Suffocating Ambitions

God like the best way to describe him.
Someone so high up you get excited to fight him.
You jump and yell blood boiling you just want to kill him.
To be the one to push him in the ground spit on him
and say with a smug look "why bother".

Just once to best him is all I pray for,
but every fight puts me back in my place.
The harder I try the bigger he gets,
the more I push the stronger he gets.

Even on my best day he beats me dum/dumb/down.
I'd say he's my better but that doesn't feel like enough
He's god-like with power with a silver tongue.

Just once to best him is all I pray,
but each fight is a reminder that I'm just mundane.
But still I train, I struggle, I cry,
because one day I will look back and say "lawl I had such small ambitions this guys an ant in my eye!"

I enjoyed the rhyming in some parts, just remember to have spacing. Your english is better than I remember, kudos for that and I hope to see more.