Hmm, so he turned her down on page 1? It's almost as if he knows what goes on 'after the event'.
Well, I find it interesting that she realises that they are just after her body and resolves to change the way she does things...Except, well, somehow the situation tend to gravitate towards group sex in the end.
But really, there's no need to force change. If she's happy with the current arrangement, I see no reason to break it up. Heh, it's a downward spiral of her wanting to change but then really enjoying the group sex and then regretting it again afterwards.
It really feels like she thinks that she shouldn't enjoy this non-traditional thing she's got and that is what is making her feel especially dissatisfied. She likes being the object of lust and affection and interest to those men, but the world she was raised in would crucify her for it, so she has to keep telling herself afterwards that she hates it.
I can't help but hope that this gets a continuation. I'd like to see her confront those guys with her other self. Pudding is only a part of who she is as a person and I can't help but think that she might get a good end from being upfront and honest with herself and her lovers!