Pleasant Sharing

reminds me of my first ever fakku book buy last month - it ended exactly like yours with me buying 6 paperbacks...

funny how you killed the humans but spared the demons xD

Yeah, same here xD I always had perfect control over my dreams and was always able to tell dreams apart from reality. Not to mention that I could control just how real it feels... And I say always, but actually it became that way after a specific event...

I had sleep paralysis, with very-realistic hallucinations, me getting awake but my body still being asleep and my senses being confused. I would "wake" up and I would have a demon resting on me, I would actually be awake (people would see me acting the way I remember I did), I would struggle but I would feel, literally, as if the demon was sitting on my chest, the pressure was there and I was burning... It started from as early as 4 and kept on going till I was 12. When I was 12, by giving me constant motivational speeches and trying to get mad at the demon, I managed to break free from the paralysis (adrenaline? different cerebral wave frequency?), and since then, I never had that occurrence ever again (I'm 20 now). And, I became capable of what I said at the beginning as well xD I felt really pumped up afterwards...never felt so alive o_o

Yo. I knew that phrasing seemed similar. We met before :D And yeah, there's even this meme of "worst fears" and one of them is that "you are pooping on the toilet, awake, but you fear that you're actually dreaming and pooping your pants somewhere"... Apparently, not being able to tell that you're awake is a thing, that I cannot relate to xD