The Bookie's Nook

Guess why I stuck to you for so long?

Because you're a good person. You're nice, you're easy to talk to.
You're a good friend

The rest of us though, we're total shit. We haven't been nice or good friends or easy to talk to or helpful or understanding or caring or putting up with any uncalled for bullshit.

Such scum, the rest of us.

Well I want you to stop going down that road right now.

Circe that's not helping.

but I like that road...

seriously, right now my psyche feels like a big mess. I dont know what to think
(well, I stpped knowing that quite a while ago >.>)
and got headache again

I'm not going to sit here and let him play the victim like he's done nothing wrong to me or anyone else.

I have always been honest in your face, Melfice and told you every scrap of truth from when you've hurt me or someone else to when someone else was hurting you and I just wanted you to be happy and know that I was by your side always as your friend. So don't you dare turn that shit around and act like a fucking martyr when you've treated me and others like shit for the past few months.

I know you. Being an asshole and losing friends because of it isn't who you are. So stop the nonsense.

Yes auntie you have. But I'm a person to allways assume the worst as well (except for that one case. Kinda)
a few months back hell broke lose for me. From one moment to the next it felt like the happiness was drained from me. I gues thats when the asshatness started.
well, its hard appearing happy when you arent. especially after a while.

I'm sorry for what I did to you. We know each other for a long time and yes you were always there.
thank you for that.

I think I should just go for a while.

PS: its that stupid game that was always the reason that started it.

That's the best time to embrace us, your friends. Don't push us away and certainly don't be mean to us.

And yes, I agree that a lot of it is that game too....but it shouldn't be like that since it's a thing for fun.

I just don't like you judging me, I said it from the start how uncomfortable it makes me :

*hugs auntie*

Well, "the fun stops after Lv 30" is what a friend who stuck in Elohell said once.
If people take even bot games way too seriously and Yell "KS!!!!" left and right.
Thats definitely no fun at all.
or, hat happened not too long ago: "Gay Team, bg" at 1:15

Partially related

First you play it....
then you find friends there..
then...you introduce it to more friends that you know irl..
then you play with them more..
then they are the reason you quit the game.


^my case.

Sorry for butting in..just didnt feel like reading all that and dont complain a bit myself.

*hugs all and goes*

*hugs*
its okay.

I mean I can play w/ my RL friends. Its because we'll be sitting in the same room and giving each others feedback and commands. But w/ Online friends... Its getting hard. Especially since you KNOW afterwards if you could have talked to them that woulda went better.

Yeah i had my workmates over for LoLing at my home as well. But regardless of online or LAN.. the following has always applied for me:

Less LoL - less fuckery - less drama.

Kinda fun to hear them raging when i join a call of them while they play, and hear them yelling and screaming at each other...and im smiling cause not part of it, hanging up the call and laugh in the end^^

[align=justify][font=verdana][color=green]If you lose friends whilst playing LoL, then you're not playing it right.

No if you lose friends while playing monopoly or risk...then you are playing it too too well.....

anyway, ::hugs EVERYONE::

lets just enjoy the weekend~

Also to Shane
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 / 4 days ruined, screw that idea...

2/4 days left to go.

wrong hopes can only bring dissapointment...
that should be known... >3>

then get the right hopes. or expect very little.

Right hopes are those who are going to be, and they are bad.

Expecting very little is how i survive these days.

*taps hat*

you wear a hat?

and if you expect the right hopes, how can you ever be disappointed(even if they are the bad ones, you expected it)? you can only be delightfully surprised

anyway, just eat good food, have a drink, an watch a favorite anime, hopefully it will take the edge off

or.......go skydiving