Cinia's Estate

Yeah... Saw your update of that other thread. Sucks to lose people. Especially like that.

Yeah. I'll probably never be the same without her.

Nyu~???
What happened? D:

Not gonna argue with you there. You got a connection to someone seemingly important to you severed in a very permanent way and that will change things. You lost someone you cared about and by extension lost the piece of yourself that existed within her if that makes any sense in your own personal worldview.

She won't be able to reach you any longer or visa-versa, but you still have the memories, shared experiences and a bit of her within yourself. You don't need to doubt yourself or dwell on how things could have gone, just know that she helped make you who you are, even if it was in small ways.

I don't know how close you guys were, but I have been pretty messed up by suicides of folks I wasn't even particularly close to so there really isn't some kind of "bond threshold" required to have a strong emotional response, especially to something this emotionally complex. Sorry you are suffering and I hope you are able to get this all sorted out with yourself as painlessly as possible. I really don't want to come off like I'm just posting a bunch of bullshit, but I really am sorry man. Not much I can really do for you but there's my two cents.

It makes sense.



True, but it really doesn't stop one from doing so.



I was in a relationship with her till the end. You don't have to apologize, you have nothing to apologize for. At this point, all I can do is move on, however painful this is, but I guess that will take time.

My condolences. A no-one's sympathy won't do anything but oh well. Hope you can get over this ASAP.

You and i haven´t been on the best of terms with each other, but sincerely..My condolences to you.This is something i´d wish to no one, and I´m really sorry for your loss. She has been a very good friend and shall never be forgotten.

Thanks, I guess. I really don't know what to say at this point, mind's been more or less blank the whole day.

He lost someone important.

it is always hard losing someone.

Unless you dislike that someone though.

>me right now

ANIMUS:


Our condolences for your loss. Hopefully you'll be able to stay strong and get through of this while keeping the best of her with you.

I'm keeping all of her, not just the select parts, in my heart.

Anyway, RPing and shit was a good distraction and cheered me up, I guess. The world moves on, and so must I.

Bamp.

Are you feeling better? o.o

Yep. Think I got over it. I think.

Good :)

I guess. I'd rather not talk about it tbh.

Alright buddy, we can talk about whatever here! Just be happy in your thread and post all that stuff that interests you. Here's a recipe for a really interesting Ethiopian take on tofu!