Hypothetically speaking

You guys have no chill. Everybody dies eventually. Some people just weren't meant to make it, hypothetically.

yeah, hypothetically

This might be a good way to die... by killing others on the road until either you crash or the popo shot you for senior driving moments.


Edit:

For what it's worth, I often ask myself these questions almost every day.

Thinking about suicide is not the same as considering it.

Blame it all on Nexus...

It's just been a sensitive subject as of late for me given where I am mentally. So just a little triggered personally, so it's not that big of a deal personally.

Death is only the beginning.

Clonazepam is serious shit man, I can only imagine what kind of issues might be there, I hope all is well for you.

I'm relatively okay right now, but alcohol just really brings out my morbid, pessimistic views. I'm too honest when I drink, and sometimes it gets heavy like what I typed in this thread. Good thing I don't drink that often anymore.

Blame what on Nexus?

No wonder it's so quite down here. Everybody stopped drinking and going online, that's why.

I was almost about to jump off once. Glad I didn't, though.

I've never considered suicide without making an attempt... but when I did I was too cowardly to go through with it... or should I call it 'the courage to live'?

Whatever one calls it, I hope you're the same.

OH! OH! PICK ME!
I would tie a strong rope around both my feet, than put a wire around my neck that stops short of the rope. Than i would jump off a building, but i would glue my hands to the sides of my head first.
Boom.
Dangling off a building naked by your feet holding your own severed head.
Call me Sir Patrick Delaney-Podmore.

please tell me that reference is not wasted on you guys, I'm really proud of it.

Highschool was fun eh? I wouldn't be talking about suicide so lightly if i hadn't as well.

You're talking about suicide lightly because you tried to kill yourself at one point? Wouldn't that make you less prone to make light of it?

sorry was out. On the contrary I have all the right to take it lightly. You know like, the result doesn't depend on your circumstance nor age so everyone's on the same level, and those who hadn't the balls to go through now say to themselves "damn that was dumb", cause unsuccessful suicide is dumb?

Now successful suicide is a choice, although there's no one here to tell about it so might as well deal with it too.

For someone is no longer suicidal but was suicidal for four years I thought about it pretty heavily first I would save enough money where my family wouldn't have to get me a grave, cremate me, or pay for my funeral. I would sit under a tree with a great View, slit my left forearm with an exacto knife, wrist to Elbow and have 11 other slash marks along the main wound. Why because 11 is my favorite number. Would I leave a note? yes? As far as I know I would put that I'm not sorry. Because if you are saying your sorry you should not be killing yourself. I would slit my wrists because I would like to feel the pain and have it be a punishment for killing myself because I would be choosing to end my life, everything I was. I would like to feel every last moment that I have left. And I would want it to be hard.

Now if you are suicidal I recommend get help. talk to people. try new things. Look at life through different perspectives. And I hope you get better.

- lazyaber. Abraham

sounds like you still have a couple of issues left there

Yeah. I know I still have issues but it's only been 4 months. All I could do is try to get better.