Talk About Yourself (aka Narcissism 101)

- i'm rather clingy, and i need lots of affection, or i'll feel cold and empty. sometimes i hate that about myself.

- i like to be busy, i like to have something to do. i'm excited for classes to start.

- girls confuse me. however, over the years, i've found that the safest thing to do with most of them is give them chocolate and tell them they're pretty. (but only say it if you mean it~) lmao.

- i'm really weird about letting people touch my acoustic guitar. xD; i'm not sure why, just, maybe because i've had her for so long. i share a bond with her~ only certain people can touch her besides me. :I and none of them live in this state. xD

~I fall asleep very quickly. [size=8]Especially post-orgasm, granted there is no further stimulation ;3[/h]

~I really, really, really am attracted to macho, manly, rough men who work with their hands. What, you build houses? What, you're an electrician? What, you want me to watch you chop wood....? Oh, you're going to do what with that...jackhammer...??...... ~ -faint- x/////x (Imagine Benny Benassi video with hot guys instead of hot chicks = my dream) o///o

~I don't fall asleep easily at all...unless I'm worn out from sex.

~My room is a mess. Sigh. Hafta clean it. I'd hire a maid, if I could.

~Grimmjow is my favorite Espada ever, but it's Starrk's poster that is hanging from my bedroom wall. That pic was just so sexy...

Lol, that's so you. XD

I pretty much never stop whistling, whatever my mood. People always say that I must be permanently happy, but if anything, it's often to cheer myself up. I consider myself pretty damned good at it, and I'm not quite the only person to agree, but it pisses most people off to no end. :p

I am incredibly lazy. Even if I desperately need to do something for a deadline, I'll procrastinate right into the night of the day before, and end up staying up until ridiculous o' clock in the morning to do it, or occasionally just give up and take the flak. When I'm in the mood to write, though, I can blitz through pages and pages.

Only typing it, mind you: I am incredibly slow at writing by hand. I've always hated exams in anything but English, just because I couldn't physically get the information down. English was always more about craft, and I managed to get the highest marks in my year for three pages when other wrote 14. :)

-I'm a really quiet person and only speak when spoken to.

-Conversations with me can be either interesting or really boring it all depends on what we're talking about.

I tend to stop at the very last hurdle. When I can see the end I'm not as excited anymore. =_=

^Same here. I should get one of these shirts, lol.

~I type "lol" a lot when I'm not actually lol-ing. When I truly laugh, I type "hahahahahaha" or throw out an emote.

~I spend way too much money on food. It's delicious.

~I, for one, am glad Fakku is back up. My muse seems to like it better when I can dick around here in between spates of working.

~I don't spend a lot of money on clothes. Most of my stuff comes from the swap meet.

- i'm not exactly certain where i'm going, or how or when i'm going to get there, all i know is that when i do, i'm going to shine.

- i'm actually really clingy and need a nth amount of affection. i have a hard time admitting it and asking for it, though, and i tend to push away the people i love the most.

- if i give you advice in an dickish honest niceish way, it means i actually give a shit about you and sometimes things just need to be outright said for your own good. :I

- when i'm scared or depressed, i laugh. it doesn't mean i actually find it funny.

- i have a hard time picking out material items i'd want, until i start browsing through books or look up my melody stuff on ebay...

- i have a hard time being actually mean, even when it counts, but push the right buttons and i've been told i'm actually a bit scary.

~I love the feeling of being in love.

~I hate snow, but I love Christmas-time.

~I love all my tattoos, but I've been told people who get so many small ones do it because the pain is a release of emotions. Kind of like "legal cutting." ....And I totally want to get another one tomorrow... :|

~I don't wish bad things on people (i.e. when people say, "I wish you would die"). That is bad karma that I would much prefer not to rack up.

~Although it tends to come off as arrogance, my advice is just what I know. If I don't know anything about something, I have no humility issues in saying, "I have no fucking idea how to help you."

~I like rainbows and kitties.

I have never seen snow

I live in Hawaii

I am listening to music at this very moment

Techno/Dance music is by far, without a doubt, hands down my favorite genre of music. I love how euphoric it makes everything feel. I just want to put on one of my 15 minute mixes, and play it as loud as possible. I want to shake the whole fscking house with the bass of my music--shatter the windows, I want everything to crumble down to its knees when I blast the speakers. Shake the soul~

I'm not one to hold a grudge, but if the issue is constantly persisting, then such will the abhorrent thoughts of mine.

I hate it when people take advantage of others. I hate that it happens to me a lot, with people taking advantage of my kindness. :/

I think my biggest flaw is that I'm too nice.
Well, that and I assume, when paranoid, a lot. >.>

I'm a freestyle rapper and I love composing rap verses. I rap about politics, war, hatred and street life.

^This. However, I cannot help but have a twinge of schadenfreude sometimes.

~I get a little creeped out when someone uses terms of ownership as endearments. I don't really like the idea of actually "owning" someone or being owned. (Says the girl who owns Green and is owned by Kaien, lol)

~I'm a bit of a germophobe, and carry a bottle of hand sanitizer everywhere. I clean my keyboard and mouse obsessively.

~Oddly enough, even if I'm a germophobe, I'm not all that bothered by mess--as long as the mess is clean, I'm ok with it. Ok, that kinda made no sense.

~ I enjoy the fact that my friends failed all their university classes whereas I passed with flying colours.

~I’m normally a very quite person who only speaks when spoken to, but around people I know well I’m someone who never shuts up.

~ I profile and judge every person I meet, but am unable to do it to myself.

I have a mind-set where I believe every person I meet and know are good people in general, despite what they've done or what others say about them.

- I hate to put up a facade and smile to those I'm not comfortable with, nor when I do not feel like smiling. I hate to lie, so, maybe that's an explanation for it.

- There are few things, let alone people, I hate, but those few are those that I loathe entirely.

~ I know my friends use me, at times quite unfairly, but I kind of just let them because I just want them to be happy. Stupid, I know.

~ I get my feelings hurt just like everyone else.

~ I try not to judge people based on the thoughts or words of others. I would rather form my own opinion.

~ I am often reminded by my kindred spirit that some of my goals in life are fairly commercial, but I don't mind because I know it's for a good cause. Which has been coming up in conversation a LOT lately for some reason xD

~ I don't like to be the stepping stone, I'd rather be the goal.

- i don't find myself interesting at all, but when i bring this subject up with others, i'm told otherwise.

- i get close to people, i do anything and everything i can for them, but only a rare few get to know anything about me besides basic facts and things of that sort.

- i'd like to say something cool, like, 'i'm hard to understand,' but i actually don't think i am. xD regardless of what i think, though, i seem to have the effect of confusion on many people.

- i love a good discussion. i just never get them anymore, really. <:

- most people get the impression that i'm an idiot. my response to this is: oh? me...? [size=5]just as planned.[/h] people thinking that makes things a bit easier.

~The Ethical Slut and Yes Means Yes! are two books that have shaped my sexual philosophy.

~I think most people are interesting, but they just need to know how to express themselves.

~I love the rain and snow, but hate the holiday season.

~I think being forced to have fun and be merry sucks, and this is probably my biggest beef with the holiday season. All the religious crap is secondary to this issue.