Yesh, shouldn't beh experimenting as of right now, buh getting bloody tired of being sick.. Sew, twas being irresponsible on the extend of somewhat unhappiness (which will later on catch up with meh) Oh! Well, et Yesh --now clean from substances after one wicked night that scared two people (one in which was drinking with meh) Sew, in return ... Guess already caught up with meh. Now, just have wait wht else harm shall produce otherthan making meh more sick. Le Sighs!
Personally! If you were sick all the time et had wait for various means of doctors that just push you around to specialist to specialist saying "We still have to make sure.." or "We just wants to make sure" (nevertheless still the same bullshit line) Tired of waiting on bloddy results. Mine body, one life. Wants to feel fucked up! Then Eshi may contribute her heart a little sooner to death.. Well, fuck it, only going to die anyways. Just really non beh wonderful if spent rest mine life in a hospital bed, although. Meeeeeh.
Apologies, Ramble / Ranting... Yesh, Done with mine Experiments (for now!)