I know exactly what you mean man. I've currently have, 27 project that are sitting on my computer. Will I ever get around to finishing them? I do not know. What I do know is this. it's best to go with the flow of things. I never force myself to write anything. That's probably why I've so many unfinished projects. But that is besides the point.
I just go with what my brain tells me, I write a few lines out, and then I just kind of work from there. Most of it is not original in any sense of the word I will give you that, and half of the stuff I have written turns into erotic literature. I still can not figure out why. But as I said. It's best to let it flow out.
But then I'm just a guy who just needs a way to focus his creativity. My writing, if you would actually take a look at it, my characters(main), always seem to be about the same. It's not just an extension of my creativity. It's an extension of my soul. An extension of me. the facade that I put forth online, is just that a facade. Take a look at how my characters act. That is the truth to my soul trying to express it self.
A very wise person once told me. "Dev, you have talent, but you need to apply yourself." That was Mrs. Gibson, my English teacher in high school. I responded to her, with this. "Creativity is best left to it's own, to work as it will. If I were to write a novel, it would take me a hundred years, or more. But I can guarantee it would be a masterpiece, as well as an extension of my soul."
But I do feel you on that whole forcing yourself to write. It's possibly why my creative writing assignments never really did turn out any good. Because I forced myself to sit and write, something that I would not do etch wise.
If I still had it, I would post it. But I have only written one master piece. I turned it in my senior year of high school as a creative writing piece. My teacher, the same one, I was talking about earlier, kept me after class about a week latter. These were the exact words from her mouth. "You did not write this."
I was so shocked that she accused me of plagiary. My response was. I did indeed write this. But not originally as an assignment. I have worked on this story for three years. It is my masterpiece. My heart and soul. Is it impossible to think that I wrote and handed in 194 pages?" She was one of the few people to ever read that story. I deleted the file, and burned the copy of it I had when she returned it to me.
Genius is best not rushed. It is like making wine, it takes time and the right amount of care for it to become it's best.