nobody13 wrote...
I have pretty serious depression... I get by rather fine really... and have pretty much convinced myself that suicide's a good option unless things change in life
If this is what fine means to you, I think you should rethink what fine really means because this is not it by a long shot.
nobody13 wrote...
...and just want to move away and lose touch with people I know, and kill myself in a secluded place. I figure if people don't know about it and just assume that I've left and not made contact for a while, it'll be easier when it reaches them.
Please don't assume you think you know how people will act about you killing yourself. Even people who you think don't give a shit about you will feel despair, anger, and grief over what you selfishly decided to do with yourself.
nobody13 wrote...
I'm not making this thread to let out pain or to get help for anything. I just want to know about your thoughts and ideas on this sort of thing, and what you'd do.
Why even mention suicide then when you know someone is going to make a comment about it? If you wanted to die that badly I think you would have done it already without mentioning it on a porn site.
Anyways no one can prevent you from doing something harmful, but I'd feel like a shit person if I didn't comment on something like this. Please think things through a bit more before you do decide to off yourself. You're definitely not fine and I'm going to suggest you talk to someone about this. You're struggle is living, death will be the true burden not just for you but for everyone around you. It's not crazy to be depressed or to think about suicide, it's means you're not well and need some help whether it's talking to someone, changing something in your life, getting a puppy, whatever really. It's too easy to give up on life so why not just keep going, I mean maybe a bolt of lightning will kill you tomorrow so all of this contemplating offing yourself was pointless? Just give yourself and anyone in your life a little more respect and let death come to you however it will come; taking it into your own hands is wasted energy when you could use it to learn how to live.