Anyone else in a call center?

I haven't been here a year yet. And I'm already seeing the world grey. It'd be ok if I liked the company. Or product. But. What I'm doing it for. One mess up costs thousands of dollars. Idk. I like to interact and talk with people.

But God forbid I be happy now. I feel more lifeless then before and stressed out. I went from bar cook for 5 years. To working a call center as pharmacy support and tech. Some of these situations you see you know there's a chance of life and death. And you still have to decline medication. Weeks go by and it bothers me and I wonder if the person who needed the pills from the pharmacy is ok.

I have a history of medications. I know what it is and takes to need to have to live on pills. It's horrid.

It pays more than minimum wage here. And it's full time. With medical bills and shit. I stil can't afford my own car. Shit...I only have fakku and books because I also take care of my fiancee's moms house.I get some slack on rent if I'm the only person cleaning.and my girl supports this over self destruction and 3d porn.

Sorry to ramble/rant. Needed some type of vent. And I don't do Facebook.