foxhound0469 wrote...
Oh what to say...
I guess I will start with the basics.
I am currently 20 years old, male, and living in Southeast Nebraska, and an attending the local ITT Tech (bad decision) for Computer Electronics Engineering Technology (another bad decision).
At heart, I am an introverted type of person that prefers to not involve himself in the matters of other people. I've always preferred to look at things from the outside than be on the inside looking out.
I often daydream and explore the inner depths of my psyche for kicks. I prefer philosophy over any kind of study (mostly because its impossible to be wrong, because every philosopher knows that his philosophy is flawed), especially the thoughts that change the way you look at life and the people that share it.
My main hobbies include: anime, manga, visual novels, figure collecting, and small bits of writing.
I came from a small town in Southwest Iowa where I lived most of my life without internet or a computer. I mostly had my Xbox to entertain me, and the very few games that my brother let me borrow. I went through some trauma in my childhood that I would rather not announce on a board such as this (but if you would like to discuss it feel free to message me, either PM here or Skype: a_random_badguy), causing me to live most of my life in a depressed state. It wasn't until recently that I found out that I have depression.
Within the last 6 months, a few more traumatic experiences happening back to back caused wounds to fester in my mind, giving me random panic attacks. I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and was prescribed a medication that has helped me control my attacks and get a good footing on my life. Luckily, I could pull myself together in time, for as soon as my panic attacks started, I had a Capstone project to finish, which took a lot of energy to even start. I only got a D on the project, but it was a miracle that I even turned in a partially finished product.
Before I start rambling too much (or did I already ramble too much...) I should cut things short.
I came here to hopefully gain new friends that I could not otherwise have (which is unhealthy in and of itself), and hope that I can get along with people as much as possible. Feel free to PM me anytime and I will try to get back to you as soon as possible, but it would probably be best to try to reach me through Skype, screen name a_random_badguy (if you didn't see it above)
wow dougie, i never knew about you in this way before....
Your'e such a nice guy :D I'll definitely be your friend. Not going to marry you....[size=10]maybe not yet[/h]
I'm glad you shared this about yourself, I got a chance to know you more than just dougie.
PM me anytime ヽ(´▽`)/