probably because I haven't been studying what I really wanted to study, I guess? that which made me tend to make excuses about my inability to learn anything~
if that's the question, well yeah, I probably could barely pass it if I'm motivated enough, and that's all what I need to graduate. no such goals like getting the best grades or whatsoever, already left that out ever since I graduated from high school~
ah by the way Mibu, since you're a Science major. could you recommend me some good reference books for my own food of thought? Science was my favorite subject when I'm still into studying, that and Calculus is also good too. Hopefully my will to study could get back again after I spend myself re-reading these Scientific Courses~