Guilty Guardian wrote...
Fi wrote...
a one night stand
https://www.fakku.net/viewtopic.php?t=48758#1449198
lol, wft. just say whatever it is you are trying to insinuate. yeah it was a one night stand...but the situation was a bit complicated and i was in a very complicated place emotionally. do i wish it had not happened like that, of course. but that was the first time i had sex with a boy, before that i had been a serious relationship with a girl who broke my heart. i was willing to have sex with a guy because i wanted to know what it would be like because i thought it could be my last chance for the experience.
but do i only look to sex for pleasure, hell fucking no. the last person i slept with was an ex-boyfriend i was deeply in love with and that was 3.5 years ago. since him i haven't slept with anyone because i don't want to do one night stands and i don't want to sleep with someone i don't care about. so don't judge me.
chances are you and i are both in very different stages of our lives. i've slept with two guys who are virgins and they both ended up taking out their male insecurities out on me and hurting me in the process. if i were to sleep with a boy virgin, chances are he would be at a very different place than me emotionally and i am just not going to go there anymore.