So IM high on shrooms, for the first Time..

AND IM FUCKING ALONE
I WAS SOBER AND SAID TO MY FRIENDS "HEY GO HANGOUT WITH THAT ASSHOLE I DONT LIKE"
and they are their, my best mate is high on shrooms as well, but hes with a drunk asshole, and some other asshole other side eof town and I have no clue if their fucking with him or not (His birthday he wanted to try it for first time)

and idk,...it feels amazing yet scary,
im happy, but scared at how happy,
I cant stop smiling,
im scared my hearts going to stop
my eyes are closing on me,
I'm not seeing shit, just uber sensative

like...Im stuffing my face with ketchup chips 6-7 a time (normally eat one)
and I have the sudden fear im going to bite my fingers off,
I Get thoughts theirs a demon/witch bitch banshee wailing coming towards me, but licks my ear,
giving me this weird, idk.
feeling on my neck and ear,
its all...
amazing
but. scary
and I like it
but hate it
idk......Just when I'm about to freak out, I sober up, im fine, than as I ge chill (Why I can write this)
it creeps on me, slowly than BAM tingly everywhere, heart races giggling and smiling, thinking of really creepy shit, and enjoying it all idk what to do

It was a great intense feeling.
but I most likely won't do it again

Eh i bet,
but only person I'd do them with is my little dove

Idk, I don't really wanna do it again with that set of friends cuz I'll end up alone again,

But a gal from work wants to do them with me,...so I may become a stoner-er