Please help me get my soul back

Just fapped to NTR "i hate NTR with passion but the circumstances were not in my favor"
Please don't ask me how it happened...

I feel like i died inside..... is there anything that can get me back on my feet?

This is probably the first time in my life that i feel depressed and i just don't know what to do....

I can't get it out of my head...

Too late. You've already crossed the line. There's no going back, filthy traitor.

I'm not trying to go back. My sin is severe and i fully acknowledge my mistake.

I just need to know how to get over it -_-

Damn thing keeps popping in my head, feel like i'm gonna be sick.

I've done it to worse. My cure is generally balancing it out by over sweet vanilla, recommend a yuri if possible. Also you could try praying to Chathulu (a child sacrifice will do) for forgiveness. I hear he can pretty forgiving this time of year.

Overly sweet Yuri.... is there such a thing? I have never watched Yuri so i'm completely clueless about it

You're allowed to like whatever the fuck you like. You clearly have a more varied fetish threshold than you think.

I don't think anyone feels happy with there first piece of trash hentai (NTR, gore/vore, scat, mindfuck, etc), but if you like it who cares? To balance out the feeling just watch or read something happy like a good vanilla story of some kind. I'd suggest Sense of Values and Wine, I'm The Only One Who Can Touch Her, Believe Machine, Tama From 3rd Street, Cherry Pink

Took me a little bit to accept I like hardcore hentai, but I also still enjoy good vanilla so I just say I like a variety of hentai so just give it time and if you find you're the same way then it's fine.

I'm sorry but, i'm not quite sure i understand the meaning of this. "if it was adressed to me that is"

English is not my native language.

Misaki_Chi thank you so much, i will make sure to read through all of that!




I don't want people to think that i like this kind of thing so i might as well explain how it happened:

Normally i would get a buncha hentai anime "judging by artstyle" and start skipping through it. Since i can't really look at hentai without fapping, i usually start my workout while skipping through the animes. By the time i realized that i got my hands on NTR, i was at my boiling point and it was too late to shut things down.... i feel disgusting but, what's done is done. Never again though, i will be extra careful next time.

You still have a very long way to go.

You like more stuff than you think you like.

kek

Interesting, but it certainly isn't NTR.

Im a gurocon. I have no soul.

Guro is different. I can't say i like it, but it doesn't make me feel quite as disgusted.

The real problem for me are relationships/emotions which is why i can't take sad plots. Guro is just dismemberment, there's no feeling in it and i certainly ain't feeling anything by seeing it.

But... this gets me so hot and bothered:

And yet you liked it enough to whack off to it.

I'm a sucker for good artstyle. And besides, i explained how it happened -_-

One of us, one of us

Post what you fapped to.

I'm sorry but, i don't remember what it was. I was so shocked that i deleted it immediately.

I believe it was something called "I Can". Just look it up on sukebei.nyaa, it should have japanese symbols all over it and has 2 episodes.