Ayulsa City - Ieeya

Uuuuu~
Nothing come into mind at the moment. I'll tell you if I find one later on, ok? That if you still haven't found any, of course.

Mhm kay.

Heehee~
Good boy....*head pats Mibu*

Think I'll be off now. Haven't take a bath and all.... X_X

I am reflecting. Playing my past in my head again. All the events, how they form a single chain that is me. Where I am now... what I have, the ideas I think, the things I treasure, the people I love...

I haven't arrived at any answer yet. I'm not even sure whether the search for an answer is a search that will ever end. I'm feeling so small, so incapable, so much to learn... so, to all the people that care about me, be it in positive or negative way...

こんな私ですが... どうか宜しくお願いします.

Aww... Mibu is so cute, saying such nice thing (even thought it is not for me, still...). I just hope that you'll be able to take care your problems and laugh at them with joy and satisfaction afterward.

*looking at the new title*

............................ I'll let someone else say something first then...

I updated the topic pic too!

And no, my post above is intended for everyone who knows me. Of course, the interpretations will differ based on the person who reads it and how our relationship is, but it is intended for everyone.

Uh huh, already saw that. That's why I'll wait others' respons first, for I find the term "love = owning" is quite..... 'worrisome'.

It does not have to do with ownership.

You know, Azelle... once, while I was an even more immature boy than I am, I asked a certain person. "Doesn't love restrict your freedom? Doesn't it make you feel less free than you can possibly be? You're tied by the bond called loyalty and faithfulness, that's definitely a restriction."

And she answered me. "Huh? Tied? What are you talking about? I never felt tied at all. I never feel the need to be loyal and faithful to him. I simply love him enough to always want to be with him. I love him enough to want only him. I love him enough that I can't even imagine how other guys could possibly compare with him. He's the absolute best for me, so I want to be with him always."

Actual words differ, I am telling the event as I remember it. Or more accurately, the impression her answer made upon me.

I rarely talk to her now. I was uncomfortable with her, and truth is, I still am. Something about her just doesn't sit well with me. But it is a fact that she is someone I hold great respect for, someone that made me think, whenever I talk to her... "If there's is such a feeling of having a big sister... this is probably how it feels like."

And now that I love someone, and she loves me back... I think I'm beginning to understand what my sister figure's answer meant.

Hoo~ I misunderstand the pic on the OP then.
I can understand your sister figure's reasoning about love, thought I don't think I can find good words to convey them. In most, love is something complex and yet simple at the same time, depends on how you view it with the person (or thing) that you love.

Holy.....!

Such cute drawings. I had to dedicate my thread to them at least once.

I see....
I can't draw so I always admire those who can, even if only for slightlest..

I can't draw either :3

Hmm.....? I thought you can, Mel-san.

God, no.
I was the Unartsiest kid back at grade school.
I can draw a bit now, but thats it. Just somw idiotic stuff when class gets boring :3

I can't draw for shit either, but I can sing and play the guitar. Just lemme know when you need a wedding singer, mibs. ;3

And honestly, for a second, I thought the couple in the pic was you two. XD

.....Calling Art all the way to Malaysia to sing for Mibu's wedding... Sounds like a plan, eh?
I also thought you can draw at first, Art. Seems like I was wrong again...
How about Mibu?

Who said anything about the wedding being in Malaysia? I've talked to the two a bunch of times, and I've drilled a potential site into their heads. <3

If I could draw, my avatar would be sketching instead of playing.

Multi talents, dear Art. I thought you can draw, sing, play guitar, etc. But with music as your strong point (hence, the avi shows you play a guitar, not drawing).

I see..... Knowing Mibu, he'd less likely to held his wedding in Malaysia, alright.