Tsamarin's See of Clouds - Now with Discord!

Hi all.
I guess this is somewhat needed at this point, I know I've not been talking here a lot as of late and I'd like to say I'm sorry about that. As I've said a few times I've been working a lot do to people leaving at work so I've been working about 9 hours a day with maybe one day off. But it's ok because I'm looking at leaving myself when I can. I've been putting up with a lot of shit at work and I'm pretty much done with it all. On top of all this my brother that I've had move in with me and has been living with me is going to be moving out soon, so I'm losing my brother again so that's been hitting me a bit on top off all the work and not sleeping well.

I know, what about my days off I get, right? Well, yes I'm gaming when I'm home, but I'm also trying to sleep seeing how I never get a good nights sleep anymore. I can also say that I don't think I've been doing well emotionally I'm very hit and miss for the most of the time. One day I'm fine then the next they I just sit at my PC and cry for an hour.

I've been talking to a friend as of late about somethings in my life and she been hearing me out on all of it, a few nights ago I was talking to her about my life back home and how I never wanted to be home at all. Now I've always talked about some of the things that are getting at me but I'm not very open about anything a lot of the time. Well, I seem to be open with her.... a few nights ago we ended up talking to about 7am, she said she was going to sleep at 1am. That was fun.

Now, I'm going to put this out there... I like her. She's sweet, cute, caring, I get happy when I talk to her.
I'll talk more when I feel like I'm batter overall, but for I'll talk when think it's a good thing to do and I'll try to get back to someone when I can.