The Neighbor Incident

Here catch *throws pills* this is sweet and glad he took responsibility too...fuck my heart 😭

Orgasms can cause any sort of strong emotional outburst, including sudden crying. This is a well documented phenomenon. Look up "post-coital tristesse".

The first time I assumed rape or at least more happening than she expected. But later in the story she gives her point of view and now I assume the tears from both times are happy tears.

As far as fear of orgasms go, an orgasm is a powerful convulsion of the body that you have no control over. If you have never had one I imagine feeling it welling up and then bursting out could be scary.