Talk About Yourself (aka Narcissism 101)

I was more thinking the problem was I said "is that yours" as if I was pointing out a t-shirt instead of a child. Should've said like, "Is he yours?" or "Ahh, I'm glad we found you" than referring to their child as an object, lol.

Oh. Well if I was in the father's shoes I wouldn't even notice that. I would just happy my son's back with me. I wouldn't really care what you called or what you implied on your statement.

[color=#006FFF]I love to sketch morbid, dark, things. I find something about the disturbing imagery fascinating. It makes me wonder what I should focus on when drawing; do what comes naturally or work for something more difficult? I suppose a bit of both would be ideal.

I like music people probably wouldn't expect from me. (Case in point being MSI and Dragon Force)

I have a pretty keen memory when it comes to most things.

I have an unintentional habit to hold my pinkie out (just a bit) when holding nearly anything.

Just realized this one...
I have a hobby of "debating" (not arguing with) people on youtube out of a desire for conflict and an interests in unrestrained social interaction.

I find normal conversation interesting in it's own way, but I find conversation over the internet, where a person expresses their raw self (thoughts and emotions) without social and physical restraints/pressures, incredibly interesting.

I have learned quite a few valuable things from youtube comments, including how to piss off (beat) most trolls (which is fun), but mostly more productive stuff than troll clashing. With the limitation in characters it creates a challenge for me to word things in such a manner that is strong and specific to the point that I am emphasizing. I consider it vocabulary and clarity practice in it's own way (anyone whose read any of my posts should already know I have quite a few clarity issues, posting here also contains communication practice).

Also MMO's have ruined me in many ways...

I type extremely fast. The last time I did a speed test it averaged out between 100wpm and maxed out at 120wpm once I got used to the speed test lol.

bump..

I am like a portable pharmacy. I get sick so often I usually have a lot of different meds hanging around. The boyfriend needed Benadryl and cough drops... I just so happened to have both of those things in my car. +1 for always being prepared lol

Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one who can save Humanity. I know it isn't true but sometimes I feel that way.

grudge [gruhj] noun a feeling of deep-seated resentment or ill will

I feel like there is some kind of societal taboo about grudges. Everyone you ask will automatically tell you that they don't hold grudges, because they don't want to be labeled as someone who gets hung up on anything from the past and can't let go of old issues. I've said it about myself before, because I do try to not hold onto any negative feelings of things that have happened before.

But I said try. That doesn't mean I am always successful. And I, or anyone else, should not be ashamed or concerned about it either. Being able to admit that you can hold a grudge against someone is a big step, I think. We can't all pretend like we were never hurt by people and that the hurt doesn't still affect us to some degree to this day. We can't all promise that type of saintly forgiveness or deep apathy.

I think what's more important is how you handle your grudges. If you are continuously reliving the things that caused them or acting on them in some negative way, then you may have a problem. But if you twinge at a memory and then make a conscious effort to shift your focus elsewhere, then I think you have a strength that not many people can admit too. They're too busy lying about not holding grudges in the first place.

So yes, I have a grudge. A well-founded one that I have so far found impossible to let go of, no matter how much I and my life have changed in the time between then and now. Perhaps I even have multiple grudges. And I am not ashamed of that.

I am simply...human.

People can't understand my ideals or the way my mind works, they go "God, what's the matter with you?" and I reply "Fuck you bitch, my mind is a piece of art!"

and it will forever be that way.

Has anyone ever told how thought-provoking you are?

[color=#006FFF]I have a small but growing obsession with time/clocks.

I have German cousins.

...I think I get too (rashly) emotionally attached to anime, especially after completing a series.

I am like a magnet which attracts kids to love me <3 lol

I'm terrified of most pets on first impressions.

I'm good at brain games. Tetris, sudoku, solitaire, etc. In fact sometimes I prefer playing those more than I do RPG and shooter games.

My arms are turned into tree branches by my brother and nieces when they hang off them.

I enjoy reading the daily horoscope for Libras on yahoo! - sometimes my mind is blown when I read them at night and reflect on the day to see if anything links up.

I really enjoy tea. Arizona tea, oolong, rooibos, Bob Marley Mellow Mood tea, etc. MMM tea.

[color=#006FFF]I've had an irrational phobia of big dogs since I was a child. I'm fine with them now as long as they don't get too close.

I never used to make friends growing up but lately as I get older I make friends a lot easier...