A part of you that has died..
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The question I'm asking is this...
Have you ever had an event that has made a part of you die?
The most sorrowful and awful thing that happened to me was the death of my Mother.
On the day that I came back from a trip from the jungle my mum had died of cancer. During that time I was still a boy I though that my mum would get better and live nobody mentioned of her certainty of death so I just went along with life not knowing anything thinking my mum would get better but when I came back and my father told me and my siblings she was dead I wanted to scream to God cursing him.
To cut it short my mum was everything to me. She was my light, motivation, encouragement and a big part in my heart
In summary if anyone asked me if I got over my mums death I would tell them
"Im still crying"
Have you ever had an event that has made a part of you die?
The most sorrowful and awful thing that happened to me was the death of my Mother.
On the day that I came back from a trip from the jungle my mum had died of cancer. During that time I was still a boy I though that my mum would get better and live nobody mentioned of her certainty of death so I just went along with life not knowing anything thinking my mum would get better but when I came back and my father told me and my siblings she was dead I wanted to scream to God cursing him.
To cut it short my mum was everything to me. She was my light, motivation, encouragement and a big part in my heart
In summary if anyone asked me if I got over my mums death I would tell them
"Im still crying"
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mibuchiha
Fakku Elder
The death of an important person? For me...my late girlfriend.
We went on a date that day, and somehow I was careless when I crossed the road. At the same time a lorry went out of control and almost hit me. Suddenly she pushed me away and right in front of me she was crushed in my stead.
I was almost traumatized from the event and became something close to a living corpse. But luckily I got a very understanding partner and thanks to her, I managed to move on.
For now...I'm fine and all, but still, anyone who wanted to hook up with me have to accept one simple fact: I still love my late gf. Until now, and probably forever.
We went on a date that day, and somehow I was careless when I crossed the road. At the same time a lorry went out of control and almost hit me. Suddenly she pushed me away and right in front of me she was crushed in my stead.
I was almost traumatized from the event and became something close to a living corpse. But luckily I got a very understanding partner and thanks to her, I managed to move on.
For now...I'm fine and all, but still, anyone who wanted to hook up with me have to accept one simple fact: I still love my late gf. Until now, and probably forever.
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Wow... That sounds almost like it came from a movie, so sad.
The worst thing that happened to me... Hmmm...
That would probably be the day my grandma died, noone saw it coming, she suddenly fell ill and within 2 days she died from something unknown.
It was the first time i ever encountered death with a concious mind.
Worst thing is we were really close, in my childhood i always went to her house for sleepovers and i always had alot of fun.
Back in those days i could tell her anything without fear, like your perfect parent.
I was only 15 when it happened so you can imagine the blow came twice as hard, what with all the hormones already raging through my body.
If i recall i think i weeped for a week everytime i thought about it, untill my parents sat down and talked to me about it.
I'm over it now for i know out of my fathers words that she lived a happy life and for a far as he knew, had no regrets.
Death is such a sad thing. Be it a slow and steady one or a quick and decisive one, you will never get used to it. Ever.
Weird thing is, it's been years. But i'm shaking as i'm typing this.
Guess the wound hasn't healed yet.
The worst thing that happened to me... Hmmm...
That would probably be the day my grandma died, noone saw it coming, she suddenly fell ill and within 2 days she died from something unknown.
It was the first time i ever encountered death with a concious mind.
Worst thing is we were really close, in my childhood i always went to her house for sleepovers and i always had alot of fun.
Back in those days i could tell her anything without fear, like your perfect parent.
I was only 15 when it happened so you can imagine the blow came twice as hard, what with all the hormones already raging through my body.
If i recall i think i weeped for a week everytime i thought about it, untill my parents sat down and talked to me about it.
I'm over it now for i know out of my fathers words that she lived a happy life and for a far as he knew, had no regrets.
Death is such a sad thing. Be it a slow and steady one or a quick and decisive one, you will never get used to it. Ever.
Weird thing is, it's been years. But i'm shaking as i'm typing this.
Guess the wound hasn't healed yet.
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Well.... i have a short story to make
In my childhood(i am 5-7 yrs old)i have a very cool uncle whose job is a taxi driver.Even though he is a taxi driver
and the pay is not much he always treats me with hamburgers and always paying my computer rate...
One day while he is driving the taxi a passenger(holduppers/burglars) gets to the taxi then tell my uncle to head in a province(suburbs) which has no almost people living in a area... then the burglary began, the burglars point the gun and knife in my uncle's face but my uncle fight back so he was stabbed back and gunned down but after each shot and stab he took,he was still alive
after he was found out by nearby police.they bring my uncle in the hospital nearby then after several hours he died....................
in the funeral i did not cry.. they are all crying,but i am not
in the burial.. when we are walking to the cemetery i suddenly cry hard because i recall the moments my uncle and i share time and play video games,card games together and i still miss him so much
If you don't believe this it's ok.... it is just my story
In my childhood(i am 5-7 yrs old)i have a very cool uncle whose job is a taxi driver.Even though he is a taxi driver
and the pay is not much he always treats me with hamburgers and always paying my computer rate...
One day while he is driving the taxi a passenger(holduppers/burglars) gets to the taxi then tell my uncle to head in a province(suburbs) which has no almost people living in a area... then the burglary began, the burglars point the gun and knife in my uncle's face but my uncle fight back so he was stabbed back and gunned down but after each shot and stab he took,he was still alive
after he was found out by nearby police.they bring my uncle in the hospital nearby then after several hours he died....................
in the funeral i did not cry.. they are all crying,but i am not
in the burial.. when we are walking to the cemetery i suddenly cry hard because i recall the moments my uncle and i share time and play video games,card games together and i still miss him so much
If you don't believe this it's ok.... it is just my story
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My woman was giving me blowjob then when I was about to reach climax I told her to swallow it all, she tightens her grip on my cock and goes "Don't you dare!!" My erection dies that very moment... True story.
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venveng wrote...
My woman was giving me blowjob then when I was about to reach climax I told her to swallow it all, she tightens her grip on my cock and goes "Don't you dare!!" My erection dies that very moment... True story.My condolence to your dick..
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Fallan
Kamen Rider Cheeki
venveng wrote...
My woman was giving me blowjob then when I was about to reach climax I told her to swallow it all, she tightens her grip on my cock and goes "Don't you dare!!" My erection dies that very moment... True story.your dick died? Condolences.
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venveng wrote...
My woman was giving me blowjob then when I was about to reach climax I told her to swallow it all, she tightens her grip on my cock and goes "Don't you dare!!" My erection dies that very moment... True story.Sounds very...flaccid.
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Eh, I can't say I've had a major event happen to me, but I did have something annoying that happened for 4 years straight. <.<;;
Grade 4-8, I got constanty mocked for no reason, just because I was the easiest one to push around. There are so many things I want to change about those years. I have so many bad memories that I rarely smile. So yeah, I've basically lost my happiness. Oh, and my compassion. For 4 years, noone gave a shit about, so I pretty much gave up on people in general. It's tough for me to be nice to the people that made fun of me back then, even though some of them are still my friends.
Grade 4-8, I got constanty mocked for no reason, just because I was the easiest one to push around. There are so many things I want to change about those years. I have so many bad memories that I rarely smile. So yeah, I've basically lost my happiness. Oh, and my compassion. For 4 years, noone gave a shit about, so I pretty much gave up on people in general. It's tough for me to be nice to the people that made fun of me back then, even though some of them are still my friends.
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For me Christmas has always been bittersweet, because we all celebrate together (all of our relatives)
but i've had 3 close family members pass away, all within a week of christmas, so holidays all have started to have the feel of death upon them, holidays will never be as fun as they were before.
But we always get together to celebrate, for our aunts, uncles, fathers and children who have passed.
but i've had 3 close family members pass away, all within a week of christmas, so holidays all have started to have the feel of death upon them, holidays will never be as fun as they were before.
But we always get together to celebrate, for our aunts, uncles, fathers and children who have passed.
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asaforever
The Lord of Butts!
The day when my granny died.
It was the first expierience with death.
And i didnt feel any sadness at all and i couldnt cry. Since then i wasnt able to cry or shed a tear for everyone that died after the burial of my granny. I lost my feelings for the one who died afterwards. (i was 12 if i remember).
The strange thing is (dont laugh now) i CAN cry if it is because of an movie or anime with a sad scene, but not in real stuff anymore.
I pretty suck huh?
It was the first expierience with death.
And i didnt feel any sadness at all and i couldnt cry. Since then i wasnt able to cry or shed a tear for everyone that died after the burial of my granny. I lost my feelings for the one who died afterwards. (i was 12 if i remember).
The strange thing is (dont laugh now) i CAN cry if it is because of an movie or anime with a sad scene, but not in real stuff anymore.
I pretty suck huh?
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I totally understand!, the same thing happened for me when i was 11 or 12 and my aunt died, now i'll cry my eyes out over fiction, but real life doesn't make me cry at all!
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The ability to trust people on their word.
I've had two relationships with people who I thought I could trust, rely on their word and have good conversation with. To trust them fully. One of them is my own father, who is an alcoholic. He promised to at least cut down and never did. Because of a incident, he and I never talk anymore.
Another is my youngest brother. He's currently in a detox facility for his abusiveness. Both of these people made it very difficult for me to trust anyone, thus that part of me died.
I've had two relationships with people who I thought I could trust, rely on their word and have good conversation with. To trust them fully. One of them is my own father, who is an alcoholic. He promised to at least cut down and never did. Because of a incident, he and I never talk anymore.
Another is my youngest brother. He's currently in a detox facility for his abusiveness. Both of these people made it very difficult for me to trust anyone, thus that part of me died.
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venveng wrote...
My woman was giving me blowjob then when I was about to reach climax I told her to swallow it all, she tightens her grip on my cock and goes "Don't you dare!!" My erection dies that very moment... True story.Wow... Lucky that that wasn't me.
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Coco-tan wrote...
The ability to trust people on their word.I guess my story would be along the lines of this.
Fortunately for me, I've never had to deal with the death of a friend, family, or anyone close to me. The only family member I've loss was my aunt... but I didn't know her before she died. I wasn't even sure whose funeral I was going to. Kinda sad when you're like eight years old but don't even know who your family members are. Even worse, I'm eighteen and still don't know a great number of my family members.
But moving on, to the issue or story of trust, I trusted someone and would regret it. This isn't the "Love, Romance And Relationships" section, so I won't get too deep into the story, but I pretty much gave my all for a girl. I remained loyal to her, did what I could to make her happy at all times, would occasionally write poems for her, treated her like a queen, and like a fool.. put her before myself (something that nobody should ever do). As a result, I'd later end up heartbroken when I would come to find out she got pregnant with someone else's child (cheated) during the time we were together. That's horrible.
And it killed the part of me that let's me put full faith/trust into potential dates.
Fortunately for me, I've never had to deal with the death of a friend, family, or anyone close to me. The only family member I've loss was my aunt... but I didn't know her before she died. I wasn't even sure whose funeral I was going to. Kinda sad when you're like eight years old but don't even know who your family members are. Even worse, I'm eighteen and still don't know a great number of my family members.
But moving on, to the issue or story of trust, I trusted someone and would regret it. This isn't the "Love, Romance And Relationships" section, so I won't get too deep into the story, but I pretty much gave my all for a girl. I remained loyal to her, did what I could to make her happy at all times, would occasionally write poems for her, treated her like a queen, and like a fool.. put her before myself (something that nobody should ever do). As a result, I'd later end up heartbroken when I would come to find out she got pregnant with someone else's child (cheated) during the time we were together. That's horrible.
And it killed the part of me that let's me put full faith/trust into potential dates.
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iSquall wrote...
Coco-tan wrote...
The ability to trust people on their word.I guess my story would be along the lines of this.
Fortunately for me, I've never had to deal with the death of a friend, family, or anyone close to me. The only family member I've loss was my aunt... but I didn't know her before she died. I wasn't even sure whose funeral I was going to. Kinda sad when you're like eight years old but don't even know who your family members are. Even worse, I'm eighteen and still don't know a great number of my family members.
But moving on, to the issue or story of trust, I trusted someone and would regret it. This isn't the "Love, Romance And Relationships" section, so I won't get too deep into the story, but I pretty much gave my all for a girl. I remained loyal to her, did what I could to make her happy at all times, would occasionally write poems for her, treated her like a queen, and like a fool.. put her before myself (something that nobody should ever do). As a result, I'd later end up heartbroken when I would come to find out she got pregnant with someone else's child (cheated) during the time we were together. That's horrible.
And it killed the part of me that let's me put full faith/trust into potential dates.
Fortunately for me, I've never had to deal with the death of a friend, family, or anyone close to me. The only family member I've loss was my aunt... but I didn't know her before she died. I wasn't even sure whose funeral I was going to. Kinda sad when you're like eight years old but don't even know who your family members are. Even worse, I'm eighteen and still don't know a great number of my family members.
But moving on, to the issue or story of trust, I trusted someone and would regret it. This isn't the "Love, Romance And Relationships" section, so I won't get too deep into the story, but I pretty much gave my all for a girl. I remained loyal to her, did what I could to make her happy at all times, would occasionally write poems for her, treated her like a queen, and like a fool.. put her before myself (something that nobody should ever do). As a result, I'd later end up heartbroken when I would come to find out she got pregnant with someone else's child (cheated) during the time we were together. That's horrible.
And it killed the part of me that let's me put full faith/trust into potential dates.
Someone I know..brother's wife cheated on him when they had a kid. Excellent way to fuck up things when you can't keep your legs closed. Fortunately, from the way I hear things, her new relationship is going shitty and the brother's new one is way better.
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Coco-tan wrote...
Someone I know..brother's wife cheated on him when they had a kid. Excellent way to fuck up things when you can't keep your legs closed. Fortunately, from the way I hear things, her new relationship is going shitty and the brother's new one is way better.
Well, that's good for the brother. I think he should have something better, especially after dealing with such a situation. I don't really have a comment for the wife (since I try not to hold resentment for anyone or anything), but I guess... if anything.. you can say it's Karma that she's facing (if you believe in such a thing).
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Brittany
FAKKU Production Mngr
When my kitty cat was put down. I had him growing up, he was only a year younger than me (18 human years)
It was so sad when we put him down. I had my arms around him and he was purring but he was so sick. Though it was oddly peaceful to see how he died too. Once he was injected I felt all his muscles become relax and he laid his head down on my hand. He just felt like he wasn't in pain anymore.
Though it's still sad to not have him around anymore. He always cuddled right up with me at night.
It was so sad when we put him down. I had my arms around him and he was purring but he was so sick. Though it was oddly peaceful to see how he died too. Once he was injected I felt all his muscles become relax and he laid his head down on my hand. He just felt like he wasn't in pain anymore.
Though it's still sad to not have him around anymore. He always cuddled right up with me at night.