Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 1:36 am
Did you miss me?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 1:39 am
Actually i'm still unsure as to your identity, so i can't say? but someone to chill with is always welcome.
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 1:43 am
so like who are you for starters?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 1:46 am
i promise i woun't tell anyone if your an alt
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 1:50 am
I'm catgirlfetish, I thought this was common knowledge, my man
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 1:55 am
idk man, at some point I actually believed mantis was on my ass. but heay, what's up with you babe?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:01 am
don't think too hard about it. i'm pretty accustomed to these kind of pms ^__^
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:03 am
I'm doing pretty good at the moment, school's going great, psychiatry is going great, personal life is going great. How about u? Sorry for late response, cleaning my room.
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:11 am
ok nice WOAH psychiatry? woah... nice to hear that, at least someone has it great (personal life). and no problem, it's 2 hours night where i am, listening to spandau ballet and having aldnoah zero ep6 on pause.
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:13 am
though psychiatry aside, what happened to your account babe?
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:21 am
Yeah, I have a personality disorder or something. I'm actually about to start the diagnosis process to see which personality disorder it is. But as far as I'm concerned, it's something that's not even identified in the DSM-V, thus I'll be assuming I'll either get OCPD because of a history of perfectionism and OCD, or PD NOS because I'm a clusterfuck of symptoms from all PDs lol. To be quite honest, I've been playing around with psychiatry since I was 14, that's when I didn't have a lot to do so I decided to read up on disorders, and since then I've just been trying to see how often I can get the diagnosis I'm going for. I really like to mess around with authorities, psychiatrists, teachers, mods. I'm sure that playing games with authority figures is a symptom of some disorder, but I haven't come across it.
Anyways, this will be the first time I will take all the tests honestly since I was 12, and OCPD and PD NOS are both pretty mild when it comes to consequences, so I'm fine with it.
Spandau ballet? Are you a Brit? o:
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:21 am
My account? It got banned of course, lol
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:43 am
nah i'm a russkie, just a random post i set on repeat
http://www.fakku.net/forums/incoherent-babbling/clannad-made-me-cry/page/6#4252409
you sure know a lot about disorders, that's apparent (half of those abbreviations i couldn't even comprehend). i like to bring authorities to my level too (mods here, my rich/snobby relatives, bosses at work) but that's hardly a disorder. being raised in a second world country you get a mindset that a good portion of disorders/problems people think up for themselves. but that's likely false, seeing how almost every person here at fakku has some kind of a medical history at their backs. but this stuff scared me only in the first year of being here. and you're taking your psychiatry in a matter of fact kind of way too, which is also nice to see
and yeah i also take psychological test honestly, spending hours on it to get the feeling right. anyway, that's a deep start for a casual conversation lol
when were you banned, i don't remember anything like that?
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 3:02 am
Oh shiiiii, a Russian! I didn't expect that at all, man. You Orthodox?
I was banned somewhere in late 2011, I believe... I don't really remember, to be honest lol. I used the term nigger too much, didn't even use it in a negative way back then, so it was kinda bullshit, but whatever.
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 3:21 am
yeaaah man, Ñ Ð»ÑŽÐ±Ð¾Ð²ÑŒÑŽ из роÑÑии! i'm understanding, this might be also known at your side as agnostic, though as a kid I got a lot of that stuff forced down my throat so i'm familiar with orthodox church.
and ohsh, i remember you using nigger as much as a weeb would use desu. only this year jacob allowed to use it casually in ib. but wait, you want to to say you weren't active since '11? fuck, i don't remember you were absent that long.
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 3:22 am
I gotta go, heading to bed. Have a good day/night/morning or somethin :3
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 3:23 am
I am quite interested in Orthodoxy, a strange as that may sounds coming from a user on a porn site lol. But hopefully we can talk tommorow, see ya~
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 3:37 am
ok babe, thanks for the courtesy of telling me. hit me up when you feel like it ^____^
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 4:44 am
ohshit i remembered! you're also Badday right. that's why i didn't feel like you were gone for 3 fucking years
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 12:14 pm
Hmm, no. Badday was a qt though, if that's the girl I'm thinking of atleast...
I was Wildlife, Shitcuntlol, Buddyboy, buddygabba, catdogbuddy, etc.
I really haven't been active since 2011, I just made alts every now and then to have some fun until I'd get banned. This is the longest I've lasted doing so, to be honest. I'm pretty proud of it. :3
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:18 pm
oh, so she was aitaiga. aww i thought i was getting better at this game (guess the alt-kun)... and yeah not surprised, no one cares about your present account to report it since you been unnoticeable for the past 3 years, the mods got lax. you can talk to jacob/waar if you want your account back, since the reason you got banned is void anyway.
but okay, i should tell you something before you start craving for my dick. and it's not about aids but is still annoying. as you can see my responses take a bit longer than yours, even tho we were both online yesterday. it's because i still have to process every sentence from rus to eng in my head (even though i've been doing this for the past 4 years), so please be gentle :3
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:31 pm
so like i just got up an hour ago. continuing from yesterday, what i wanted to tell you
the only difference about having religious discussions on a porn site is that you can have a fapping recess ^___^ so i'm content with any theme. the other thing, i might be not so knowledgeable about the subject, since only my mother was a heavy hitter on the bible.
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 2:52 pm
U-Umm, you know I'm a guy, right? Just to be sure, I don't wanna make any advances if you're not okay with it. It's annoying having to translate everything in your head. I kinda speak English fluently these days, but that's annoying the other way around because now my English vocab is bigger than my Dutch vocab so I need to translate english words in my head to Dutch!
So umm, what's it like living in Russia? Is it as bad as everyone in the west claims?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 4:05 pm
lol i didn't know that, but i don't mind. on the contrary the idea is a bit exciting, because i have little xp in meeting fay guys (only once in rl and messaging a couple here). and you were considering advances?
haha i have that problem too, there are times when i want to say something to my friends and only the english counterpart comes to mind. and idk about the other parts but here in moscow it's as good as anywhere else. though i don't have much to compare to since i was only to a few other countries but i assure that the gap between west and here is smaller than the media might make you think. i lived in europe (latvia) and have family friends that went to states, and I like the fact that business networks here are based on relationships more than education and degrees (which is less of a possibility in the west I hear).
as for everyday life, i don't see anything different than what the people are talking about here. the draft sucked anus, what else... electronic books (did i say it right?) in schools will only start to appear next year. Being an internet pirate is still as easy here as it was. No feminists gays or other sexual associations going crazy and raping the media. the orthodox church is getting popular with each passing year and pressing other religions with their righteous attitude. Almost no blacks in metro, more asians than blacks. um idk what else to mention. all in all it's good, has its benefits.
though i still don't know who's right or wrong in case of the stuff that's happening in ukraine but as you can guess, everyday the tv here is criticizing obama and praising putin.
phew that was long...
OK your turn, tell me about yourself. Your dutch, so i guess Netherlands right. How are you up in there? why the interest in orthodoxy, your parents mindfucked you too? tell me whats on your mind babe (don't mind if i continue calling you babe? i liked called me bby, lets continue doing it
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 4:13 pm
translators not:
*i don't see anything different than what the people are talking about here [at fakku]
*i liked [when you] called me bby
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 4:13 pm
*note
fuck...
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 4:24 pm
I dern sure was considering advances ;)
I love the fact that feminists just get ignored in Russia <3
I have a very important question by the way, but I'll go into that in a sec.
I really like Putin, he's so short yet so cool. And the Ukraine thing, I really don't care, Ukraine has been gangfucked by multiple big empires throughout history, so this is just another stage where it'll either join the eastern empire, or the western empire. Pretty sure it'll change sides again in another 200 years...
So umm, my name is Bryan... I live in The Netherlands, but, this is where my big question comes in... I am quarter Dutch, quarter Spanish, and half Dominican. Because of this, I do have a bit of colour to me, not full on black, but a caramel colour. Will I get in trouble if I decide to visit Russia? Will people treat me strange because of my skin colour?
Anyways, The Netherlands... So I hate it here, liberal shithole that embodies western liberalism, I wanna move out as quickly as possible.
I barely had a religious upbringing, so I can't go with the crybaby atheist argument of parents forcing their beliefs onto me lol (no offense bby). I actually became quite religious in my teens, my parents were liberal fucktards who kept acting like they were very religious people when I've rarely heard a prayer or anything from their mouths. So naturally, I decided to see what REAL religious people are like, I fell in love with the stories of the saints and the early church. After going through phases of being Protestant and Catholic for a while, I realized that Orthodoxy has stayed true to the early church, and as I said, I love the early church, so I became really interested in Orthodoxy. I found out it's a very strict church aswell, so I became even more interested (because the strictness constrast with my parents' liberalism). I wanna get baptized into the Orthodox faith as soon as I can, but there's almost no Orthodox churches over here...
Alright babe, I'll keep calling you babe and bby :3
Are you a little bicurious btw? Because you said it's an exciting idea.
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 7:37 pm
I'm easily excited babe ;) although i haven't made up my mind yet whether i would plumb an ass such as mine and i would probably rip a dick off if one gets in my face. Unless it's a trap, and i can't say how horny i would be because i never met one. So you can say i'm a little bicurious lol. anyway nice to meet you Bryan, my name is Alex
and regarding your concerns about skin colour, i take it's something like the girl in your avi. I'm not that streetwise but from what i can tell riding the metro and outside the blacks i occasionally see are only stared at, in a unfamiliar kind of way, but nothing more. People mostly hate on folks from azerbaijani/caucasus, i guess the same way blacks in ghettos are looked down upon in the states. but yours should get you along fine, i imagine an occasional stare here and there, out of curiosity since caramel looks lovely.
None taken, i've learned to accept it since most of my family is orthodox and enjoys engaging with the church, so sometimes i get to talk with priests and accompany them. The bright side of it is that, out of the two (non-believers and christians) the christians are the ones you can expect help from the most. They avoid people of other religions, and most of the priests have disdain for other faiths but when it comes to humanity - christians>non-believers from my expirience.
but that's as far as my feelings are concerned ^__^ Yeah, i guess it is stricter so i'm afraid you would be dissuaded from being bicurious if you get baptized babe. at least confessing about it everytime would be a pain in the ass.
also sorry for the late response if you were waiting. would you like if i told u when i go offline in case you're on, or keep it like this?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 7:54 pm
oh yeah, forgot to add - the reason why feminists and other minorities are ignored or suppressed here is due to the fact that the government (putin) supports and is being supported by the orthodox church.
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 8:03 pm
Alex? Short for Alexandr, or really just Alex?
I'm glad to hear there's no real hard racism against coloured folks, but why the hate towards the caucasus?
We'll see what happens with my sexuality when I get baptized... Maybe I'll stay a little bi ;)
Please do say when you go offline, it wasn't that bad since I took a bike ride in the meantime, but it would be nice if you tell me from now on, babe <3
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 8:35 pm
Alex? Short for Alexandr, or really just Alex?
I'm glad to hear there's no real hard racism against coloured folks, but why the hate towards the caucasus?
We'll see what happens with my sexuality when I get baptized... Maybe I'll stay a little bi ;)
Please do say when you go offline, it wasn't that bad since I took a bike ride in the meantime, but it would be nice if you tell me from now on, babe <3
haha ok bby. and nope, alex from alexey. You find alex sounding easier on the ears than alexey right? (here it's the reverse) so i just cut it for convenience.
they're being hated because they're rather aggressive folk. having a blunt and dominating culture, these guys are the underclass and represent the good portion of local criminal statistics (did i say it right?).
lol yeah good luck with that babe. though i'm not sure why you're interested in russia, since there are other places with stronger orthodox roots like greece and egypt. but it's nice to see interest in russia for a change. the guys at fakku don't exactly love russia atm.
and just in case i've been sitting here typing since my last pm, so i'm not offline yet =)
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 8:45 pm
Alexey, that's a cute name :3
I never knew the caucasus folks were the criminal class in Russia, but then again, Stalin was a pretty big hint =w= And don't worry, your english is very good ~
I like Russia because it's the kind of Orthodoxy I'm into, I'm into Eastern Orthodoxy, and Russia is the place to be for me, especially because I wanna avoid western countries and the liberalization of their politics, so Russia is a pretty safe bet atm. Sorry if you're a liberal or anything, but I really don't like liberalism lol. Most folks at Fakku are fed western propoganda, major propoganda since a lot of them live in the USA.
Also, babe, I always thought you hated me... But you're pretty cute~ Was that someone else I'm thinking of?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 9:04 pm
Aww shiet, thank you ^___^
Honestly i don't know much about politics, so i can't tell if you offending me babe. that last remark picked my interest, what exactly are you referring to here?
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 9:05 pm
I don't really know, I think I'm mixing you up with that french girl who also had a name similar to yours. My bad, hun
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 9:08 pm
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm neya?
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 9:09 pm
Yea. I think that's her. I'm sorry huuuun ;-;
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 9:20 pm
No problem babe, you had problems with half of ib back then, and it was entertaining, fucking with ctfg and etc.
and it's true that i was er hostile to the idea of fays at first, another thank you to being raised in an orthodox family i guess, i still have a complicated feeling about it as you can see but i'm making progress babe. if not by catching dicks with my mouth but at least by having pleasant conversations with lovely people :3
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 9:22 pm
i'm going to get out for a bit. later bby
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 9:24 pm
I kinda understand where you're coming from, don't worry.
Alright, stay safe sweetie :)
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 10:42 pm
hoa fuck, now that i reread myself i must have offended you. fucking sorry babe, it's about the pleasure and nothing more, yet i still keep thinking about it as something um idk unmanly... sorry again. you prolly think i have disorder of my own ha ha...
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 10:42 pm
anyway i'm back
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 10:43 pm
and Sword Art Online II Episode 9 eng sub came out so i'll be online for a while
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 10:46 pm
Haha, don't worry, dear. I am kinda conflicted about my sexuality myself... Please don't feel bad! So are you still in school, or do you work?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 10:53 pm
shit, didn't want to make you even more conflicted. this place should be an outlet from the pressure of society's facade, sorry again babe. yeah, I work. give me a sec to find a right translation for my occupation. in the meantime, your in school right? i bet you're younger than me =)
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 10:58 pm
after putting it in google translate here's what it gave me
Deputy Head of project for waste disposal systems
prolly sounds retarded but idk how to make it better
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:00 pm
So, you do ecological stuff or something? Sustainability and such?
I'm 21 and I am indeed in school. I study business economics :)
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:05 pm
fuck i am older than you. projecting, construction and sustainability is what our org does but despite my title sounding badass i only recently got into the job so i'm pretty new. i also studied economics in a university but got expelled and drafted in the army ^___^ fun fun fun.
guess how old i am
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:11 pm
*projecting, construction and sustainability of waste chutes in skyscrapers.
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:13 pm
lol did i scare you?
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:14 pm
Sorry, was making dinner lol.
Got expelled? o:
I'm guessing you're... 27?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:15 pm
i'm sorry if i scared you babe :3
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:15 pm
nope
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:16 pm
yeah, expelled. i was in the process of finding my place in the world and economics was the last thing on my mind. army instead gave me a couple of answers
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:18 pm
guess again ?
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:21 pm
Hmmmmm, 25? Or is it higher?
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:25 pm
bingo! i anticipated you taking it higher... well anyway, could you tell me how did you find our gender appealing? i'm really interested in that stuff babe.
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:28 pm
Well, I like the way guys look. The biological structure and such is more attractive than that of women in my opinion. Also, I love facial hair, rawr~ <3
opanihuya
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:34 pm
srsly? i shave every second day because i want to look fucking younger haha, i don't have a single clue about what you find sexy in a beard, unless it's a 5 o'clock shadow
and? when did you first find us attractive?
Fantasymaster
Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:38 pm
Yeah, I don't really like full beards. Just shadows and stubbles. Beards are stupid hipster shit these days.
I first got interested in men around 14, and ever since then I just started like them more and more ;P
What are your hair and eye colours, babe? :3
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:07 am
now that's a surprise. i thought you already checked the post your pics thread before intercepting me. wait a sec i'll find it for you
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:09 am
here we go
http://www.fakku.net/forums/random/post-your-pics/page/732#4182485
:3 ?
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:12 am
Daww, you look so handsome :3
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:14 am
you know it babe.
and you? describe how you look. please
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:47 am
Hmm, very dark brown/ black curly hair cut short, a bit longer on top. Caramel skin, athletic body, 1,79m tall, neutral brown eyes. :)
But hey, I gotta go now, I'm sorry, I'm getting sleepy XD
Maybe I'll have a pic for u when I get back <3
Gnite sweetheart~
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:48 am
Sorry for late response by the way, Fakku maintenance retardation
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:55 am
yeah, noticed. hmm, you soubd pretty sexy yourself. and yeah, bye bye
and want to hear the continuation of your story tomorrow, what was it that turned you at 14. in full detail babe
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 2:25 pm
hey bby
did you sleep well?
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 4:57 pm
Hi sweetie, yes I did. You? :3
I got you a pic, btw... Wanna see?
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 5:46 pm
Ok i guess, as much as you can get at 3 in the morning. plus these maintenances...
Sure babe, I'm curious and you've seen mine :3
and please continue your story from before. or do you mind?
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 5:48 pm
besides there's nothing interesting going on here currently
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 6:20 pm
Alright, one sec, I have to upload it to my computer. By the way, do you smoke cigarettes?
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 6:26 pm
oh man, my heart goes doki-doki
smoked, but that was eh 3-4 years ago? i don't mind it, if you're asking that.
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 6:32 pm
Lol, I'm actually thinking that I might wanna try a cigerette soon... Is it really as bad for you as everyone says in terms of endurance and coughing?
P-Please be gentle, I am not very good at smiling for the camera, so I didn't. And I'm just 21, please don't laugh at qq baby faec!
http://i.imgur.com/SxH4GRo.jpg
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 7:14 pm
oh man, you look so young! i'm feeling like a pedophile haha... sorry for the outburst, you look very sexy, a lot sexier than me. with looks like that you need not had to be afraid of racism in russia, but rather of getting raped. Thanks for showing yourself babe,
I appreciate it ^____^
about cigs well,i think nobody in their right mind would advise it. but talking from experience, there's no coughing or at least there wasn't for me (maybe only the first time). i remember sometimes spitting some guee brown stuff from the lungs in the morning (nicotine, idk) but that's probably because i love jogging/running and breathing fully (sorry if i'm not making much sense). and yeah, it has an impact on endurance, but that's only expectable when filling your lungs with settling elements that reside in smoke. The feeling is like something doesn't let you inhale completely at your maximum, when climbing stairs/escalators you ran out of breath quicker which was annoying. and the aftertaste was like bitten nailes.
but i have to admit, smoking was an essential part of communicating in my late high-school/uni days. It felt nice drinking and smoking with everyone, on the balcony watching dawns and sunsets and etc. Then again it's really far easier to start then to quit. I think every smoker regrets it, eventually.
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 7:21 pm
now could you please finish the story of how started digging facial hair at 14.
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 7:22 pm
*you
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 7:23 pm
Daww, you're making me blush. But you look really cute aswell, Alex :)
I don't really care for the endurance or dying young. But I am a little scared about headaches and nausea, are these common occurances for cigarette smokers?
Also, which brand of cigs did you smoke? :D
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 7:29 pm
Oh yes, I was taken into the hospital for a certain reason, and the nurse who threated me was a guy... And he was real cute. He had a little facial hair going on, and he had cute brown eyes, and brown hair. He was really sweet to me and all for the time I was there. After a few days, I started liking him a LOT, and I realized I had a crush on him. It just sorta happened... I realized I had a crush on a guy, and after that I realized that I felt this way towards some other men, and yeah... That's when I realized I was a faggot lol
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 8:01 pm
lol fun discovery i bet. but i'm surprised how easy it happens babe. and 14 is pretty young too. i was an empty headed kid at 14. didn't you have like anyone back than who you knew was fay, so you didn't feel it was a big deal?
as for smokes, Idk the statistics but i don't remember any of the smokers getting headaches or nauseated. unless you have some neurological disorder, that's unlikely. On the contrary, wouldn't it better if you got one from your first try and saved yourself the trouble of spending additional cache every couple of days onwards (just remembered about this minus)?
and ifferent labels, but usually marlboro red. don't know how it tastes now though...
Fantasymaster
Sun Aug 31, 2014 8:08 pm
I didn't know any gay folks... So it was a big shocker when I realized I was gay lol.
And please, I hope I'm not making you crave a cigarette by talking about it... I'll stop if that's the case. Also, I'm heading out for a bike ride, talk to you later babe~
opanihuya
Sun Aug 31, 2014 8:21 pm
yeah, i can only imagine. and nah, i'm ok with it. bye bye
Fantasymaster
Mon Sep 01, 2014 8:55 am
Good morning, babe :)
opanihuya
Mon Sep 01, 2014 10:11 pm
sup bby, my vacation ended last week and i'm working again, so i'll be not as often on fakku.
Fantasymaster
Mon Sep 01, 2014 10:26 pm
Aww :(
Well, I hope you had a nice vacation, did you?
opanihuya
Mon Sep 01, 2014 10:35 pm
2 weeks of animefest and nocturnal internet... it was fantastic ^___^
Fantasymaster
Mon Sep 01, 2014 10:46 pm
Haha nice. I have to head to bed now. Sorry for being so inactive today and yesterday. ;~; Been busy. Gnite dear
opanihuya
Mon Sep 01, 2014 10:52 pm
i just logged in for the first time since yesterday so i missed on errything. good night bby
Hi babe, how are you? :)
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 8:20 pm
working and lurking, caught a cold in addition, could've have been better... you babe?
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 8:21 pm
Aww, sorry to hear that. I hope you get better soon...
I'm fine, feeling fat cuz I'm stuffing my face with fatty foods lol
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 8:42 pm
thanks babe, i hope so too, the feeling sucks right now.
like macdonalds? dam that sh be tasty, specially that Big tasty, we even call it разорви ебало which means something like mouth banger.
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 8:43 pm
do you watch animes?
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 8:49 pm
Haha, yeah, macdonalds is alright. I like Mcnuggets, I'm pretty lame when it comes to food choices ahaha.
I don't really watch any atm, but every once in a while. You?
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:02 pm
try a spice kfc basket next time, idk why it's dedicated to blacks but that sh will burn your anus. and when you add whisky-cola it's like christmas, with a burning anus.
c'mon babe, tell me about yourself first. like what shows do you or did you watch?
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:06 pm
Whisky cola? Oh my, the stereotyping is real lol.
I watched quite a few, my favorite anime show will probably always be Death Note though. Simply because it's an anime that slightly touches on psychiatric disorders with it's characters. And you know, I'm quite crazy, so I feel like I can relate at least a little ahaha. I also liked Angel Beats, Higurashi, eh... Can't think of any others atm XD
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:22 pm
scrub
but deathnote was goooood, higurashi - batshit and angel beats haven't watched. you know what else revolves around disorders? denpa teki na kanojo and welcome to nhk. if you got time to kill
as for me, it's faster to say what i don't like. stuff about girls doing girly shit and stuff revolving around lolis. most of other animes i've watched ^___^ only this season touched bl stuff (love stage)
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:26 pm
I see, thank you for the suggestions, Alex :)
So you're quite into traps, eh?
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:32 pm
eh? eh.
guess I am, cartoon at least. and you're welcome BRYAN :3
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:39 pm
So how often do you fap?
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:43 pm
NICE. give me a minute before i calculate
YOU?
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:49 pm
Hmm, I have my ups and downs, but when I decide to have a fapping day, I usually go for 4-5 times a day
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 10:00 pm
nice
that's a bit much for me though - once, sometimes twice. atm once a few days, prolly less until i get better
ok, tell me about your favorite tags babe?
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 10:02 pm
I don't actually fap to Fakku stuff, I rarely fap to hentai honestly, s-sorry...
If I do decide to fap to anime, it'll be extreme fanservice compilations or something lol. I normally like anal porn... .///.
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 10:08 pm
really? then what the fuck are you doing here?
anal is one of my fav btw
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 10:14 pm
Well, I used to be really into hentai, but my interest has been reduced a little.
I hope this is not a problem for u? ;-; I still visit here to meet people, people like you
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 10:20 pm
who are still into hentai? lol and why would it be a problem? i'm just a bit lightheaded from cola, don't mind me. anyway, that explains why you got attached to the forums. what happened with your interest?
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 10:27 pm
oh sh, love stage new episode. gotta go babe
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 10:39 pm
Aww, have fun dear~
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 10:54 pm
and fun was had. where were we? oh yeah, cyber sex. did you try it?
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 11:00 pm
Lol what the fuck. No, I never tried it... I am k-kinda interested in it though. Have you?
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 11:10 pm
haha me neither. though i was suspecting you did. and nah babe, i was only joking, i wouldn't take it serious anyway
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 03, 2014 11:12 pm
I see...
W-Well, I gotta head to bed now, it's getting late on my side. I'll be back tommorow, I promise ;) Xoxo
opanihuya
Wed Sep 03, 2014 11:14 pm
see ya ^___^
Fantasymaster
Thu Sep 04, 2014 7:29 pm
Good afternoon!
opanihuya
Fri Sep 05, 2014 4:08 pm
hi bby, finally finished my fucking work. sorry i didn't have the time to talk to you. how you been babe?
Fantasymaster
Fri Sep 05, 2014 4:36 pm
Ey bby, I've been fine. What kind of duties do you perform at work? Is it mostly paperwork?
opanihuya
Fri Sep 05, 2014 7:35 pm
heya sup babe, it's mostly walking and talking, as in visiting collaborating/client orgs which are in and out of the city for doc exchangment and office phone talk when not. a bit less of paperwork and lesser checking on our equipment. that's my share atm at least
but that's boring talk babe. tell me about your daily life instead ^___^
Fantasymaster
Fri Sep 05, 2014 11:50 pm
I have breakfast, take a shower, go to school, go for a bike ride, do homework, sleep :P
opanihuya
Sat Sep 06, 2014 12:22 am
fun fun fun. the order is off a bit, shouldn't shower be before breakfast... and don't you like have someone to hang out with and do shit together?
Fantasymaster
Sat Sep 06, 2014 12:31 am
Mmmno, I have schizoid tendencies, so I don't enjoy hanging around classmates that much.
And the showering thing does make sense, I don't want da breakfast crumbs on my mouth when I head to school lol
opanihuya
Sat Sep 06, 2014 12:41 am
lol i see, schizoid tendencies like what?
Fantasymaster
Sat Sep 06, 2014 12:44 am
Not actually caring about social relationships of course, ya silly
opanihuya
Sat Sep 06, 2014 1:21 am
of course, i'm dumb ∧＿∧ and i'm probably the reverse, too disinterested to do most of the stuff alone. cycling, pool, basket, tabletennis, watching movies, going outside, like a hikomori. and out of two of my trusted friends, one got married and got more distant and the other agrees to do something one time out of seven, so i compensate for those fuckers with fakku.
i guess there's a minus somewhere in seeing both dudes and chicks as a potential love interest, since you expect more out of any relationship.
or in case you're content with how you are, then calling it a schizoid tendency is totally wrong.
Fantasymaster
Sat Sep 06, 2014 1:23 am
Eh, schizoids love being alone... So how is it wrong to call it schizoid tendencies if I'm happy with it? =w= Schizoids are people who just don't care, that's their personality.
opanihuya
Sat Sep 06, 2014 1:34 am
schizoid has a negative connotation, calling someone schizoid is like denying said person the possibility, idk, of being content with how they are. like viewing it a problem for said person.
opanihuya
Sat Sep 06, 2014 1:36 am
that's my take on it. don't forget i could be cray cray
Fantasymaster
Sat Sep 06, 2014 1:41 am
Just for the record, I'm talking about schizoid personality disorder. People with this disorder really don't care. But I assume if someone were to be labelled a schizoid when they're not actually suffering from the disorder, it could be seen as negative for them.
Do you mean it like socially awkward people being called aspies?
opanihuya
Sat Sep 06, 2014 1:58 am
asspies? wait, was i talking out of my ass again? guess i got the wrong impression that you viewed spd as a problem babe. it's a bit strange how i'm having a prolonged conversation with a person who's calling himself schizoid, nah meen
opanihuya
Sat Sep 06, 2014 2:21 am
ok babe, i'm drinking antibiotics and off to bad now. bye bye
Fantasymaster
Sat Sep 06, 2014 2:21 am
I know, I meant I have schizoid tendencies in real life interactions. But I am heading to bed now~ Gnite Alex, my dearest~
opanihuya
Sat Sep 06, 2014 11:36 am
haha we both bailed out at the same time. hi babe, and you know i kinda don't see the difference between shizoid and isolative tendencies. is it because in first case the person is unable to form a relationship while in second case they are able but unwilling? or are they both the second type, and if so then why see it as disorder? i've just read about married shizoid people on wiki and it said
"people who have spd tend to be happiest when they are in a relationship in which the partner places few emotional or intimate demands on them. It is not people as such that they want to avoid but emotions both negative and positive, emotional intimacy and self disclosure"
as much as i can judge peeps come to f! to have undemanding company, and in my case it counts, but i find everyone ultimately yearning for these bits and pieces of "negative and positive emotional intimacy and self disclosure", and it makes me see it not in a isolative tendencies kind of way, but in a insecurity kind. not like any of it looks like a disorder to me.
but yeah, this topic took a deep turn on my side babe, sorry for that babe. anyway, it's SATURDAY!!! and i can finally do whatever the fuck i want, which will probably be watching anime and lurking ^______^
Fantasymaster
Sat Sep 06, 2014 11:18 pm
Schizoids don't like emotional relationships, they barely like relationships in general. They might enter relationships, but there's no emotion involved whatsoever on their part.
Happy weekendu~ What anime will you be watching?
opanihuya
Sun Sep 07, 2014 1:11 pm
That's a bit hard to imagine. Have you been in a relationship before?
and thank you babe, same goes for you too ^___^ Idk, probably valvrave liberator after i finish Her 2013, so much to watch so little time.
Fantasymaster
Sun Sep 07, 2014 5:10 pm
I've been in a few, they were kinda meh ;P
I bought a pack of cigarettes just now, I might try them... I'm ready to see my cardiovascular health go down the drain.
opanihuya
Sun Sep 07, 2014 5:24 pm
women?
and i'd be more annoyed by the cost, since you'll be going to spend more often. srsly, why bother
Fantasymaster
Sun Sep 07, 2014 7:26 pm
Men and women.
Because I love suicide, bbyyyyyyy
opanihuya
Sun Sep 07, 2014 8:09 pm
Eh? I once tried suicide. It was awful.
I take it you were bored with all of them?
Fantasymaster
Sun Sep 07, 2014 8:17 pm
Yeah, I get bored really easily with quite a lot of things, really. :(
Did you actually try to commit suicide? In what way? Hanging?
opanihuya
Sun Sep 07, 2014 8:37 pm
tried as in stood on a windowsill of the 8th floor like an idiot with my heart running crazy. /first love
good thing i didn't have the balls ^___^
and i get you babe, my three relationships didn't last a month either.
Fantasymaster
Sun Sep 07, 2014 8:41 pm
Wait, why did you wanna die?
And now that you're still alive, maybe we can become close and who knows... maybe it might be the first good relationship for both of us ;)
opanihuya
Sun Sep 07, 2014 11:54 pm
i was angsty and my love was unrequited. meh
bl huh? i tried fapping to trannies this week and the feeling was off, not to mention i haven't touched gay porn, so it's not my thing. plus i'm thinking i'd sooner go to a buddhist monastery than get into a serious relationship with kids and stuff, hence my last two relationships showing that i'm only good for being a sex buddy. nah babe, i'm good as it is.
Fantasymaster
Tue Sep 09, 2014 12:55 am
Daww, a broken heart.
I see... W-Well, we can atleast be friends, right?
opanihuya
Tue Sep 09, 2014 1:45 am
haha i'm doing you a favor babe, because i suck. it would turn out toxic if i was all like "oh i'm sorry baby, i'm not ready yet but maybe in the future hehe" and the rest of the bullshit that ensues after it
and of course babe, i wasn't planning on running anywhere when this would eventually hit the fan (though i was a bit skeptical about being ditched, you know ^___^) anyway, weren't we before?
Fantasymaster
Tue Sep 09, 2014 9:06 am
Daww, I wouldn't ditch you, you're a great person to talk to :)
opanihuya
Tue Sep 09, 2014 9:26 pm
dawww, you're such a sweet talker. i also liked getting pms from you babe, even though you say less. speaking of which, have you tried getting in touch with your local (netherland) hentai web community (or on facebook)? talking like this is nice but knowing people who are into your stuff near you is, you know, more gratifying.
opanihuya
Tue Sep 09, 2014 9:40 pm
and grabbing a glass of wisky-cola after a hard day's work is gratifying too. got home an hour ago so sorry for the late response, seems like the idea of warning beforehand about yours (mine) online/offline status doesn't work as you'd want without getting tiresome, so how about mutually quitting it babe?
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 10, 2014 7:15 pm
Q-Quitting what? Are you dumping me? :(
Also, I don't like this country, so I'd rather not join a Dutch community lol
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 10, 2014 7:15 pm
Also, what's Cola whiskey? o:
opanihuya
Wed Sep 10, 2014 7:33 pm
NOT YOU silly, the agreement on telling each other that we're online/offline. because i keep apologizing for late responses (and sometimes you too) and it's unavoidable. just pm when you feel like it and i'll do the same. get me?
and you haven't tried whiskycola? it's a lot better than your smokes babe, try it. just grab a bottle of whisky, x3 times of coca-cola and ice and voila. plus talking about smoking, have you tried shisha before? even occasional shisha is better than cigs.
what liberals have to do with cool peeps happen to be into hentai? i'm sure every country has those. Or are you seriously planning on moving out?
opanihuya
Wed Sep 10, 2014 7:34 pm
*that
Fantasymaster
Thu Sep 11, 2014 9:30 am
Nah, shisha reminds me of liberals... No thanks.
So wait, you put 3 bottles of cola? Isn't that too much?
About the on/offline thing, sure, that's what I've been doing lol
opanihuya
Thu Sep 11, 2014 9:25 pm
oh, i see. just in case, shisha and weed are different things (considering you're in Netherlands, and maybe folks there put ganja instead of fruit tobacco(which is shisha).
haha nah, you got me wrong babe. the formula goes like this - whisky is usually sold in 0,75-1 liter bottles, on which amount you need x3 times of cola to make the taste sweeter.
and well, it was me who asked if i should do it. wanted to confirm with you. anyway whats up with you babe? had a smoke?
Fantasymaster
Sun Sep 14, 2014 3:37 am
Nop, I'm a bit nervous about taking a first drag ;-;
opanihuya
Sun Sep 14, 2014 3:49 am
Nice to hear that babe. I would feel at fault if you did, after telling you about my smoking experience in such detail.
Fantasymaster
Thu Sep 18, 2014 9:53 pm
Daww, dont be so hard on yourself, it wouldnt be your fault
opanihuya
Thu Sep 18, 2014 10:52 pm
i'd still feel a bit down that i couldn't encourage you from it. smoking is only good for socializing, and even then if you don't socialize often then you don't need it.
just last weekend i bumped into my former highschool classmates who were discussing petty topics like who banged whom and etc and i decided to stay for a bit, in memory of our 3-4 years together. so i smoked two cigs with them. that's what smoking is for, not be the black sheep. there's really no other benefit. so i really advise you against it babe.
anyway what you been up to these past 4 days?
Fantasymaster
Fri Sep 19, 2014 8:05 pm
Eh, you seem to have a very casual mindset when it comes to drugs, almost liberal, might I say... D=
I have been going to school and stuff =w= Fucking great fun and all, but very tiring and I lost motivation already
opanihuya
Sat Sep 20, 2014 12:02 am
smoking is drugs? yeah i treat cigarets close to alcohol in that sense, but that's as far as my liberalism goes. the two occasions that i smoked since the time i quit involved me being drunk and, in first case my sisters and bro with whom i had somewhat superficial relationship prior, and second case from the past weekend, and i wished to keep things comfortable.
> =w= Fucking great fun
yeah, economics. i feel you. finance and credit faculty in my case, though we only got magister and bachelor system a couple of years ago, i studied for a specialist degree. but I can imagine what your going through, good luck with your studies babe!
Fantasymaster
Sun Sep 21, 2014 5:16 pm
Sorry sorry sorry, I'm so quiet lately. Can't be bothered to log into Fakku most of the time, do you have skype?
Fantasymaster
Wed Sep 24, 2014 1:23 am
Hun?
opanihuya
Tue Sep 30, 2014 8:52 pm
Took a pause for a week. Sorry Bryan but skype isn't a good idea. Again sorry it took so long.
Fantasymaster
Wed Oct 01, 2014 8:44 am
Aww, not into skype? I mean the chatting part, no need for actual voice chatting.
Anyways, that's fine, and you remembered my name, yay :D How have you been, babe?
opanihuya
Wed Oct 01, 2014 10:01 pm
aww it would've been silly of me to forget your name after a week (though i wasn't sure if i spelled it right ^__^). and I got sick again, fucking winter came suddenly and without invitation (srsly, small hail first thing in the morning, it would've been ok on other hand if not for the chilling wind that brought it), so i'm taking a day off tomorrow. and thanks for understanding, skype can get demanding. i wouldn't lie if i told you that i use fakku A LOT more often than skype. but that's me, whats up with you? saw you getting frustrated over ib, was it because i wasn't around? lol
Fantasymaster
Fri Oct 03, 2014 8:00 pm
Haha no. I just got bored with the forums, can't be bothered with it. Childish humor and sex jokes aren't my forte. I still PM people though, as you can see ;P
opanihuya
Fri Oct 03, 2014 8:17 pm
I can understand that. though i can't help to crack those too sometimes. really, who else?
Fantasymaster
Wed Nov 19, 2014 9:16 pm
I'm back, sorry for leaving u like that bbyyyyy
opanihuya
Wed Nov 19, 2014 9:37 pm
Hey there, long time babe, and i understand. Also its been a month since i lost my connection to fakku.net on my pc (made a thread about it) so ive been only visiting on my phone and not as much, so no probs. You're still around?
