inuyashaboy_92 wrote...
I've been thinking a lot about what happens after death and... it kind of scares the hell out of me. What if its over after death I mean I like the idea of reincarnation and/or heaven but what if when you die you slip into darkness forever what if when you die you just stop and you rot in the ground. Tell me what you think I don't care if you are religious or an atheist just say what you think because I really want to know.
I am a firm believer that, regardless of religion, belief and fear, we all know deep down, that death is an end. In my experience, I have 'died' twice, and was born dead as well., although I can't say what happened then as I don't remember. Personally, when I was out of it, and my heart stopped, nothing happened. It wasn't darkness, so to speak, it was just an end, there was no light, no dark, no thought or emotion, or anything of the kind. It was as if I had never been or would ever be.
Now, from this experience, I have taken to believe that, upon death, there is nothing. Not the concept of nothing, not the empty void, where one walks forever on end, and not the heaven or hell that we are meant to believe, to scare us into being good. There is simply nothing. We fear it now, as we should, it is instinctual. but, in my life, I haven't come across anything that scares me, not in the slightest. I haven't any fears or phobias, that I have found, as of yet(I may have them but haven't found the item pertaining to my type of fear yet)I can be surprised, and my fight or flight mechanism works fine in the required situations, however, I have only found that, in all my experience, small amount of time that it is, I have found to be only afraid of the emptiness I encountered, in my momentary pauses of life. I can't say that I am one hundred percent certain, but of this, I believe it to be true. For out thoughts and feelings are only chemical and electrical. Think of our brain like a battery in a remote. When the battery dies, the remote stops functioning. The concept of a soul is interesting, but no longer holds the allure it did as a child. I no longer see people for being good or bad or anything of the like, I simply see people, of various ethnic backgrounds, that try to live their lives as best they can, with what they have been given.
Now, I am no atheist, nor am I religious by any standard form. It is not as if I believe that I great bearded 'man' decided to create the universe, nor do I believe that the big bang was random. I believe that I do not know, nor will I ever hope to begin to grasp upon the knowledge of our creation, only our functions and uses to our societal consistencies.
Back to the question at hand however, apart from my own beliefs, I also think that there is the potential for recreation of our minds through scientific endeavors. My reason for this belief is because of the vast amount of technology we have created over the past hundred years, as well as the fact that we continue to invent and create at an alarming rate. Eventually we shall stumble upon the 'elixir', as it were, for life. Something that will be able to extend our lives, and possibly bring the dead back to life. Some may think of this concept as disgusting or degrading among thousands of other feelings on the issue, but, seriously, between a lack of being, and being, I would rather choose to be, than to loose all that I am and all that I was. Life is never easy, but it creates who you are, and, regardless of the pain and trauma inflicted upon a person, one should always acknowledge the value of each incident as creating who they were or are, at the time of death. Of course, it only scares me now, if I should die tomorrow, none of this would have mattered, my opinions will have meant nothing, my thoughts beliefs, actions, hopes and dreams will have been for naught, and the vision of myself finding someone to love would have been but a flicker of laughter in the light of endless ages.
I am of the subtle hope, that this foolish attempt at communicating my thoughts on this ridiculously complicated subject, will have been met with either understanding, or at least in some degree, influence the opinion or help someone along with their own thoughts on mortality.
LawAbidingCitizen wrote...
--You think your wife and daughter would feel good about you killing in their name? - My wife and daughter can't feel anything anymore, they're dead. --