-contest entry- last night

remember when we were young
when for the first and only time, i wasnt cold
remember that night, that white christmass night
i cant stop bringing the image to my mind
you were there, just like now
in front of the foggy window
your red lips were my passion
your blue eyes my only hope
and your hips my reason for being awake,
you closed my computer.
Stop! i am here, dont you see?
i am real!!!!!!
you hugged and cried,
and i cried
like babies for candys
in a cold night, we just were hugged and cried
i wanted to die, i understood how you felt
it was your last night
our last night
who would have ever thought
that tomorrow, you would have been gone.
and i, i was still there that night
without a hug, but still with a cry