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I really enjoyed it. <3 my Waifu. I'm a bit confused on araragis feelings though. The way i understood it was that he loves Hanekawa but refuses to admit it because he wants her to be able to find a way to deal with her stress on her own rather than relying on someone else to get rid of it for her?
This started when he snuck into hanekawa's house and got completely terrified. He discovered Hanekawa's real life and how suffering it is. Araragi claimed that he loved Hanekawa, not knowing what her life is really like, not knowing who Hanekawa really is. Araragi thought that calling it love was absurd.
Then, there's Araragi's brilliant plan with Heartspan. He carried out the plan, even though he knew it was stupid and pointless. When Araragi was at the brink of death, He said something like "I didn't really wanted to save you, I just wanted to die for your sake."
When the whole meddlecat case was solved, There was Araragi's talk with Meme at the abandoned cram school. Araragi realized that her feelings for hanekawa is not love, but simple admiration. Thus, Araragi "fell out of love, without being in love in the first place."
or something like that. I'm not sure.
Ya i thought about this a little more.
I believe that he loved the "fake" Hanekawa, much for the same reasons Hitagi originally fell in love with him. Because she helped even though she didnt really know him, and didn't judge him for being different. Once he learned more about her and her real feelings he realized he didn't have romantic feelings for the "real" Hanekawa. Though I actually find it kind of selfish at this point that he basically decided he didnt love her when he found out she wasn't as perfect as she tried to make herself seem.
The whole not wanting to save her but wanting to die for her sake thing still doesnt make a whole lot of sense to me. Its basically like hes madly inlove with her but despises her at the same timel. I think i may read the light novel and see if that helps me understand his thought process a bit more.
Same, I kinda don't get this part too. I haven't read the novels, maybe I'll get it when I do.