Public Red

Talking to someone made me remember I had an old account here and what the username was.

After hours of searching and searching through records and notes and controlled trial and error - hell even asking mom to look for an old notebook of mine at their place, I finally was able to log back into this account - by luck I guess.

At the time I just cant really remember, what keeps popping in my head was another forum really -_-, so I just registered, PublicRed yeah that's me.

I'd like to relinquish this account again now and stop using the new one, there's a double so... what do I do really? I didnt make it for rep or whatever, I just flat out forgot really.

As for me, looking at my older posts, damn I really changed a lot. And I'm just remembering it all again. Talking to that guy who had an avatar of a guy with glasses holding an owl?

I was here during the Harmonian days, I was such a nerd back then - almost a hikikomori, so full of social anxiety that you cant even talk to me face to face without me freezing speechless. I was actually married at the time, as I remember even. That was the 8th year in our total of 8 together. I was so serious, too self righteous. I was a one person kinda type. My life almost revolved around anime and video games and L. I think if I'd hit on someone back then I would stutter. I just didnt knew anymore of the outside world aside from what I see on anime back then.

Then It seems I came back for a few posts a year or something ago, til my new bf took most of my time. Which at the time, I was still so new to dating again and so full of naivete almost no experience. It was like my first time out of the door. It was like Frodo leaving the Shire

Now I guess I came back as someone from the other side of my door. Very different. I'm not as serious anymore, seen too much, met so many different kinds of people, done things that I never even thought of or was so against back then and hell, it's only been what, a year? God knows how much more is out there. The sheer amount of variety.

It's just so funny how your view of the world, people and yourself changes over time, over dfferent lives

That's nice to hear you got your old account back.

If you really want to take care of you old account, you can probably contact a mod and request to have your old account banned or deleted.

Yeah, it's intriguing going back and seeing how you used to behave, it's really interesting to me how much I've changed over the year.
And I occasionally peek at other users posts from when they were new, just to see how much they've changed as well.

Welcome to Fakku... For the second or third time XD

Hey there Medzy. Hello again too!!!

Well, I dont mind if the old account gets banned or just deleted maybe. I mean I got this one running now again.

I thought it was odd that someone had the same avi, but enjoy your old account.

Welcome again. Glad you got your old account back.

Yeah, I'll admit it brings back memories. Hell, people I already forgot.

I do remember two people that I used to talked to a lot. I just cant remember their usernames anymore.

continue enjoying the site

Hey, long time ash. Same with me. Maybe not as radical but far more easy going than it was. anyway welcome back

I remember you. You were the transgender girl.

is that how I was remembered -_-

well I date girls now too, if that makes a difference >_>

Yeah, I actually remember you too. One of two people that i can still remember the username, aside from waar.



YOU I remember you too. we used to talk on the fitness place wasnt it??? you didnt change your pic at all!

and hey there suki

yeah, left it and the username for occasions like these (been under another one for a year now) and yeah I remember our convos well enough; a good part of them has prolly gone void but the chewing your goddamn food point still stands.

hahaha. I forgot about that actually, I should do that again since im trying to lose weight again. Not to look good though, but more for dancing reasons.

How're you doing anyway? Im glad youre still alive old man... -_-

Me, im just getting cuter by the day >_> yeah, i grew some arrogance in me which should be trimmed...

That's how I remembered you. Not every day you see someone like that.

...Date girls too? Isn't that a moot point if you are still with your boyfriend?

I dont know which BF you mean there, but I've broken up with all of them? = I'm single right now. And yeah, I dont have a GF either

Gants on getting your old accout back. Actually didn't notice the username or post count at first.

for some reason looking at your weird avatar makes me think of someone from back then, but I just really cant really ....

-_-

but hello jumping cat.

can you be my pet, youre so cute? *pet pet pet pet >_>

Okay but be gentle

Purrrrr~

weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I got a new kitty now!

*tickle tickle belly

I'll get you lots of treats and toys!!!

and play with you all day

Remember that I only like my belly rubbed for no more than 10 seconds. Any longer and I'll see it as an attempt at my internal organs and lash out.

Got a laser pen? Those things keep me amused for hours.

ok kitty, just 10 seconds. ill rub you elsewhere then hihihihi where do you want? hihihi

yeah I have one right here. *turns it on

catch it kitty!!! *points