Writing down my most recent dream.
I just woke up, so I'm probably losing some of the details as I type this.
It's a pretty long read.
I was probably in the universe sword art online. Not the game though, but the reality world. The only characters there though were Asuna and Yui, the rest of the people were some of my acquaintances I knew here. Asuna was lover and Yui was my child.
Suddenly everyone started to hate me. They were saying mean things to me as to why they hate me and such. They all got up to my room(?) then huddled around me because they all planned to commit suicide by waiting for 2 cannon (age of exploration era)to hit them . Some of the cannons went off already but they didn't die. Some of them even stabbed themselves but they didn't die. They just all waited for the canon. It was such a terrible and desperate feeling. But it wasn't for those other people. It was the fear of losing Asuna and Yui. Probably symbolized as my lover and child.
I managed to run away from my house. I was waiting for the inevitable explosion, but it didn't came. I was walking to the guard house in my village and my grandma was walking beside me telling me to call the cops, so I did. I then noticed I was being chased by the same people I was running away from. I told my grandma to go run and hide at a different house. I don't remember if there were guards at the guardhouse but I just went past it and the cops said they were on the way.
I still tried running to the end of the street but it was blocked off. I tried to jump over one of the walls to a different village but the people chasing me were able to catch up. Then starts a long fight between all of them. While trying to keep my distance they injected me with things. I don't remember what, though. After that I'm pretty sure I died. But I traveled back in time a bit and suddenly it was a different outcome. A "friend" told me that I was able to convince them not to do it (either murder suicide or kill me(they still hated me though)).
But apparently I traveled back in time again where I was able to escape with Asuna. I was holding her in my arms as I tried to run away from the group trying to kill themselves and me in the process. I was thinking of buying plane tickets to Japan. So I bought them(?). People still hated me, though. After that we we're waiting for an elevator to take us to Tokyo. As I was about to press the button I said to myself "no more running" I stopped right as my fingers jwere about to touch the button and confronted Asuna to ask what the fuck was going on. It ended with Asuna commiting suicide by bomb and me dying.
I traveled back again to that moment and rather than confront them, I just said "leave me". I ran inside the building to another elevator going to Tokyo. This time, Asuna followed me. I asked her "what are you doing here?" she said, "Yui said if I still believe and have faith in you, I should go with you". Yui stayed behind.
I was overjoyed hearing this. So we got into the elevator, got down to the first level and was in Tokyo. I was finally able to ask her "why do you hate me?" She replied "I don't know. I don't remember". This shocked me. I thought she was probably brainwashed or something. But for now that didn't matter. I was with my lover in Tokyo. We weren't ready for this trip so we didn't know what to do when we got there.
A bus, more specifically, a purple hotel bus, pulled up the driveway of the airport(?) we approached it knowing we didn't have a hotel room. The bus driver, dressed up in a formal attire with a Tux and Tie, asked, are you the guys with the reservation? I wasn't sure who said yes but we were able to enter the Bus with another passenger. As we were going to the Richmond(?) hotel me and the bus driver engaged in small talk. He asked if we were hungry and proceed to tell the assistant he had to find the food trays. Before he was able to get any of the food I asked him "What's your name?" He said Ha****. "Harvey?" I asked because I didn't hear what he said. He replied "No, Hajamit*/Hamar*". Now knowing his name, I was finally able to tell him, "No thanks Hajamit*/Hamar*. I'm fine." He replied with an okay. He then asked my lover what she wanted. I don't particularity remember what she ordered, but Hajamit*/Hamar* said it was some sort of 3 piece artery something. He continued with "That is an order only made my 20 year old Swedish
girls! It's food good enough to be 20 and a song older enough to be 40!"
(*It was an Indian name starting with Ha-)
And so concluded my dream.
The earlier bit was too scary. It wasn't even because of monsters or some generic creature. Fear of the person you love hating you/losing them > being hated by all your acquaintances.