Sigh....
Why do you torture me so?
You already have my mind, as well as my body, to your disposal... what's next, my emotional virginity?
All this while, from when I came back 2 hours ago to right now, I have been thinking of a answer.
Yes? No? My mind is centered on the line, which you may call is 'sitting on the fence'.
But really, I don't have any reason to decline, is there?
But, somehow or rather, as though by instinct, I cannot bear myself to accept your proposal. I feel as though something really bad is gonna happen.
I'm not the type that can handle first-time relationships well. I'm not the type to handle these things, much less maintain them.
I mean, don't you already have the most of my company?
So, I'm terribly sorry, but I'll have to decline.
I don't wish to break our mutual relationship any further to avoid complications.
I hope you won't hate me for this...
And always remember:
Jikan no Iteyui-chan wrote...
If you need me call me,
No matter where you are;
No matter how far,
Just call my name,
I'll be there in a hurry
As fast as I can~