[size=12]dude. dude.
you've been my best friend for what feels like forever now -
even if we weren't together like we are,
we'd still be bros and just hang out like we once were.
oh, wait, we still do that.
BUT ANYWAY. man.
i just... really wanted to thank you, y'know?
although i didn't notice it for a while,
you're exactly what i needed. i'm sorry for my obliviousness,
and the decisions that i'd made that may have hurt anyone.
sometimes it's really hard to see what's right.
thank you for putting up with all of my quirks,
all of my inconsistencies,
all of my ridiculousness,
all of me.
i know i'm a really hard person to deal with.
i'm not really good at this sappy thing, either,
but i'm trying - you can appreciate that, right?
if not. . . then i will hurt you. .-.
this post doesn't make much sense, does it?
it's just been me rambling on about nothing and everything...
i guess i love you, or something. but you already know that, right?
you're nowhere near perfect, and neither am i. we fight sometimes,
but what's important to me is caring enough about each other to work it out instead of ignoring it,
letting the negative feelings bubble and letting it build up until we explode.
we work our stuff out, and i like that. i like being able to be perfectly honest.
if you're being a dick, i'll tell you. if i'm being stupid, you'll tell me.
our chaotic lifestyle works perfectly for me - while others we know try to cover that stuff up,
we enjoy every minute of chaos we create and share.[/h]
as much as i love how we got married, as it was totally us and hilarious,
i'm also sappy as hell and wanted to do something like this.
SO I GUESS WHAT I'M SAYING IS
asphodel, will you remarry me?
♪if you don't open up your heart, i'll never know,
i'll never know what hurts you, and it just shows
how troublesome and stubborn we really are
but that's what we as humans are...