While it is a question as to how true these actually are, this one feels the most true and is easily the best so far. Having sex changes a person, and the greater the number of sexual partners the larger the change. She has gone so far down the path that sex has become a purely physical thing and carries little emotional weight. She couldn't respond emotionally to a friend who loved her and broke his heart. She thought she could have sex with no strings attached, but this chapter showed some of the cost. Fortunately for the author, all indicators shows that she feels that gained more than she has lost.
LOL..."Especially since I'm much not better." Yep, the other girls are trying to make some extra cash doing stuff they don't mind, Tooru is a plain nympho. I can't help but to think this series has, or will be revealed to have, a supernatural arc to it.
So this MIGHT actually be autobiographical*, although I'm putting a big ol asterisk there. The author Nagase Tooru does have a Twitter account where she talks about being her sexual drive and sex toys and the like, but there's obviously no way of knowing for sure how much of these are real accounts and how much are embellishments to make a good story.
Yeah, I did remember from reading the first chapter that this stuff was supposedly based off the author's real life experiences but the ending of this one seems mysterious, almost mystical, like she's a succubus or something. As for all three chapters up to this point, I am taking these tales as embellishments or even fantasies she may have had. If there's a lot more chapters to her saga, IRL she'd be an unwanted pregnancy waiting to happen or a clap spreader (or worse) bc there's been some pretty careless casual sex in her stories so far.
Lol ouch. Guess she thought she could just screw around with him and it wouldn't affect him at all? He clearly seemed to be pretty attached to her, so it's hard to accept she had no idea this wouldn't be problematic. She turned sex into just a fun thing to do with anyone without any emotional baggage and it really smacked her upside the head this time. Maybe now she'll consider the gravity of what she's getting herself into
People are complicated, so are the relationships that bind them. She finally realizes there is weight & consequences to one's pursuit for pure pleasure.
The guy learned that his childhood friend and possibly his best friend is a huge slut. The key part is that she had been doing it for years and he never knew. She even had sex with him just to prove it. He thought she was a pure and upright girl, and he probably could have stomached here having a previous boyfriend or two, but that was too much of a revelation from the girl he loved. He looked like he wanted to spend his life with her, and she's a person who can't live a monogamous life.
Dropping out of school is a bit much. If this is a real story then there were probably other factors as well. It makes sense he ends up with a girl who actually loves him despite her faults.
If this series really is truly based on real experiences, I'm going to wager the stories aren't 1:1 representations of what happened. I'm certain they're adding extra drama/kinkiness for the sake of the "story".