Well, on 911 ( yea, I know, THAT day ) my mom died this year. She was spiritually and physically the only thing I loved on this entire planet and then , she was gone. She was the worst case scenario of diabetes, like, the poster child of what your not supposed to freakin do. But, I took care of her, drove her to dialysis, laced up her diabetic cast boots and did almost everything for her. Even gave her baths (bathing overweight women with disabilities is not fun . . .but I loved this particular woman so whateverrr). Anyways, what I'm thankful for, is that the last thing I said to her, was I love you. And I'm thankful for my family that I have left, my brothers, their wives, their kids. My aunts are horrible for how they treated my mom but forgiveness, thankful for them too. Because of her death I'm also able to go to art school and move out of the house because I have nobody to watch over anymore. (A horrible duality of guilt and delight). Thank you Fakku for having forums. And thank you god for everything you give and take. I don't care where this world is headed, above all, I'm thankful that I have a god of love.