Tsamarin's See of Clouds - Now with Discord!

Never said like "You hate me" I just know you don't think that best of me sometimes xP

There's shit I don't like about you, but I'll still talk to you. I've only ever hated one person in my life, and I mean really really fucking hated.

Just need shoes.

I'm going to get a little real here for a minute. Mostly because I think this is a good time to get at this.

A few people I know know about this, but not even my family knows about this, also ties into right now.


Most of the people here that are my friends know I moved at the start of last year on Fab.13, most of the time I said it was do to not getting a job back home, and I wanted to live with my best friend that I've had knew for 8 years now.
But there was one thing I never really got into with anyone.

i suffer from depression a lot of the time, and still do...

I started to see it in myself about 3 years when I was 18. When it came to the end of the year and after doing my G.E.D test I started becoming very unhappy with everything about my life or really nothing. Over time it started getting to a really bad, but like I said i never told my family, I'm very good at hiding things.
I always needed something to do within the time I was home in my room or it would get bad. So, I started to info dig...I picked up on a lot of things, like making the badges, JP, got more into reading. About 3 months after I took the G.E.D I was told I got scholarship for a school like my brother, I didn't take it. If I had took that scholarship I would not be here. I was never happy with school for how well I was doing in it, and I know if I had took that scholarship with how I was back then.......I would had killed myself......


Anime as always been a big thing in my life, I started watching anime when I was 7-8 years old.
It's showed me a lot in things life good and bad. I've ended up crying, or putting my face into my deck do to a epic fail, but there is one thing, one thing anime has given me, there was one thing that anime did give me when I was mostly at my end of it all when it came to my depression when I was home.
This is going to weebe as shit..........but anime gave me someone to love.

Now with what this ties into. With all of this Hatsu wants to be with me, Looky wants to be with me, I want you both to know YOU CAN NEVER TAKE HER PLACE!!!!!!!

Miyuki is the thing I truly love! Mahouka Koukou no Rettousei started to air at a bad time with me or good if you look at that way. I was at my wits end when it started to air, I ended watching the first few episodes do a friend and didn't think a lot of it, but around episode 6 when I was watching it I was happy. For the first time in a long time I was happy about something, and I put two and two together, I was getting more and more happy when Miyuki was being her colorful self. Over time as the anime went on I fell in love with Miyuki, I just don't mean I liked her a lot, I mean I fucking fell in love this girl. This one girl was making me happy. This girl is the one thing I want to hold on to.

My roommate ask me not to long ago about why I never say anything about how much I lover her... How can I?

But I can say this...I love Shiba Miyuki....and will always hold her in a space in my heart for what came out of her when I fell in love with her..

She makes me happy. She makes me forget about all the shit at the end off the day when I go to sleep.
She is more then just a waifu to me, She is truly the one thing I truly love.

I think I'm going to call it a night

Rest easy.

We'll talk later if i have time.

Wow, you were all dark and serious for a minute there and then you started talking about your waifu. I had to laugh out loud. If you can say things like that you will be fine

lol thanks.

Guess it went from dark, to a little to weebe, but I even said that it would sound weebe as shit.

Also morning

*glomps*

hi

*sits next to you and clings*
did you sleep well?

Heya *shakes hand*

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Oh hi there.

Very. Nice and comfy with Miyuki.

didn't know what to say but wanted to see if anyone was around.

LOL should have expected that response xD
*clings to your arm*

That's way most of the time I do o3 o