Just one kick in the teeth after the other the last three days. If I knew having a couple of days off from work would suck like this I'd have signed up for extra hours jeez.
So you made a bd release of 'A Kite' on bd and removed a 7 sec bj scene where you can't see anything but head bobbing, but the fuck a 13 year old Sawa and raping a chick scenes is fine? Yep keeping the only disk with the full version for awhile.
I wish I wasn't always drifting in and out of this site. It's been too long. Even though it's not as active as it was, and I am not very active here ethier, I still think of it fondly.
I have been thinking about coming back to post every so often again, but so many people are gone.. and so much has changed. Is it even worth it?
I remember the days when I spent more time here than most people spend on Facebook, awaiting notices to threads and updates to the site.
Now days, many threads here can go days without answer, instead of minutes. Newbies came here all the time too. It doesn't seem like any of it was so long ago, yet somehow, time has passed. I have become a veteran of this place.
Yet.. here I am, logging in today to log some unsaid thoughts. It's funny how some places just stay with you, no matter how different they become.
I guess it's true.... I'm not Allowed to be happy... maybe I should just go back to back to working 90 hours a week and forget about it all.......... get a 44. again and keep it close for if I ever just want to give up again.
GAH!!! FUCK!
The wrong job called me back!
I know I need a job, but I don't want to accept the part-time one, when I still have a chance at the full-time one....