L3 3P1C M33M3R wrote...
PumpJack McGee wrote...
Not the way I was raised.
Man's the provider- he can't take care of himself, he ain't worth much.
Of course- being a modern man- I don't enforce that rule on others, and think nothing less of other guys.
But I just can't bring myself to do it.
This is almost borderline retarded logic. "I'm gotta be a man and not ask for help at all! I can do it." I mean I guess you did, but the logic is still fucking irritable because our whole species is made up of social creatures who help one another to make progress in our civilization; although "progress" has become a seeming more fleeting word when you look at all the fucking welfare bums and economic downfalls and what-not.
I recognise that it's hopelessly outdated- but I just don't have much self-worth unless I do things myself.
Some people have self-image problems and are anorexic or bulimic or get plastic surgery.
I have some weird hero complex or some bullshit. I'll put myself into bankruptcy to help others- but would sooner die than admit I failed and end up owing favours.
It is slightly touched in the head, but it hasn't stopped me from being functional, so I just roll with it.