[Locked] suicide
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I want to kill myself, i know exactly how i want to do it, i want to jump from a high building...it would be heaven, but i cant get to a high building so i think i may just put a bag over my head and ligh on my bed and wait for my dad to find me, im still at school, and i've tried to use that as a advantage, i have many friends but there not really friends...just peoplr i hang around, i hear them always laughing because im emo, somtimes i feel like a idoit, somtimes i question my purpose, why i exist, what is this place you call reality...i dont see a reality i dont see anything...i used to see a world i used to see reality, but then i looked properly and it just didnt seem real..it dosent seem real it just isnt right, its so hard to explain...its like your trapped in a box and you know its a box....but everyone else dosnt see its a box they think there free...i question why im questioning..i wonder what i am, and all the time feeling deppressed because i know no answers, the only thing keeping me going was my girlfriend madison, she told me she loved me and i said the same back, but then i find out she's been flirting with other people, i feel like a fool, but what if she does love me, i dont want to cause her pain...why do i exist...if i told somone..would they call me crazy...death will end my curiosity
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Nikon
FAKKU Old Guard
One of my good friends and mentors killed himself and I'll never forgive him for doing so. He left behind a wife, a young child, and a job he was going somewhere with. He also left behind a ton of other people that cared about him. It was hard to go to his viewing and his funeral and it still upsets me to this day.
Suicide is never an option. No problem anyone could ever have warrents that. There's always an alternative.
Suicide is never an option. No problem anyone could ever have warrents that. There's always an alternative.
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i wanted to see what it was like with the bag over my head (kinda like a test run) but i didnt like it much, i cant handle all these questions and i know i can never have a answer, even now when i look around my roon i just....cant accept reality, this isnt life, i dont know what it is but what we think is reality isnt!
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Griever...the only thing that i can tell you is that you're not the only one with the shitty life...
the problem with these kind of people is that they don't know how to be thankful for what they have...
the problem with these kind of people is that they don't know how to be thankful for what they have...
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gizmo wrote...
Griever...the only thing that i can tell you is that you're not the only one with the shitty life...the problem with these kind of people is that they don't know how to be thankful for what they have...
Sounded like Saw 1 for a moment there, Griever I think you should read the plot of Saw 1 seeing what you have now is better then later because you want to throw your life away. Now recommending reading the plot of Saw is absurd but it really does have a perspective (excluding the horror scenes) to it how people should be grateful for what they have. Talk to your guidance councilor maybe he/she can get you sessions with a therapist. (talking about your problems actually makes things better) You see how Nikon didn't have any sympathy for his friend who committed suicide? You wouldn't want to commit suicide being an outcast so just keep your head up and hang in there.
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When I was in grade 9, I ran through a lot of trouble. I was leading a great life (by my standards, at least), then it all just started going downhill ... (unrelated story, more on that some other time).
Anyways, bottom line was that suicidal thoughts did cross my mind. No one around me (friends, family, etc.) didn't know any better. For once, I was truly pissed at the world. The only thing that snapped me out of it was the thought: "Do I want to kill myself because I've been hurt, or because I want to hurt others?"
In conclusion, suicide isn't by any means some magical process that will rid you of all your pain and troubles. There is never a good excuse to take your own life away.
Anyways, bottom line was that suicidal thoughts did cross my mind. No one around me (friends, family, etc.) didn't know any better. For once, I was truly pissed at the world. The only thing that snapped me out of it was the thought: "Do I want to kill myself because I've been hurt, or because I want to hurt others?"
In conclusion, suicide isn't by any means some magical process that will rid you of all your pain and troubles. There is never a good excuse to take your own life away.
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i used to think like that too
but ever since romance (no, i'm not talking about love) was introduced into my perspective, i got less pessimistic and shook off the bad influence i got from someone...
although it kinda took a while... the change only happened after that someone committed suicide himself...
so, the thing is, stop thinking about crap
you think too much
it's bad for your health
you have too much spare time
you are either really bored or very lonely... or really lazy
you are committing a deadly sin
it's called SLOTH
so stop dozing off thinking about how to kill yourself
you could probably just use your melancholic spirit for something useful, like write an emo song or paint a really depressing picture...
i don't hate you or anything
sometimes, these are just the things that i say to myself when i'm down in a slump
give yourself a break and stop thinking about useless things
but ever since romance (no, i'm not talking about love) was introduced into my perspective, i got less pessimistic and shook off the bad influence i got from someone...
although it kinda took a while... the change only happened after that someone committed suicide himself...
so, the thing is, stop thinking about crap
you think too much
it's bad for your health
you have too much spare time
you are either really bored or very lonely... or really lazy
you are committing a deadly sin
it's called SLOTH
so stop dozing off thinking about how to kill yourself
you could probably just use your melancholic spirit for something useful, like write an emo song or paint a really depressing picture...
i don't hate you or anything
sometimes, these are just the things that i say to myself when i'm down in a slump
give yourself a break and stop thinking about useless things
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thank you everybody, i think i will try some of the surgestions put forward, i realise how stupid it was for me to announce my problems on a hentai site
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Nikon
FAKKU Old Guard
It's not a problem where you announce the problem. The problem is the way you're handling things. I trust you'll make the right decision though.
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i've decided to keep living, theres no reason for suicide, my time will eventually come but until then im gonna live my life to the fullest, suicide is a cowerds way out and it hurts everyone around you, of all things i do not want to be a coward and i do not want to hurt the people that wish me no harm, i will keep fighting until im meant to die, even though i have decided to live i've also decided not to seek theropy,there are many reasons for this but one major one is my age.. i think i may just keep my problems inside, that way only i get hurt, no one else, thats what i would want the circumstances to be.
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If you feel that you need help, why not ask for it?
Maybe this is my egoistical side speaking, but my happiness ranks slightly higher than the happiness of others on my "shit that matters" list, so I'd focus on my own mental health first before caring about how much my parents or friends would worry.
Oh, and it's better to nip these things in the bud at a young age, because depression can lead to a myriad of mental illnesses. What you really don't want to do is develop a panic disorder, which can lead to the development of agoraphobia.
Maybe this is my egoistical side speaking, but my happiness ranks slightly higher than the happiness of others on my "shit that matters" list, so I'd focus on my own mental health first before caring about how much my parents or friends would worry.
Oh, and it's better to nip these things in the bud at a young age, because depression can lead to a myriad of mental illnesses. What you really don't want to do is develop a panic disorder, which can lead to the development of agoraphobia.
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well, despair, no matter how pointless or real it is, happens to normal people
you should feel proud of yourself that you are a step closer to maturity, which is light years away but within reach
you should feel proud of yourself that you are a step closer to maturity, which is light years away but within reach
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GRIEVER I HOPE YOU'LL DIE!!!.........old, on a warm bed, surrounded by your family, friends, and all those people who care for you :wink: