Just woke ups... et feels blegh!
Does Feel This Way When Going To Sleep/Bed?
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Knows occasionally makes such threads way too often, atleast as those that knows meh sees the negative points to life in this "Random" sub-Forum/site. Mewhs! Most apologies if seems to bother anyone. Knows that can get quite dull for same old same old, buh keeps meh in a mindless wrap with some sorts of expression on the various threads. Which, lately has been less than active as previously promised. Knows?
Misses some of mine Fakku members use to batter on with.. keep getting into basis of reality outside this site, which brings non means to keep relative in threads. Most apologies, once more. Seems just afterwards, after the post, keep it behind as a journal entry -never to really beh noticed or heard. That's just spam/flame in it's name or genre. Le Sighs! Et, as knows never wishful of such means...
Sew, here Eshi begins another trial with thread in means to choke back into various events. Non promises made on such reference to this topic, just mindless at the moment waking way too late. Which, in the long of all this negative emotional output -becomes only mine own. Le Sighs!
Nevertheless, Eshi wishes a little mindless chatter within mine wake on the same reference as of moments passed.. What ish wrong with those personal genre -maybe an open matter of such that ish mindless/random in ones axail/fake life.. Meaning, games online/offline et/or above to various life events. Eitherway, Eshi wishful of any mindless/random chatter as she wakes slowly... mid-day.
Feel asleep last night, paranoid of mine surrounding. Which ish normal. Get this nervous quiver et need mine Fiancé to walk through the house, making sure everything ish locked up -ect. If hear et/or notice anything strange around the apartment while lay in bed -wake him up et make him look around the apartment for couple minutes to make sure non one or nothing ish there.... Have reasoning why this happens, buh still makes meh feel off that feel unsafe in mine own surroundings. Probably, why don't sleep much at most nights.
Anyways, makes the means of mine constant fully aware of mine surroundings until day-light approaches.. then get more deep sleep than had that night.. Went to bed last night around 2300P et woke this morning around mid-day 1445P... seems fucked right? Donna, wonders if others feel same when they approach bed at night. One that fears nothing, yet get this nervous quiver every time when lay mine head to sleep every night. Does seem odd? Makes feelings of "Blegh!" in the morning. In otherwords, makes feels had less rested sleep than would have if just remained relaxed -instead of worry about illogical issues. Knows?
Question of, negative morning, today ish:
Does Feel This Way When Going To Sleep/Bed?
Misses some of mine Fakku members use to batter on with.. keep getting into basis of reality outside this site, which brings non means to keep relative in threads. Most apologies, once more. Seems just afterwards, after the post, keep it behind as a journal entry -never to really beh noticed or heard. That's just spam/flame in it's name or genre. Le Sighs! Et, as knows never wishful of such means...
Sew, here Eshi begins another trial with thread in means to choke back into various events. Non promises made on such reference to this topic, just mindless at the moment waking way too late. Which, in the long of all this negative emotional output -becomes only mine own. Le Sighs!
Nevertheless, Eshi wishes a little mindless chatter within mine wake on the same reference as of moments passed.. What ish wrong with those personal genre -maybe an open matter of such that ish mindless/random in ones axail/fake life.. Meaning, games online/offline et/or above to various life events. Eitherway, Eshi wishful of any mindless/random chatter as she wakes slowly... mid-day.
Feel asleep last night, paranoid of mine surrounding. Which ish normal. Get this nervous quiver et need mine Fiancé to walk through the house, making sure everything ish locked up -ect. If hear et/or notice anything strange around the apartment while lay in bed -wake him up et make him look around the apartment for couple minutes to make sure non one or nothing ish there.... Have reasoning why this happens, buh still makes meh feel off that feel unsafe in mine own surroundings. Probably, why don't sleep much at most nights.
Anyways, makes the means of mine constant fully aware of mine surroundings until day-light approaches.. then get more deep sleep than had that night.. Went to bed last night around 2300P et woke this morning around mid-day 1445P... seems fucked right? Donna, wonders if others feel same when they approach bed at night. One that fears nothing, yet get this nervous quiver every time when lay mine head to sleep every night. Does seem odd? Makes feelings of "Blegh!" in the morning. In otherwords, makes feels had less rested sleep than would have if just remained relaxed -instead of worry about illogical issues. Knows?
Question of, negative morning, today ish:
Does Feel This Way When Going To Sleep/Bed?
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wow, do u always write so much(in red)?
and btw, i didn't get the question, Does (what) feel this way when going to bed or Does feel this way (what) when goin to bed
i don't go to sleep unless my body urges my mind to, which is very often, dunno about you, but i personally think sleeping is one of the best way to relief the stress of the day, i love sleeping(well, not as much as i love fapping, but still i do love sleeping)
well, if u stay relaxed and awake, still, u would get tired sooner or later, catch a little shut-eye is always good, for the body as well as the mind.
Sleeping makes me smart(haha)
and btw, i didn't get the question, Does (what) feel this way when going to bed or Does feel this way (what) when goin to bed
i don't go to sleep unless my body urges my mind to, which is very often, dunno about you, but i personally think sleeping is one of the best way to relief the stress of the day, i love sleeping(well, not as much as i love fapping, but still i do love sleeping)
well, if u stay relaxed and awake, still, u would get tired sooner or later, catch a little shut-eye is always good, for the body as well as the mind.
Sleeping makes me smart(haha)
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I think the question it asks is whether we're paranoid when going to bed.
It very much depends on how tired I am. If I'm totally busted, then no, I can't think about it, but if I'm not all that tired and all the lights are out, it happens.
It very much depends on how tired I am. If I'm totally busted, then no, I can't think about it, but if I'm not all that tired and all the lights are out, it happens.
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I do check to make sure everything is locked, but after that, I feel safe so I get a good night's rest.
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@Nate River:
@Seph:
@ZeroOBK:
As having to fight manicacy... Yesh! Sleep does tend to keep mine creature at bay. (:3) Guess, does make one smarter... lets the ease of stress, if nothing to invade the process, et keeps one's mind in the intent that life ish fair, better to analyze your surrounding rather than the benefit without sleep -which makes quick dirtly blind decisions.
Btw, Love Font #CC0000 -ish okies to write lots, sometimes...
As long as you get your point across.. Meh thinks
Btw, Love Font #CC0000 -ish okies to write lots, sometimes...
As long as you get your point across.. Meh thinks
@Seph:
Yesh, buh difference ish usually the person you need to fear with the lights goes out. Heh, beyond, can see in the dark et love the night time. Can't stay daylight -light axailly makes mine migraines worse... anyways! Sometimes, or least I use to, know how to get myself relaxed to bed. Buh, more lately, feel that mine surrounding are unsafe.. Sew, get paranoid -in such the manner.
Doesn't matter if blasted et passing out, mine mind creates just matters of blood shed or invading that just can't seem to close mine eyes at night. Can't walk through this apartment because something spiritally went wrong here in the past et can feel it.. makes meh sew dizy, that can see et hear everything that was. Nuh fair to have this happen...
Always, although, felt better when mine bed ish a certain way. Moved in with mine Fiancé recently, he doesn't want to sleep in the room reserved et made perfectly of mine own. Will admit the bed ish too small for someone three times mine size, buh he's slept just fine on it before. Le Sighs! Guess, just distracted by mine little fixed notions that keep mine own matters sane. Does think ish fair analyzation?
Doesn't matter if blasted et passing out, mine mind creates just matters of blood shed or invading that just can't seem to close mine eyes at night. Can't walk through this apartment because something spiritally went wrong here in the past et can feel it.. makes meh sew dizy, that can see et hear everything that was. Nuh fair to have this happen...
Always, although, felt better when mine bed ish a certain way. Moved in with mine Fiancé recently, he doesn't want to sleep in the room reserved et made perfectly of mine own. Will admit the bed ish too small for someone three times mine size, buh he's slept just fine on it before. Le Sighs! Guess, just distracted by mine little fixed notions that keep mine own matters sane. Does think ish fair analyzation?
@ZeroOBK:
Agrees, feels same way.. afterwards. Buh, been making mine Fiancè do it for a bit, lately. Nuh, sure why... guess because he's bigger et doesn't mind the stress of doing it -in the long run.
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If I may suggest some relaxing music on a low setting, say some Enya, Adiamus, or Deep Forest? Low key, soothing music always does wonders for me. I'd also suggest looking for bad wiring, as it can cause a similar feeling of something being wrong with a place.
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Well, I know what you mean, and it's good to hear you have found a ritual that works for you.
I used to be a afraid of sleep when I was around 4 years old, as I thought, and still suspects, that you lose your memory on alot of details of the day during sleep. And frankly, I don't like to sleep, it is wasteful and inefficient in my eyes.
However, before I go to sleep, I must carve in my knowledge gained deeper into my memory. It assures me that I use my time efficiently and enables me to stare into my own eyelids while trying to reach sleep.
Currently, this ritual involves writting some lines of my daily hiragana while pronouncing them.
So currently the other members of my family may know that I chant in an unspeakable tounge after midnight wearing only my robe.
Which also happens to be my one and only Masturbator's Robe, Patched with new stats.
And my stress is related to the amounts of games I want to play, the amount of reading to be done and the anime I should have seen/shall see, so I am quite happy with my stress.
I used to be a afraid of sleep when I was around 4 years old, as I thought, and still suspects, that you lose your memory on alot of details of the day during sleep. And frankly, I don't like to sleep, it is wasteful and inefficient in my eyes.
However, before I go to sleep, I must carve in my knowledge gained deeper into my memory. It assures me that I use my time efficiently and enables me to stare into my own eyelids while trying to reach sleep.
Currently, this ritual involves writting some lines of my daily hiragana while pronouncing them.
So currently the other members of my family may know that I chant in an unspeakable tounge after midnight wearing only my robe.
Which also happens to be my one and only Masturbator's Robe, Patched with new stats.
And my stress is related to the amounts of games I want to play, the amount of reading to be done and the anime I should have seen/shall see, so I am quite happy with my stress.
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dam & they had a hard time reading my shit,but 2 answer your ?question i sumtimes feel this way but only if i wake up n the middle of the night, & dnt sneak on sum hentai site. also mayb u shoul put a flashlight under your pillow, & look around the room & apartment yourself bcuz itz a little inconceterate 2 wake yo fiance up just cuz u hav a "strange feeling", also tak sum sleeping pills b4 u go 2 bed, theyll mello u out so ull go straight 2 sleep.
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crazy_old_man_on_the_hill wrote...
If I may suggest some relaxing music on a low setting, say some Enya, Adiamus, or Deep Forest? Low key, soothing music always does wonders for me. I'd also suggest looking for bad wiring, as it can cause a similar feeling of something being wrong with a place.im just the oposite i like 2 listen 2 loud hip-hop music
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York wrote...
For the kitty who inhabits this forum
Fuck stole my idea. Oh and ragakitty,its prolly just an episode u are going thru that u can't sleep well. Give it time. If it don't work, blame York.
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Perhaps you should look into taking up meditation. Go Go Zen Kitty!!
I don't think I have your problem when going to bed. It may take me a while to actually fall asleep, but no feelings of paranoia or nervousness. I just think of random stuff and it keeps me up. However, if I go to the bathroom late at night and I see the shower curtain isn't drawn closed all the way, sometimes I think there could be a vampire or a zombie hiding behind it so I give it a quick whack to reassure myself. I've found that playing some puzzle games on my DS or GBA helps me fall asleep, you can try that too.
I don't think I have your problem when going to bed. It may take me a while to actually fall asleep, but no feelings of paranoia or nervousness. I just think of random stuff and it keeps me up. However, if I go to the bathroom late at night and I see the shower curtain isn't drawn closed all the way, sometimes I think there could be a vampire or a zombie hiding behind it so I give it a quick whack to reassure myself. I've found that playing some puzzle games on my DS or GBA helps me fall asleep, you can try that too.
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n3g4t1v0 wrote...
York wrote...
For the kitty who inhabits this forumFuck stole my idea. Oh and ragakitty,its prolly just an episode u are going thru that u can't sleep well. Give it time. If it don't work, blame York.
I'm used to being blamed for everything. I'm Mormon remember.
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Hmm..I don't get that..
I just fall asleep when I'm tired. Lights out, just boxers and wait till I sleep. Most of the time I'm out in 5 minutes. Sometimes I can't sleep and stay up till 6am in the morning but thats pretty rare.
I guess I'm too laid back and whatnot. Or...could careless.
I just fall asleep when I'm tired. Lights out, just boxers and wait till I sleep. Most of the time I'm out in 5 minutes. Sometimes I can't sleep and stay up till 6am in the morning but thats pretty rare.
I guess I'm too laid back and whatnot. Or...could careless.
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Generally only if I watch a horror movie (that's actually frightening in some way) or read a similarly frightening book.
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York wrote...
n3g4t1v0 wrote...
York wrote...
For the kitty who inhabits this forumFuck stole my idea. Oh and ragakitty,its prolly just an episode u are going thru that u can't sleep well. Give it time. If it don't work, blame York.
I'm used to being blamed for everything. I'm Mormon remember.
Ehhh.. Hmms, well, least have mine Kitty Devote Poster... Who ever, decided such means -Most Wonderful Thanks! ( ^ w ^)!!
~: Cuddles On Them Both :~
~: Cuddles On Them Both :~
@crazy_old_man_on_the_hill:
As wonderful as that sounds, only irritates meh through the night. Always, use to, work was hard rock music to soothe meh from mine horrid mind of thoughts. Then... Eshi accidentally broke her music box.. heh, hmmms...
@dålif:
Don't mind my stress, buh don't believe one loses knowledge while they sleep, although maybe some. Meh, while Eshi ish slumberous seems to grasp a wicked mind full of various things -sew, never gets a rest with her mind.
Anyways! Buh, reason have trouble sleeping ish because mine sibling use to break into mine room at night et watch meh sleep or steal mine stuff. Use to fear he might do something weird to meh when found various girly items lost in his room... Le Sighs! --Guess, still uphold the fear of a bipolar sibling, buh at the end of mine years with living with him I'd wake up randomly through the night for ever the squeak. Et, non one could ever enter without meh pulling mine dagger out.... Heh...
Anyways! Buh, reason have trouble sleeping ish because mine sibling use to break into mine room at night et watch meh sleep or steal mine stuff. Use to fear he might do something weird to meh when found various girly items lost in his room... Le Sighs! --Guess, still uphold the fear of a bipolar sibling, buh at the end of mine years with living with him I'd wake up randomly through the night for ever the squeak. Et, non one could ever enter without meh pulling mine dagger out.... Heh...
@Hibia:
Meeeeh, woke up very wicked this morning from a very interesting dream, indeed... Would sew, wish someone would find meh, stalk meh, et rape this poor horny Eshi Kitty!
( T w T); ~: CRIES! :~
( T w T); ~: CRIES! :~
@Hinata`s Pimp AKA lil`Von:
Heh! Anyways, somehow understood what you were saying... Well, Firstly, can see in the dark better than the light itself -Secondly, pills don't help meh sleep they cause (for meh, et some) a chemical imbalance.. Sew, any pills taken will beh taken with alcohol or through various illness pains.
Meeehhh, Anyways! Mine Fiancé doesn't really care for mine various paranoid emotional outlooks on life. He sleeps like a brick, can even make him walk around et pass out on the living room couch. He doesn't care or ever realize the various events that are going on through the middle of the nights. Just feels more safe that someone three times mine size might better take some random event than I, who'd just scream et have a random panic attack on the floor -et/or destroy something out of illogical means.
Meeehhh, Anyways! Mine Fiancé doesn't really care for mine various paranoid emotional outlooks on life. He sleeps like a brick, can even make him walk around et pass out on the living room couch. He doesn't care or ever realize the various events that are going on through the middle of the nights. Just feels more safe that someone three times mine size might better take some random event than I, who'd just scream et have a random panic attack on the floor -et/or destroy something out of illogical means.
@cooperboy321:
Hehehe, I've watched mine shower curtain number of times, buh naturally in the beyond means of Eshi -just a very nervous person when comes to many things. Sometimes can get sew bad that get really twitchy around certain situations, that just have excuse myself et talk out everything that ish bothering meh -that seem illogical, to just keep mine nerves down, et/or find a certain solution to batter them away. I've thrived with mine condition for number of years, buh paranoid at night before sleep still creeps up on this Eshi kitty. Le Sighs...
@illumi:
Guess, indifferent emotions to balance ones personality. Mewhs! Buh, takes meh -in the process I've built up over time, half an hour to an hour to get myself just enough relaxed to fall into nice slumber. Even still, always waking mindlessly through the night from ever the ence of noise et/or feelings. Heh, Oh well -right?
@Ramsus:
Funny, because that axially relaxes meh... Love horror movies et physiological books.. Makes mine head turn in such a wicked way. Only time found myself truly relaxed ish through blood et the harm to others. Sadist, sew... ehh, anyways. Have sick approach to most things in life, love the pain for myself et/or others... Meeeer, sew, nuh really happens on such events -if anything had nice layout for deep sleep when watch horror flicks et/or read something frightening. Calms the nerves, nuh reason or rhythm for it either.
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ragakitty wrote...
@Hibia: Meeeeh, woke up very wicked this morning from a very interesting dream, indeed... Would sew, wish someone would find meh, stalk meh, et rape this poor horny Eshi Kitty!
( T w T); ~: CRIES! :~
( T w T); ~: CRIES! :~
-sneaks up-
-rapes-
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York wrote...
n3g4t1v0 wrote...
York wrote...
For the kitty who inhabits this forumFuck stole my idea. Oh and ragakitty,its prolly just an episode u are going thru that u can't sleep well. Give it time. If it don't work, blame York.
I'm used to being blamed for everything. I'm Mormon remember.
Dude. U spelled Femal wrong lmao I just noticed it. Was it on purpose orrrrrrr......
-runs away to help Hibia with raping-
