I dont understand why but I feel I am fat and I have to lose weight, I also feel like Im ugly and I have to do something about it, my clothes look cheap boohooooooo why am I too freakin conscious about these useless things what is happening to me or wrong with me I just dont understand anymore. I never cared about how I looked before, I mean a year ago I can wear a rag for clothes and Im cool with it or my face is covered with scars or just whatever...