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Tick, tick, tick
Time passed
Shatter, fall
The broken pieces of her heart

With eyes averted she laid down on her bed
A golden cage for a bird unfed
Away from love, away from friends
maybe never to be seen again
Because of all the things they did and said

Like sleeping in a field with high frass
Dozing off under a warm sun
Not unflawed, that was her smile
Her mouth running off with hopes and dreams
that you knew she could achieve

A tired face but so content
Her beauty hasn't faded yet
She's working hard with no regrets

It's coming together now
The dream she shared with you is close
She's making name

"You know, she signed with them.
She's sure to blow up now.
She was already getting into the mainstream, but this will turn everything around!
We're talking about the next idol here, I can tell."
...
"Ofcourse, ofcourse, she's in good hands.
They produced tons of other stars."
...
"-They- might sound alike, but her sound is totally different.
She can really be herself now, and let everybody know who that person is.
Mark my words, she'll reach the top in no time."

Not tonight
No talk tonight
No cuddles tonight
Stop talking, I don't want to hear it
I want to sleep

I think I'm broken inside
It really hurt
I'm so disoriënted
Where am I now, is this one real?

You know, I really love ALL of you!
My fans, I couldn't be here without you!
I want everybody to sing and have a good time
because you made this possible
I wouldn't be here without you!
I

don't want to be here
Please let me go
I want it to stop
But I can't go back anymore
La la la, can't go back
What have I done?

I want it to stop

I want it to stop

I want it to stop

You.. You want it to stop too?

I.. I mean, you, you want it to stop?
Can you hear me?
Can anybody hear me?
If I scream, will someone come for me?

Is someone there?
It feels like someone's there
Hey, can you hear me?
Can you see me?
Is there anybody else in here?
I think my mirror broke

"Mm, I'm fine! I'm so busy though, you know how it goes.
But I'm good, really.
The fans have been supporting me so well, I just feel like I can take on the world!
But I can't talk for very long, I really gotta go."
...
"Yeah, I'll talk to you soon. Byebye."

This day has been great, just great.
Amazing, you know.
I'm relaced, they're relaxed, haha.
I broke up with him though... I'm not sure what happened.
It just, happened. But everything's great, I'm great.
Business is going great.

"Ofcourse, why wouldn't I be happy?"
...
"There might have been some bumps in the road yeah, but I wouldn't consider it a breakdown...
A break - Ah, I don't know, I don't even know where these tears are coming from, they're not mi-"

Knock knock
Is someone here?
It's cold. Can't I be where she is? Me is?
It's cold here. Please don't come close to me.
Please stay away.
You're hurting me...

Stop, you're all hurting me!
I... even if it means I'll be alone, that's ok.

I'd rather be alone

Ah, I think I heard someone.