zeKer_pencil wrote...
well i found my best friend's last letter before he gave in to the cancer of the lungs....
i dont know if you'll be touched or not...
(actual words, no edit)
Zeke,
how's everybody in my family and friends? i hope im not causing them more worries 'coz of my condition. its getting really hard to breath here in this large and quiet hospital room. i cant even exert myself anymore. i just had to stay here in the bed accompanied by an IV. im pretty sure that right now you are thinking that you are at fault because of what happened. dont be, alright? i dont want to acknowledge my friend as the one responsible for what he has not done. its really my fault that i didnt find out about this sooner or later and that only you and my family knew about this. tomorrow will be another day inside this silent room. before anything should happen, i thank you for being a part of my life. i wish i could only continue it through though. well mi amigo, you are gonna walk the path without me. thanks for everything. im glad that i could live enough to know you as my best friend and former rival. take care of her for me, alright? since she trusts us both but loved you more... shocked, werent you? i knew that all along, from the time we were vying for her heart. she had it in her face and eyes. God bless man, and tell my family when the time you read this that i loved them so much and i tried to be their good boy.
Oh by the way, im still pissed about you backing out on her so that i could get her, alright? also, theres a suitcase in my closet that contains a laptop and several 'anime' games. you get the picture, right? just kidding... its all in the laptop, and they're yours, as my parting gift (still too early for that if i recover though)...
anyway, later....
Marc
he died on Aug. 3, 2009 @ 04:15:32
I'm touched ! Ruu...