You sound just like me... get out of my head!
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Lastly, the Erotic Elder Sister. THIS IS A MUST BUY! The toy is made of this material called "safe skin," and imma tell you now, this shit is soft all around. The inside texture is really soft and with just the right amount of lube, it'll caress your member. And for this toy, washing and drying is just too easy. Not much left to say about this toy.
Somehow misses this earlier, but this seems like it might be just what I'm looking for. The reviews say it's soft and durable (anything I get has to be really durable) though I'm a bit concerned regarding size - I'm a little 6.5" which seems almost too much of a tight fit.