You said you were gonna… gonna kill that man.” Her voice quieted near the end, as though she could barely say it.
But I shook my head, being careful not to smirk at my mastery of language lest my pleasure drive her further away. “Actually, I didn’t. I told those women to serve me lest their husband should be killed, true. But I never said †˜killed by me.’ And besides, the statement doesn’t mean what it sounds like. I basically told them that if they didn’t serve me, there was a
possibility that their husband
might be killed by
someone. That’s not at all the same as saying
I would ever actually kill him
myself.”
“…Oh.” Kal’lra calmed a bit and started thinking. “But… but it was still wrong… to scare them like that.”
I did my best to look sad, averting my gaze and slowly stroking Regina’s fur. “Yes it was… But it was necessary. Now we have more security: those wolves will warn us if they see the Order’s agents nearby. Not just because I threatened them but also because their husband is here under our protection. I’m asking you, for the sake of the tribe, let this pass.” Yes, I had found Kal’lra’s justification-button: fight for me
and for your sisters. If I only ever spoke of myself, it made me look selfish, but if I talked about her sister orcs, it made it look as though everything I did, I did for her
and her family.
Still, the pig-girl would need more than this. After wavering for a few moments she said. “But… that other girl… she… she cut him. She actually
cut him, and he didn’t do anything.”
“Indeed, that girl is… dangerous.” I turned away from Kal’lra and set my dog gently onto my bed, her tail wagging all the while. “I cannot guarantee that she wouldn’t actually kill that man. I saw her kill someone else just last night.” The orc’s breath caught, so after a pause, I continued. “Do you know about that black-haired man with the beard among the prisoners? I must inform you… that he is now dead—murdered—and buried under this tent. And Grava… after it was all over, she licked his blood and told me it tasted good.”
Kal’lra started shivering and I heard her stammer out. “N-n-no… Y-you didn’t… tell her t-t-to kill him… did you?”
With my back still turned to Kal’lra, I indulged myself in a quick, evil smile. This conversation couldn’t be going better if I’d controlled the words coming out of the orc’s mouth with magic. “Of course I didn’t!” Delving into my Rage, I whirled on Kal’lra, pretending to be offended by the accusation. “Do you honestly believe I would order the death of an innocent man?! No… all I demanded of her was that she bury the body. I didn’t want to frighten everyone with this—with the knowledge that Grava is… a Regressive mutant.”
I sat down on my bed and put a hand to my forehead. After letting out a long sigh, I asked, “Has Spring told you about Grava’s past? She’s outlived her husband’s death. I thought that sounded abnormal, so I decided to spend all night talking with her about it. She… Kal’lra she blames me and the Order for what happened. She wants us dead.” As Kal’lra gasped and put a hand over mouth, I raised my hands reassuringly. “Calm down, calm down. I know this is a lot to take in, but… Haaa, this… could be beneficial to us if we act with extreme caution around her. She’s a killer, but her real target isn’t you or the tribe: it’s the Order. So… I cut a deal with her. She’ll work for us until further notice. That said… we’re going to need to keep a very close eye on her. Understand?”
The orc fidgeted and bit her lip. She looked away, made eye contact and looked away again until at last she answered. “Alright, I trust you Chief. I’ll keep an eye on her and warn the others too.”
“
Carefully warn the others,” I corrected. “We don’t want them to panic over this. Also,… I can’t lie about what happened. Do you… do you think you could make up some excuse for why that prisoner isn’t here anymore? Rolbech in particular may start wondering where he disappeared to.”
Kal’lra’s shoulders slumped. “…What should I say?”
I shrugged. “Whatever you think they’ll believe. Tell them he escaped or he was an agent of the Order and tried to assassinate me. Any excuse will do as long as you don’t change it. They’ll listen to you; they look up to you. You have a duty to protect them from… sad truths. And I… I will continue to speak with Grava for a little while and make sure she understands her place here and the chain of command. Insofar as it is within my power, I will not allow her to harm my faithful tribe.”
Slowly and a bit awkwardly, Kal’lra smiled. “Thanks Chief. I feel a bit better now, but… I’m gonna need some time to feel sad.”
I nodded understandingly. “Of course. Go ask Sava to oversee this morning’s preparations on your behalf. The difficult stuff can wait until later.” I patted her arm reassuringly and led her to the exit. She started a bit at seeing the cub on the other side, but managed to keep a cool demeanor and leave without saying anything to her.
Once Kal’lra was out of earshot, I quietly said, “I see you decided not to run when I wasn’t looking. And you didn’t interrupt our conversation either… Come inside.”
And as I held the tent flap open for the child, I turned the sound-proofing device back on.
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I heard it all. And he was right again: she listened to what he said and believed it. Also, he didn’t lie at all. But… he didn’t tell her… that that man was not
the person I killed.
“You’re… amazing.” I didn’t want to say it, but he was. Then I had a question. “What if… what if I told her the real truth? What if I told her you killed him? What would happen?”
He raised his eyebrows and smiled. “’What would happen?’ you ask. Not, “What would I do?’ Heh, well, she wouldn’t believe you. Why would she? She’s seen you hurt an innocent man and knows that I cannot lie. More importantly, now that she knows you’ve killed at least one innocent person, she has an excuse to believe me over you. Even if deep down she knows the truth… she won’t accept it. And that leaves me in control. You see? People are tools, and emotions are how you control them.
Okay… yes, I understood now. But… I still had one question. “You said… you don’t want to kill anyone… but you do want revenge on everyone. How are you going to get it?”
Corman frowned. “Yes, of course, allow me to tell you all about my master plan like some kind of idiot. Lesson 5: information is power. The more you know about others, the more weapons you have to use against them. But on the other hand, the more others know about you, the more dangerous they are. I will not tell you anything about my goals until I decide it’s more beneficial for you to know than not know. And you… you should learn to do the same. You’re curious and cautious—that’s good. But if you ask me what I would do every time you get a new idea, I’ll always know what you’re thinking, and I’ll always be prepared to stop your plan. If you ever want to make a move against me, you’re going to have to figure out how to make a risk assessment on your own.”
I see. I understand.
“Now,” he said, “it’s my turn to ask you a question. Just now, outside my tent, you had a perfect opportunity to run—to run away as fast as possible and escape my blade’s reach. Why didn’t you?”
“…Because I was curious. I think… I want to learn from you. And… I think I can kill you… maybe… if I stay here long enough.”
My enemy smiled at me.
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After lecturing Grava about how she was to behave around the others and dismissing her, I went over to my desk, sat down, and let out a long sigh. Regina, perhaps sensing my stress, jumped down from the bed and came over to lick my hand. I smiled and pet her for a few seconds before lifting her up, hugging her close, and laughing loudly and maniacally.
“I did it! I gambled and it worked! Oh, Reggie, I. Am. The best!” Grava would work for me willingly for the foreseeable future, I now had a small commando unit of Werewolves under my thumb, and Kal’lra and the others would remain none the wiser as to how it all really happened. Of course, my effort to experiment on the Werecat had failed, but considering how much worse this whole mess could have turned out, it was an acceptable loss. I felt so giddy I could almost believe myself capable of defeating my true enemy here and now. Thank goodness she was nowhere near here, or I might’ve done something stupid.
After indulging in my laughter for until I had tears streaking down my face, I set the dog back on the floor and opened one of my desk’s drawers. This time, the book I pulled out wasn’t the
Monster Girl Encyclopedia. This was something else: my own
Book of Regressives. Turning to an unmarked page, I pulled out a pen and ink and began to write.
Species: Bloodwolf
Mother race: Werewolf
Defining Features: Willingness to kill, Taste for blood, Vengeful tendencies after the death of the husband, Blood-red fur (?), Cautious, Calculating, Excellent hunter’s instinct
Danger Level: moderately deadly
Bloodwolf… Yes, I think that name fits nicely. Welcome to the tribe, Grava the Bloodwolf.
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The book was wrong.
Oh, to be sure most mamono adhere to monster morality, but there were a few rare exceptions that these biased propaganda novels ignored: mutations that were much crueler and more deplorable than their relatively peaceful counterparts. We called them “Regressives” because they seemed to have regressed backwards in their evolution—back toward the times when monsters were evil beings that ate humans.
There were several theories as to why these creatures existed. Maybe the Chief God was focusing on undoing the mamono paradise one race at a time. Or perhaps the Mamono Lord’s power was waning. Or maybe they were just freak accidents. Personally I didn’t care what the reason was; the only thing that mattered was that they existed and they were dangerous.
It was, after all, a Regressive race that ended up kidnapping me and destroying my hometown.