I dream that... I hope that I can... My goal is to make my own happiness a priority in my life.
I tend to care more about someone else's happiness compared to my own. And when they smile at me because I assisted them in some way I always give them my best false composure of joy. Then I walk away more depressed than when I started.
To worry about your own happiness... That's not selfish, right?
This is right and don't doubt your aspiration. To love yourself is one of the greatest gifts you could ever give yourself. To love and care for others properly you have to first learn how to love and care for yourself. Those that love you will appreciate it and will support you in this, if they don't then they're not great company to begin with. Best wishes and work hard mate.