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This is where I post little samples that I write in order to help me with various aspects of my writing projects, such as characterization, plot development, trying out settings, items, etc. All of these are one shots and their contents vary. I'll always provide a brief synopsis before the actual sample so the reader has an idea of the situation and who's who and what not.
Some feedback would be appreciated and helpful as they'll help with the overall development of the projects I'm working on.
Some feedback would be appreciated and helpful as they'll help with the overall development of the projects I'm working on.
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The below sample is called 'Healing'. This revolves around the characters Ying Shu-Mei; a Chinese American girl from a family of martial arts masters who's now living in Japan as a shrine maiden. She's befriend a girl named Kei who is secretly a relatively famous Idol Singer.
In the events leading up to this sample, Kei had been abducted by a stalker and is sexually assaulted until Shu-Mei arrives to rescue her.
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Please, don't look touch me... She said when Shu-Mei found her.
Please don't look at me... She said when went to the police station
Please don't talk to me... She said before a closed door.
Please, go away... I can't stand being near you anymore... She finally said
And another dagger stabbed Shu-Mei's heart, this one crueler than those come before it. But rather than heeding the sobbing mess of a girl curled up in the bed, Shu-Mei just stared at her. She felt her own river of tears threaten her eyes, but for gods' sakes she couldn't let them fall now.
“Fine then...” Shu-Mei said steadily and for a moment the girl hiding in the bed became still. “But, before I leave, can you tell me why....” No, she can't cry, not yet at least. “Can you tell me why you hate me?”
There was a bit of movement under the covers and a head of unkempt hair lifted to regard Shu-Mei, who can feel the pain-stricken eyes staring back through the bangs. Just as briefly as she had risin, the girl sank back under the covers and her sobs and cries resumed, if not muffled.
“I see...” Shu-Mei finally muttered and turned to leave. But just shy of letting herself out, she froze as the girl's sobs now spoke to her.
“How can you stand to touch me? How can you stand to look at me? How can you stand to speak to me, to even be near me...?” Kei questioned.
“.... Because I want to... Because I need to.” Shu-Mei answered.
“I... I-I've been damaged.” Kei finally said. “How can you stand being around me after he defiled me?! I've always looked up to Ying-san as someone who was beautiful, strong and pure. For a while now you've been my inspiration... But now I'm filthy. I can't be with you because I'm filthy!”
And finally it became clear. Shu-Mei turned on her heels and shut the door behind her, approaching the bed quickly if not gingerly. Kei looked up from her covers then hid herself again and shifted away towards the edge opposite to Shu-Mei.
“Kei-san...” Shu-Mei gently called out.
“No, I can't stand being around you. I'm not pure anymore.” Kei sobbed.
“Kei-san, it's okay. Please come here.” Shu-Mei asked sweetly.
“No, please don't be kind to me... Just leave me alone... Please.” Kei sobbed again.
Now it seemed hopeless, but Shu-Mei wouldn't give up. So she left the room, if only to retrieve something from her bag in the other room. When she returned, she took a seat and pulled the covers away. At first Kei looked up at her, shocked then turned away and curled into a ball.
“Kei-san, please look at me.” Shu-Mei pleaded now, inching crawling towards her.
“I can't anymore... Not if I'm like this!” Kei shouted.
With a frown, Shu-Mei laid down on her side and slipped her arms around Kei's waist, earning a gasp as she was then pulled into a firm, yet tender embrace. She squirmed to escape, only to be reminded of the older woman's strength as she pulled the both of them to sit back against the head rest. For a while Kei just stared at them, bewildered and speechless as one of Shu-Mei's hands released her to retrieve her flute.
“Do you remember this tune?” The bespectacled woman asked before putting the flute to her lips and played a tune.
The gentle melody struck Kei and her expression turned surprised as she instantly remembered it. It seemed so long ago now when she happened down that path in the park and found herself running towards this song. And when she finally stopped at the temple grounds, there she found Shu-Mei playing it before a small audience of her shrine sisters.
'She's the most beautiful woman in the world.” She remembered thinking and watched in awe as nature itself seemed to work at highlighting her beauty-from the wind softly playing in her hair, to the sun wrapping her in a warm aura.
Suddenly the memories skipped ahead to the moment she spotted this woman at her concert, then towards the time she fought her through the paparazzi. In that display of hellish fury and power, she retained all her grace and feminity.
The memories thereafter came flying past her mind's eyes, one after another, all too fast to make out and recall. But in the center of all those memories, Shu-Mei, Kei's lovely, strong, kind and brave angel stood at the center of them all, shooting her usual heavenly smile and opening her arms to her.
She could the woman's unspoken reassurances.
It's okay, Kei-san
I'm here for you
I'll always be by your side
No matter what
I'll always protect you
And finally her fears, her tears, her distain and her shame melted away and the warmth and love she nursed in her heart came boiling up to the surface. For the first time in days she smiled.
“I love you...” She whispered.
All at once, the melody ended and with it the heavenly melody. Her mind having returned to the dark bedroom, Kei was met with the site of Shu-Mei staring at her, now shocked.
“... Wha-What did you say?” Shu-Mei stammered?
There was a thought to retreat and dismiss her words as nothing, but that song somehow filled Kei with the courage she needed and she spoke again. “I love you, Ying-san!” She said louder, now pouring all her feelings into her words. “I really love you! I always have.” Now she looked down, somewhat embarrassed, and yet a weight had been lifted from her.
Again, Shu-Mei just stared at her and Kei took this as a sort of opening to lean up and kiss her. The impulsive move nearly missed its mark, but its passion was clear as day. Shu-Mei's eyes turned wide and a furious blush burned across her face.
But there was no resistance. Instead, Shu-Mei closed her eyes and captured Kei's lips between her own proper and wrapped the small girl in her arms to pull her close. When the two broke away for a breath of air, Shu-Mei reached behind herself to grab a pillow then brought Kei to lay upon it. She looked at Kei, now vulnerable and expectant and seemed to hesitate to find the right words.
There were none that could suffice and rather the Chinese-American found it more appropriate to act them out, first by leaning closer for another kiss, this time parting Kei's lips just enough to slip her tongue into her mouth. The little gasp had been all Kei got out before their tongues rubbed against one another rough and uncoordinated for a time before finally finding some rhythm danced together and caress each other.
Her hands began to wander as they kissed and found their way under Kei's shirt and roamed her soft skin, earning a tiny moan between kisses. They stopped at a pair of little breasts and Shu-Mei broke away while Kei gasped at the contact.
“What... What are... You doing?” Kei managed between breaths.
“Um, it's a shrine maiden's duty to heal others. Now that I've already healed your mind, I should now heal your body.” Shu-Mei explained. “If you'll permit me?”
“If it's with you, it's okay.” Kei whispered
“I'm glad you trust me, then.” Shu-Mei smiled back. “Will you show me where you were dirtied?”
Kei nodded and rolled her shirt up over her breasts, exposing them to the moonlight beaming through the window. “Can you continue from here?”
Shu-Mei smirked, and slowly ran her hands over the soft little mounds before kneading them around carefully with her palms, making Kei moan sweetly and arch her back against her hands. Shu-Mei leaned down for another kiss, then rolled the shirt over her breasts to reveal them under the moonlight beaming through the window.
“They're cute...” Shu-Mei whispered in wonder and cupped Kei's breasts to knead and massage them. “So soft and warm too. I think this could become a habit.” She said aloud
“Ah... D-Don't say such thiings...!” Kei managed right before Shu-Mei light pinched her erect nipples. Another sweet moan escaped her, this one louder than its predecessors.
She kept this up for a short while, lightly tugging her swollen nipples the pushed her fingers into them like switches and leaned in for a kiss while those fingers slowly rolled the nipples around. Kei treated Shu-Mei to more sweet moans between passionate french kisses, running her fingers through the endless strands of blue silken hair. Next, Shu-Mei broke their kiss and moved down to Kei's chest. She began by nustling the small breasts against her cheek and lightly tracing her fingertips up and down her sides. Kei bit her lips, as if to save her voice and squirmed from the contact, making Shu-Mei giggle.
“You're so cute.” The Chinese woman compliment then drew the tip of her tongue across Kei's right breast and gradually bathed it in her saliva with long deliberate strokes, while her right hand mimicked those actions on Kei's left breast. And while her mouth and right hand kept the breasts occupied, Shu-Mei's left hand traveled down first to her tummy and lovingly rubbed it before moving further south to her panties.
“Ah, Y-Ying-san...” Kei groaned when suddenly the sensations stopped.
“Shu-Mei...” She said firmly. “Call me Shu-Mei, now.”
“B-But...” Kei could only get this much out.
“Please?”
“Alright, Shu-Mei-san.”
“Thank you.” And as for a reward, Shu-Mei's lips and fingers snatched up Kei's nipples and playfully plucked at them, stopping every now and again to roll the swollen nipples around. Her left hand went to work teasing the girl through her panties and to Shu-Mei's surprise the cotton underwear felt soaked where her fingers roamed, hence she gave her nipples one final pluck and kissed her breasts adieu.
Kei watched with a flustered anticipation as Shu-Mei gently relieved her over her plain white panties and laid them on the side. Next she beckoned the girl to come into her arms where she sat on her lap, facing Shu-Mei. Kei greeted her with a kiss, this one being better aimed than the first and pressed her chest against her older admirer who wrapped an arm around her waist.
This time Shu-Mei brought her lips to other place, starting with a trail of chaste kisses that worked their way to Kei's ear. Meanwhile her hands petted the girl's front and back before the hand in front traveled between her legs and touched her. Kei gasped and closed her eyes in rapture as Shu-Mei's fingers delicately stroked her nether lips and her clitoris. They started brushing up and down then teased to open her as they ran over her slit in a small circle.
“Oh... Shu-Mei-san...” Kei breathed into her lover's ear
“Does it feel good?” Shu-Mei asked, though she knew the answer was obvious.
“Yes...” Kei moaned and arched her back again. “Please, give me more.” A request Shu-Mei answered with a kiss right before her carefully gently penetrated her soaking lips and pushed inside a bit deeper. Kei gasped and her back bent back like a bow as Shu-Mei's fingers began to pump in and out of her.
Kei would have fallen back into the bed if it weren't for Shu-Mei holding close as she fingered her. The Chinese woman drew the girl ever closer with a chaste kiss that followed into a deeper one. Kei gently slipped her tongue through her lover's lips and quickly found her tongue to dance and caress each other. They moaned to each other between kisses and Kei's hips began to roll against Shu-Mei's hand as her probing fingers delved deeper and pumped in circles.
“Ah... Shu-Mei-san... Shu-Mei-san's too good at this...!” Kei whispered through pleasured moans. She grabbed the shoulders of the one that held her and moved her hips faster to keep up with the fingers inside her as they now twisted while she stole another kiss from Shu-Mei.
Suddenly Kei gasped as an electric jolt shot through her when Shu-Mei curled her fingers as they moved. The idol singer's grip on her shoulders tightened as she rode her fingers harder still, her nether region now leaking freely with fluid.
“Ah.. I... I'm gonna... Ah!” Kei couldn't even finish her thought as her head went white with pleasure. And somewhere in this heavenly haze she could hear Shu-Mei whispered something to her she couldn't make out. “Wha...? Ah...!”
“It's Chinese; meaning “It's okay”.” Shu-Mei said
At long last, Kei lost control of her lower half and climaxed hard, drenching Shu-Mei's fingers with her warm fluid. Her voice became choked by moans of rapture and gasps for breath while her body shivered from the waves of ecstasy coursing through her as she experienced heaven for the second time that night.
It ended the same way it began; with a kiss. Kei's eyelids slide down further still until finally falling closed. The idol singer's body became lax as she slipped from consciousness and yet they stayed this way a while: Shu-Mei's arms cradling Kei while the idol's head fell upon her shoulder and her lips pelted her guardian's neck with puffs of warm breath.
It was all Shu-Mei could beyond savoring the sight and sensations of what just happened. Finally after some time she gingerly laid Kei to rest on the small pile of pillows she set up then continued to watch the girl sleep, safe and now seemingly satisfied. A sigh of satisfaction escaped Shu-Mei as well. Her eyes traced Kei's form, from her curves to the areas her fingers and mouth had explored before they finally fell on her own hand.
She raised it to the moonlight, seeing it now glistening and wet from playing with Kei's nether regions. The sight was all-too familiar, sending Shu-Mei's mind back to all those shameless nights where she comforted herself to fantasies she once thought impossible. Shifting her eyes back on the sleeping form in front of her, Shu-Mei's lips curved into a gentle smile as she took the spot beside her beloved.
She undressed, just enough to make the contact more comfortable then took Kei into her arms as she had before, letting the girl's body curl to mold to hers. She listened to the steady breathing against her chest and savored the sensation of Kei's steamy skin against that which Shu-Mei's own undergarments didn't cover. Finally, oh finally she felt whole in giving this girl release and they would no longer hide their feelings-at least from each other anyway.
And yet all this felt somehow felt guilty knowing in some small part of her that this consummation was made possible by the most wretched thing in the world. Shu-Mei sharpened her eyes at a crazed stalker that wasn't there and cursed him once again with all her heart. And she hoped in a strange way that he could see them like this, so she could make a show that his 'toy' was in the arms of someone would love and honor her forever and always-unlike him.
And suddenly those dark thoughts were vanquished to focus on Kei when a telltale groan escaped the idol singer's lips. She realized her hand had been busily stroking Kei's back as she slept. She looked so adorable that Shu-Mei couldn't help but keep up the teasing caresses and capture Kei's lips with her own just one more time.
“And with this, you're finally healed.” Shu-Mei whispered.
In the events leading up to this sample, Kei had been abducted by a stalker and is sexually assaulted until Shu-Mei arrives to rescue her.
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Please, don't look touch me... She said when Shu-Mei found her.
Please don't look at me... She said when went to the police station
Please don't talk to me... She said before a closed door.
Please, go away... I can't stand being near you anymore... She finally said
And another dagger stabbed Shu-Mei's heart, this one crueler than those come before it. But rather than heeding the sobbing mess of a girl curled up in the bed, Shu-Mei just stared at her. She felt her own river of tears threaten her eyes, but for gods' sakes she couldn't let them fall now.
“Fine then...” Shu-Mei said steadily and for a moment the girl hiding in the bed became still. “But, before I leave, can you tell me why....” No, she can't cry, not yet at least. “Can you tell me why you hate me?”
There was a bit of movement under the covers and a head of unkempt hair lifted to regard Shu-Mei, who can feel the pain-stricken eyes staring back through the bangs. Just as briefly as she had risin, the girl sank back under the covers and her sobs and cries resumed, if not muffled.
“I see...” Shu-Mei finally muttered and turned to leave. But just shy of letting herself out, she froze as the girl's sobs now spoke to her.
“How can you stand to touch me? How can you stand to look at me? How can you stand to speak to me, to even be near me...?” Kei questioned.
“.... Because I want to... Because I need to.” Shu-Mei answered.
“I... I-I've been damaged.” Kei finally said. “How can you stand being around me after he defiled me?! I've always looked up to Ying-san as someone who was beautiful, strong and pure. For a while now you've been my inspiration... But now I'm filthy. I can't be with you because I'm filthy!”
And finally it became clear. Shu-Mei turned on her heels and shut the door behind her, approaching the bed quickly if not gingerly. Kei looked up from her covers then hid herself again and shifted away towards the edge opposite to Shu-Mei.
“Kei-san...” Shu-Mei gently called out.
“No, I can't stand being around you. I'm not pure anymore.” Kei sobbed.
“Kei-san, it's okay. Please come here.” Shu-Mei asked sweetly.
“No, please don't be kind to me... Just leave me alone... Please.” Kei sobbed again.
Now it seemed hopeless, but Shu-Mei wouldn't give up. So she left the room, if only to retrieve something from her bag in the other room. When she returned, she took a seat and pulled the covers away. At first Kei looked up at her, shocked then turned away and curled into a ball.
“Kei-san, please look at me.” Shu-Mei pleaded now, inching crawling towards her.
“I can't anymore... Not if I'm like this!” Kei shouted.
With a frown, Shu-Mei laid down on her side and slipped her arms around Kei's waist, earning a gasp as she was then pulled into a firm, yet tender embrace. She squirmed to escape, only to be reminded of the older woman's strength as she pulled the both of them to sit back against the head rest. For a while Kei just stared at them, bewildered and speechless as one of Shu-Mei's hands released her to retrieve her flute.
“Do you remember this tune?” The bespectacled woman asked before putting the flute to her lips and played a tune.
The gentle melody struck Kei and her expression turned surprised as she instantly remembered it. It seemed so long ago now when she happened down that path in the park and found herself running towards this song. And when she finally stopped at the temple grounds, there she found Shu-Mei playing it before a small audience of her shrine sisters.
'She's the most beautiful woman in the world.” She remembered thinking and watched in awe as nature itself seemed to work at highlighting her beauty-from the wind softly playing in her hair, to the sun wrapping her in a warm aura.
Suddenly the memories skipped ahead to the moment she spotted this woman at her concert, then towards the time she fought her through the paparazzi. In that display of hellish fury and power, she retained all her grace and feminity.
The memories thereafter came flying past her mind's eyes, one after another, all too fast to make out and recall. But in the center of all those memories, Shu-Mei, Kei's lovely, strong, kind and brave angel stood at the center of them all, shooting her usual heavenly smile and opening her arms to her.
She could the woman's unspoken reassurances.
It's okay, Kei-san
I'm here for you
I'll always be by your side
No matter what
I'll always protect you
And finally her fears, her tears, her distain and her shame melted away and the warmth and love she nursed in her heart came boiling up to the surface. For the first time in days she smiled.
“I love you...” She whispered.
All at once, the melody ended and with it the heavenly melody. Her mind having returned to the dark bedroom, Kei was met with the site of Shu-Mei staring at her, now shocked.
“... Wha-What did you say?” Shu-Mei stammered?
There was a thought to retreat and dismiss her words as nothing, but that song somehow filled Kei with the courage she needed and she spoke again. “I love you, Ying-san!” She said louder, now pouring all her feelings into her words. “I really love you! I always have.” Now she looked down, somewhat embarrassed, and yet a weight had been lifted from her.
Again, Shu-Mei just stared at her and Kei took this as a sort of opening to lean up and kiss her. The impulsive move nearly missed its mark, but its passion was clear as day. Shu-Mei's eyes turned wide and a furious blush burned across her face.
But there was no resistance. Instead, Shu-Mei closed her eyes and captured Kei's lips between her own proper and wrapped the small girl in her arms to pull her close. When the two broke away for a breath of air, Shu-Mei reached behind herself to grab a pillow then brought Kei to lay upon it. She looked at Kei, now vulnerable and expectant and seemed to hesitate to find the right words.
There were none that could suffice and rather the Chinese-American found it more appropriate to act them out, first by leaning closer for another kiss, this time parting Kei's lips just enough to slip her tongue into her mouth. The little gasp had been all Kei got out before their tongues rubbed against one another rough and uncoordinated for a time before finally finding some rhythm danced together and caress each other.
Her hands began to wander as they kissed and found their way under Kei's shirt and roamed her soft skin, earning a tiny moan between kisses. They stopped at a pair of little breasts and Shu-Mei broke away while Kei gasped at the contact.
“What... What are... You doing?” Kei managed between breaths.
“Um, it's a shrine maiden's duty to heal others. Now that I've already healed your mind, I should now heal your body.” Shu-Mei explained. “If you'll permit me?”
“If it's with you, it's okay.” Kei whispered
“I'm glad you trust me, then.” Shu-Mei smiled back. “Will you show me where you were dirtied?”
Kei nodded and rolled her shirt up over her breasts, exposing them to the moonlight beaming through the window. “Can you continue from here?”
Shu-Mei smirked, and slowly ran her hands over the soft little mounds before kneading them around carefully with her palms, making Kei moan sweetly and arch her back against her hands. Shu-Mei leaned down for another kiss, then rolled the shirt over her breasts to reveal them under the moonlight beaming through the window.
“They're cute...” Shu-Mei whispered in wonder and cupped Kei's breasts to knead and massage them. “So soft and warm too. I think this could become a habit.” She said aloud
“Ah... D-Don't say such thiings...!” Kei managed right before Shu-Mei light pinched her erect nipples. Another sweet moan escaped her, this one louder than its predecessors.
She kept this up for a short while, lightly tugging her swollen nipples the pushed her fingers into them like switches and leaned in for a kiss while those fingers slowly rolled the nipples around. Kei treated Shu-Mei to more sweet moans between passionate french kisses, running her fingers through the endless strands of blue silken hair. Next, Shu-Mei broke their kiss and moved down to Kei's chest. She began by nustling the small breasts against her cheek and lightly tracing her fingertips up and down her sides. Kei bit her lips, as if to save her voice and squirmed from the contact, making Shu-Mei giggle.
“You're so cute.” The Chinese woman compliment then drew the tip of her tongue across Kei's right breast and gradually bathed it in her saliva with long deliberate strokes, while her right hand mimicked those actions on Kei's left breast. And while her mouth and right hand kept the breasts occupied, Shu-Mei's left hand traveled down first to her tummy and lovingly rubbed it before moving further south to her panties.
“Ah, Y-Ying-san...” Kei groaned when suddenly the sensations stopped.
“Shu-Mei...” She said firmly. “Call me Shu-Mei, now.”
“B-But...” Kei could only get this much out.
“Please?”
“Alright, Shu-Mei-san.”
“Thank you.” And as for a reward, Shu-Mei's lips and fingers snatched up Kei's nipples and playfully plucked at them, stopping every now and again to roll the swollen nipples around. Her left hand went to work teasing the girl through her panties and to Shu-Mei's surprise the cotton underwear felt soaked where her fingers roamed, hence she gave her nipples one final pluck and kissed her breasts adieu.
Kei watched with a flustered anticipation as Shu-Mei gently relieved her over her plain white panties and laid them on the side. Next she beckoned the girl to come into her arms where she sat on her lap, facing Shu-Mei. Kei greeted her with a kiss, this one being better aimed than the first and pressed her chest against her older admirer who wrapped an arm around her waist.
This time Shu-Mei brought her lips to other place, starting with a trail of chaste kisses that worked their way to Kei's ear. Meanwhile her hands petted the girl's front and back before the hand in front traveled between her legs and touched her. Kei gasped and closed her eyes in rapture as Shu-Mei's fingers delicately stroked her nether lips and her clitoris. They started brushing up and down then teased to open her as they ran over her slit in a small circle.
“Oh... Shu-Mei-san...” Kei breathed into her lover's ear
“Does it feel good?” Shu-Mei asked, though she knew the answer was obvious.
“Yes...” Kei moaned and arched her back again. “Please, give me more.” A request Shu-Mei answered with a kiss right before her carefully gently penetrated her soaking lips and pushed inside a bit deeper. Kei gasped and her back bent back like a bow as Shu-Mei's fingers began to pump in and out of her.
Kei would have fallen back into the bed if it weren't for Shu-Mei holding close as she fingered her. The Chinese woman drew the girl ever closer with a chaste kiss that followed into a deeper one. Kei gently slipped her tongue through her lover's lips and quickly found her tongue to dance and caress each other. They moaned to each other between kisses and Kei's hips began to roll against Shu-Mei's hand as her probing fingers delved deeper and pumped in circles.
“Ah... Shu-Mei-san... Shu-Mei-san's too good at this...!” Kei whispered through pleasured moans. She grabbed the shoulders of the one that held her and moved her hips faster to keep up with the fingers inside her as they now twisted while she stole another kiss from Shu-Mei.
Suddenly Kei gasped as an electric jolt shot through her when Shu-Mei curled her fingers as they moved. The idol singer's grip on her shoulders tightened as she rode her fingers harder still, her nether region now leaking freely with fluid.
“Ah.. I... I'm gonna... Ah!” Kei couldn't even finish her thought as her head went white with pleasure. And somewhere in this heavenly haze she could hear Shu-Mei whispered something to her she couldn't make out. “Wha...? Ah...!”
“It's Chinese; meaning “It's okay”.” Shu-Mei said
At long last, Kei lost control of her lower half and climaxed hard, drenching Shu-Mei's fingers with her warm fluid. Her voice became choked by moans of rapture and gasps for breath while her body shivered from the waves of ecstasy coursing through her as she experienced heaven for the second time that night.
It ended the same way it began; with a kiss. Kei's eyelids slide down further still until finally falling closed. The idol singer's body became lax as she slipped from consciousness and yet they stayed this way a while: Shu-Mei's arms cradling Kei while the idol's head fell upon her shoulder and her lips pelted her guardian's neck with puffs of warm breath.
It was all Shu-Mei could beyond savoring the sight and sensations of what just happened. Finally after some time she gingerly laid Kei to rest on the small pile of pillows she set up then continued to watch the girl sleep, safe and now seemingly satisfied. A sigh of satisfaction escaped Shu-Mei as well. Her eyes traced Kei's form, from her curves to the areas her fingers and mouth had explored before they finally fell on her own hand.
She raised it to the moonlight, seeing it now glistening and wet from playing with Kei's nether regions. The sight was all-too familiar, sending Shu-Mei's mind back to all those shameless nights where she comforted herself to fantasies she once thought impossible. Shifting her eyes back on the sleeping form in front of her, Shu-Mei's lips curved into a gentle smile as she took the spot beside her beloved.
She undressed, just enough to make the contact more comfortable then took Kei into her arms as she had before, letting the girl's body curl to mold to hers. She listened to the steady breathing against her chest and savored the sensation of Kei's steamy skin against that which Shu-Mei's own undergarments didn't cover. Finally, oh finally she felt whole in giving this girl release and they would no longer hide their feelings-at least from each other anyway.
And yet all this felt somehow felt guilty knowing in some small part of her that this consummation was made possible by the most wretched thing in the world. Shu-Mei sharpened her eyes at a crazed stalker that wasn't there and cursed him once again with all her heart. And she hoped in a strange way that he could see them like this, so she could make a show that his 'toy' was in the arms of someone would love and honor her forever and always-unlike him.
And suddenly those dark thoughts were vanquished to focus on Kei when a telltale groan escaped the idol singer's lips. She realized her hand had been busily stroking Kei's back as she slept. She looked so adorable that Shu-Mei couldn't help but keep up the teasing caresses and capture Kei's lips with her own just one more time.
“And with this, you're finally healed.” Shu-Mei whispered.
