Well, that was 12 years ago...i was 13 or 14 by then. With my mind highly severed by the just recently watched Neon Genesis Evangelion, i wud pass my 2 weekly hours of 56k internet dial up connection waiting for pictures to load and save on the HDD, evas, angels, chars...and one day i was particularly looking for Asuka's pictures and i ended up on a site that separated their galleries by character. It was a site with black background and on each of the character pages there was like a little avatar of that char in there saying sum random phrases made up by the site creators...i think it was called shirne(something) or (something)shrine, cant recall if the "something" was anime or otaku or wutevah. As i went along the 8 pages with Asuka pics i kept going into the animated gifs page and the movie clips page and then i found...hentai page. As soon as i saw Asuka with her plugsuit conveniently cut of in "certain" areas >_> ... well as many of u say, life was not the same. Cold sweats and trembling so much barely unable to move the mouse correctly and barely able to click cuz my fingers being like ice o.O
That door didnt have a lock and i cud get caught anytime...and quite honestly i didnt like porn, but hentai changed that. I found the porn variety that actually made me freak out. It felt as shocking as it was sweet, as cold as it was hot, i probably alrdy fapped more to regular anime pics rathen than real porn, so that was a pretty awesome discovery...12 years ago, Asuka was my 1st...felt so wrong, felt so right :3